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My Remix of the Naruto soundtrack "Sadness and Sorrow"

Sadness And Sorrow

Go follow my man <3
https://soundcloud.com/fuckhamz

Hammy:
I just wanna know
do you still think of me?
when you're all alone
i hope you still remember me
i don't wanna go
my heart is on your driveway
sitting all alone
they never care what i say x2

never care what i say
driving on the highway
driving on the freeway
you can have it your way
i don't really care girl
look at me and stare girl
i just wanna die now
smokin till i die now
diving on the highway
driving on the freeway
i just wanna see you
hope you want me too
i can't ever think straight
tell em that i feel great
even though i'm lyin
always fucking lying
remember what we had
now i can't stop crying
i just popped an oxy
now i think i'm flying
i just hit the ground
now i'm really dying

Yung Van:
I still have your number in my phone
Sometimes I drive by your home
I think of all the good times
I think we had some good times
I miss waking up to texts
I hate calling you my ex
I should have known this would happen
I should have known this would happen 

I've been driving all night
I'm just tryna feel right
When I think of you though
I don't want to die alone
Thinking bout you all the time
Wish that you weren't getting high
I don't think I'm feeling fine x2
Ive been driving all day
I'm just tryna feel okay
I know I can't run away
Girl you meant the world to me
Think of what we used to be
Wish it was just you and me
Guess we just weren't meant to be
I thought we were meant to be
I just wanna die now
I just wanna cry
I thought you were mine babe
I thought we were fine
Called you every night girl
Cause I thought you cared
Called you every night girl
I was always there
I wish I could walk away from all this pain
I feel like I was cut
I thought you were the one

Wish i was enough x4

FOLLOW HAMMY

i'm not depressed, i just miss you w/Hammy (Prod. Tec)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qHrOCRDA9I&feature=youtu.be

I feel like Haruguchi on the regular.

https://genius.com/Andre86-feel-like-haraguchi-lyrics

FEEL LIKE HARUGUCHI | Prod. By Oddwin | OFFICIAL VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

FoLlOW SoRroW HeRe: @sorrow_bringer

Follow two 22 here https://soundcloud.com/twotwntytwo

Art by twitter.com/endmypainnow

I been feeling like Chester 

And it’s making my Chest hurt

Came in the game with something to say 

Put some money away and let the rest burn 

Cause money won’t heal your soul, hell no, it just shows the fake friends you gotta let go 

Hope I never see you at one of my shows 

Trying to adjust to a life on hold 

(Two 22)
Everyday wake up the same
Sadness stuck inside my brain
driving fast and switching lane
nothing left to numb the pain

Wanted you forevermore
Now you’re gone and I’m so sore
Crushed me like tyrannosaur
Traveled, axon, gone in store

I lost my faith under surface
I’m gone, and baby I have no purpose
So numb, girl, I just cannot feel shit
Depression, through my skin, I can transmit

Where is the light when the night comes?
Crying inside of a chasm
falling away im in a dark glum
Feeling smaller than an atom

(Lil Xtra) 

But I’ve been having my best year 

Things are going just fine I hear 

So why is that that every time I open my eyes I’m barely holding back these tears?



Cause  this life ain’t copacetic 

Don’t need you to tell me I’m pathetic 

Stress been steady cranked to 11 and I’m way past trying to get into heaven so



..I been thinking bout Chester..

And how our success is measured 

Given so much on earth to treasure what’s really enough to keep your world together?



Cause there’s a lot of that In myself I see 

Sadness clinched inside my teeth 

I could have all I want and need 

AND IT COULD STILL COME BACK FOR ME



INHERENT SADNESS MY DISEASE 

IT NEVER PASSES CAN YOU PLEASE 

SEND SOME WEED OR SEND SOME HELP

CAUSE I CANT SAVE ME FROM  MYSELF 



I MIGHT SELF DESTRUCT TODAY

BUT IF I DIE THAN IT’S OKAY 

AT LEAST I GOT THIS CHANCE TO SAY 

 IT’S MY FAULT ANYWAY

L(Chester) I (Bennington) T (Was) A (Murdered) - Feat. Two 22 - Prod. Sorrow Bringer

<33 thanks for 800

thanks so much for all the support the past couple years seriously <3333

nvr knew me (prod. Blade901)

if all my songs were polaroids, id burn the ones i wrote for you

produced by @nothingnowheremusic 
it all comes full circle

[LYRIC VIDEO]

bleeding (p. nothing,nowhere.)

mixed/mastered by instagram.com/deadphenex

Relapse (prod. Yago) **all platforms**

OFFICIAL VIDEO

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xhqf4K09HGM

Racing 4 The Kill (prod. Lado)

EP lonely girl is a single project of emo producer and singer Slendy.
Production, mix, master by Slendy.

Lyrics:
[Sincerely, Empty]:
i hear your whispers in the dark and there’s a scar on my heart, 
digging through my skin and pull me 
down again, 
whatever you want you know what i need
i hear the rain on my roof like tear drops in my sleep
and i’m calling on your phone but it’s so hard to speak 
now your lying in my room but i feel so weak
what was red will fade to black after that there’s no coming back.

[Slendy] :
I just want to see u again,
just want to kiss u again,
just wanna stand by your side for the Last time,
for the Last time, and for the Last dime,
nothing left to loose girl you know well be Fine.
Well be Fine, youll be Fine, in this lonely world, youre just lonely girl, 
i just smoke my dope, we can smoke my dope, i think we should cope.

Coming Back feat. Sincerely, Empty (prod. Slendy)

i did my best

iseefire

Sick and Tired of it all

Sick and Tired of it all (prod.XAN6ELX)

Rest In Peace (prod. thislandis x chai)

lyrics


everyday i wake up, drink my morning coffee 
then i write some songs and I start to feel exhausted
I think about the seasons and how they keep on changing
I just want some love swear I don’t wanna be famous

I don’t wanna call when you need me
yea baby I don’t want to
yea baby I don’t want to
yea baby I don’t want to

yea Chevrolet bitch with a new tattoo
i don’t wanna call you 
I don’t wanna cut through 
every time I talk to you I start feeling kinda nauseous

do I love you, do I hate you
hate myself for tryna always change you
hate myself cause I always fucking blame you
hate myself cause i’ll be the one that breaks you

you don’t deserve this at all
I’m a little bit fucked up your drug 

you don’t deserve this at all
I’m a little bit fucked up your drug 

you don’t deserve this at all 
you don’t deserve this at all


everyday i wake up, drink my morning coffee 
then i write some songs and I start to feel exhausted
I think about the seasons and how they keep on changing
I just want some love swear I don’t wanna be famous

I don’t wanna call when you need me
yea baby I don’t want to
yea baby I don’t want to
yea baby I don’t want to

I don't wanna call u anymore (p. Jolst)

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
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hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

music video

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

The greatest collab to ever hit electronic emo pop dubstep indie Soundcloud.

@sinxi
@caustyk
@digiyams

yung van x sinxi x Caustyk - Your Eyes

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forever is awhile

fast life w/ bbybar + gaiden [+ YungJZAisDead]

all solo beats on traktrain: https://traktrain.com/brknglss

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Sorry for the wait guys 
Album artwork made by: "Kaosu" on instagram

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John Constantine