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SWING

Winner of my feature contest! He killed it, hope yall enjoy and go show some love to bro <3

Mind Of Stone (Remix) Ft. Call Me J

Air feels heavier when you're not there
I can't eat a full meal without being sick
Everyone told me I should keep my options open but I didn't
And now I'm suffering
I don't even know what I want from you
Spent money on my momma I would spoil you baby
I been in the twilight zone since I lost you
Yeah you were perfect
Wait I was distracted yeah

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

So you bring me up just to wring me dry
You hold me down like I don't know why
But if I'm honest and I always am
I'm so fucking exhausted I want it to end
I been focusing on me replacing memories of you
I don't think this where I should be
I don't know what the fuck to do
I feel hopeless
I feel hopeless I can't help it
I hope you don't notice

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

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i'm hopeless w/ love jai (p. yunny goldz)

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aquatic ambience

[intro]

Hold on to things around us
I hope that we don’t rust

[verse 1]

Time goes
with the wind of ghosts
I need control 
of my own soul

Maybe this time is just falling apart 
Everything that I see just turns dark
This is the time that I see red, mars
And see myself with these old scars

Time tells me that I won’t go far
Maybe he’s right I’m behind his bars
Wind sucks up like it is tar
Wouldn’t be surprised if we get charred 

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

[verse 2 - lxst boy]

Ghosts are haunting me, they are behind me
Breathing down my back, fire spewing all around me
And I’m just lost in this space you provided me
And who am I to think they wouldn’t lie to me

Demons all on my chest, can’t control my head
Losing all of my breath, I’m probably better dead
Get in position, they got a new proposition 
I feel alive in the cyclone, I hope it raises suspicion 

I hope, I go
Peacefully in December’s snow
I know, I’m gone
Write another poem I’m the right one

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

wind from ghosts (feat. lxst boy)(puhf & zekiro)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Splashgvng
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng

[lyrics]:
oh tell me why you wanna cry
flowers in your hair, i swear
you look beautiful with them
oh tell me why do you think it's end

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

we're lying on the ground
we look at the sky, always fine
and guess the shapes of the clouds
i don't know where you're now
i miss ur perfume on my hoodie
ur father was always so nice to me
(we wanted to build a house on our tree)
is it all history?

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

tell me why.(prod. Splashgvng)

lyrics:

don't blame me
for my aching
shivers are racing all over my spine
i don't recognize that i'm out of my time
too busy losing myself in my vices
wanted to come but i wasn't invited
maybe i'm a different type of person
maybe i'm a little bit overwhelmed
maybe i feel like i deserve it
but frankly i'd rather be in hell
than where i am at the moment
i can't really focus
i'm losing my way
but no one seems like they notice

cut me up deep but you won't see blood
only long gone dreams and a long dead love
i'm sick of only ever being lost not found
imma change my name, imma scream out loud like
oh,

{kana}

I can not figure out
Life it just brings me down 
Girl if im not around
Am i the one you think about?
Pills i take dont help 
This
Pain i feel wont melt
It
Feels so never ending
Wish that i could end it

Girl i know im terrible
So nauseating im horrible 
bore you out 
Such an ugly person be around
Scars cover over everything
cut me open im almost broken
Shoulda never left my heart so open
Really left me feeling paralyzed
Swear to god why am i alive?
Sunlight beating on my eyes
Another day putting on a smile
Wish i didnt have to live this life
Every drug i take to medicate it
Live my life confused im so sedated
Numb to everything and god i hate it
Someone save me i feel like im breaking

Oh, w/ kana (neverforever)

[intro]

Worst days
Worst days
Ooh 
No, no

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[verse - flesh golem]

I've never felt this safe 
I hope you feel the same 
you wish I wouldn't go 
I know the feeling baby 

everytime that I'm alone 
I start disintegrating 
I can't take this on my own 
could you be my blanket maybe 

its a cold night
really haven't been this frigid in my whole life
baby could you let me in i wanna hold you tight
maybe you could help me get rid of this frostbite

i wanna let you know i got you if it goes bad 
and I'm still gonna love you through every rough patch 
and I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait till I come back to you

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

your worst days (feat. flesh golem)(boyfifty & autrioly)

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

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ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

Wrote this about my cancellation, and the rut I've been in because of so. Love you guys <3

I keep on wishing for someone,
I'm so sick of feeling like no one.
And you do not know who you've become;
At least now I'm working on who I am.

I’m Human, Wish I Wasn’t.

had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

what you're turning into/

All my links! : ohon.carrd.co/

Morph

Final Single!! New album 'for better or worse' releases NEXT WEEK 3/24!!

produced by @gaxillic_beats & @livingpuffy

Lyrics:

(verse)
here it is 
the final look at all your master plans 
is this what you were picturing 
are you wondering 
what took so long 
or why it all feels so wrong 

(hook)
cmon cmon won’t you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know
 how to ask for help 
the situation 
dire need of something different 
waiting on a reason to find 
cuz i don’t have a reason to try again 

(verse)
(so) is this what you wanted 
a picture perfect little way to cope 
is haunting your brain now 
and you can’t find a way out 
(or) is this how you solve this 
cuz i’ve been waiting on a reason while you’re waiting the pain out 
this may never end now 

(hook)
cmon cmon won’t you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know 
how to ask for help 
the situation 
dire need of something different 
hello hello can you hear me now 
cuz i think i’m spinning out 
cant tell what it’s about 
I just hope I feel you now 
waiting on a reason to find 
cuz i don’t have a reason to try 

(bridge)
can i wait this out 
can i wait this out 
there’s no time to waste 
cuz i don’t think i’ll make it til 
you pull me out 

(ending)
cmon cmon wont you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know how to 
ask for help in this situation 
i’m screaming out but i see no difference 
waiting on a reason to find 
that i’m the only one who can try again

Morph

OHON

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