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concrete (NOVA BLU REMIX)

this is for ___ i love you all so much

track cover by Jonathon Downing @jonathondowning


lyrics:
I was driving past a lake
Earlier tonight
There were no lights 
The surface was cool and deep
And I picture that’s where you go when you’re done

I was looking at bathroom tiles on my feet
Anthony bourdain died today
When I left the bathroom 
My dad saw me and asked me had I heard

I remember when dan wheldon died he look at me
The same way 
His eyes are wide red and deep
How he sped around the track
He died so fast

My dad saw it on live TV
And how my friends cried when we heard about lil peep
God damn
The windows were down the sun roof too
And I missed you

Me and my brother drove down 12 and telegraph today
We saw a lost dog and he wanted to take it in the car
I said no, and he asked me if I cared about other beings
I told him I care about a lot things

I was driving past a lake
Earlier tonight
The windows were all down and it was late
Your’re coming to town in a few days
And can’t wait to see your face

Anthony Bourdain went from place to place
I hope he finally found a resting place
To lay back, some sandy beach a coold beer in his hand

I hope where he is now it’s dusk
And he’s with some friends around a fire that he hasn’t seen in a while,
And they all settle into folding chairs
And share stories and smiles

I hope when we’re done its like a lake,
Calm and deep
A glassy surface With something underneath

anthony bourdain died today

lyrics:

telephone lines
pine trees run along
where the train tracks
cut across and bend along

telephone lines
mail trucks carry us
paper letters
feel better in our hands

telephone lines
red blinking lights
cell phone towers
are looking like vital signs

It’s the last time
oh you know we said goodbye
but i find
youre closer than my vital signs

telephone lines
everybody says goodbye
i miss the neighborhoods
where we used to bike

we used to drive
and i used to spend the night
now we only talk through telephone lines


telephone lines 
summer time carries us
swept away
in the winter and fall

I’m undefined
spring time wakens us
reminding me
to call you up

telephone lines
your front porch carried up
we left behind
the place we raised up

these walls are bare
we used to laugh talk and fill them up
now sitting here
it just feels dumb

telephone lines
im crying and im tangled up
there was a time
when we didnt have to hang up

we used to drive
and i used to spend the night
now we only talk through
telephone lines

when these photographs stop looking like friends i have
and start looking like the past

i looked back through my instagram and got sad
the songs in the captions brought me back

when these photographs stop looking like friends i have
and start looking like the past

Telephone lines
The only way to bring us back
The streets we traced
Are broken and cracked

telephonelines

lyrics:


Stitching up across your eyes
You hold me when you cry
I remember waking up
You looked me in the eyes and hugged
And I never wanted your love
And you never wanted my love
And you never wanted my love

Summer turns from spring to fall
Concrete stitching where you live all
The way to my house
Through my chest across your eyes
Stitching up our lives
I was stitching up my mouth
Now im stitching up my mind
	Now im stitching up my eyes

Winter brings the snow and it falls
I was on the bridge I was looking how fall
I was on the phone with my friend
Try not to stitch my hand to my head
I know how to talk to long
	How you know you’ve been gone to long


There are no sunsets in Chicago.
All the way here in Michigan,
The light falls and
The tree shadows lengthen,
Its’s September and I miss you already.


I remember I cried on your last night at home,
Digging a thick furrow into your sheets,
Watching you walk through the doorframe,
Water welling in the sinks below my eyes.
I remember on you porch,
Winter night skies and shooting stars,
Wishing for something,
Someone to love me.
I remember how your house smelled,
On your living room desktop,
Biking home down Lincoln,
I remember everything.

Now every night I have dreams of dying,
Heavy lead bullets filling me,
Fading out and waking up,
Out of breath and covered in sweat.
Im drowning in my old life,
Back home it’s not the same,
But under water I’ll lift you like a boulder

STITCHING

lyrics:

I wrote this song be a “look into the light”
I wish a wish a window when I die 
A nice familiar view
I’m so caught up in me and you

Today I saw a butterfly
I quit my job around noon
I know we quit before
But I’ll be coming over soon

I never said I didn’t cry
Reading notes addressed from you
I call my friends there far away 
I want them close to me and you


And I cried when they left
I dug into their beds
Now we only talk on the phone
Sometimes you never let go
And if you feel alone you can call
Yea I feel alone so please call


I remember everything
Lake Michigan and summer stars
Singing through your moon roof
Late August highways full of cars

And everything you said has touched my heart
And everything you said has touched my heart

All the way in Illinois
The Amtrack train makes the same noise
I hear it through your window 
A baritone beneath your voice

You can tell me how the boys
Won’t ever even shave their scruff
And you say that your paranoid 
That you’ll never be enough

I’m telling you you have my love
I’m telling you you have my love

Illinoise

lyrics:

Highways and trains 
Can bring you close to me
It’s getting late
The moments weight on me

Through the window
The changing scenery
The roads can bring
A deeper change in me

After you leave
I stay inside all day
Sunday’s are hard
I know its getting late

Im sick of punching the steering wheel

Driving around
With nowhere else to go
I’m at the park
Where we last sat and spoke

The sky lights up all indigo 
The stars come out
And soon the daylight fades

Honey Locust

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