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okjaylen x ohsobrkn - hotel room (prod. switch)

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

Blank skin, small grin 
At the edge of my seat 
Grip the rests, deep breath
Pray the pain is discrete 
You know I wanted this forever
Something we can’t delete 
But you just wanted temporary 
Tat a rinse and repeat 
You wanna lay low, lay low 
Read your Plato, Plato 
Solitary is your heaven 
Reaching halo, halos
Insecurity is driving 
Every wheel that you hold 
I’m tryna partner up for trust 
You work better alone
I find it tricky how you ghost me 
Well okay Loki 
Just need you closely
Your tatted whole sleeve 
My hands are up to Yeshua 
I been on both knees 
I’m sick of stick and poke 
So will you make my soul bleed
You never answer
So your voicemail is memorized 
Social life wears a hockey mask
And your horrified
Magnify every bad excuse 
You’re a samurai, cutting ties
Slashing up our bond 
Now you tell me why 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo 

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

When I was a kid
I grew in a busy home
Moving from my friends
The shyness grew in my bones
Now I’m getting old 
A shadow behind my shoulder 
Turned into a person 
Who’s scared to answer my phone 
Why am I afraid of having any eye contact
Can’t even look my wife in the eyes 
And I hate that 
I wanna be the person 
That God would want me to be 
But social anxiety 
Is hugging me where I sleep 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo

temporary tattoo (prod. xmichaelwarren & ohsobrkn)

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lightning fast! (prod. jake angel)

MSRY (prod. 8een & ohsobrkn)

dresser! (prod. wolfgang pander)

ohsobrkn ~ why am i so different?

lyrics <3

Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

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everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

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sorry i'm not the person you wanted me to be

the boy who couldn't fly (prod. 8rokeboy)

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

lyrics:
you claim that your there
you said were a pair
but it's only lies
cuz i know you dont care

the pain that i wear 
to you i would share
but deep down inside
girl i know you don't care

how could you care for me
you never cared for me
you just pretend 
and it's all in your head

how were there for me
you're never there
nothing would change
guess im better off dead 


it's getting harder to trust
turning my heart into dust
girl is it love, is it lust?
thought we were stronger than stone
you left me alone
our hope is just starting to rust 
you saw me hurting 
you watched me get sicker
you thought you were
helping me out of the river
but really your help
was a curse to my liver
you were drowing in lies 
i was drowing in liquor
 
really did you even try?
you.. didnt even tell me bye
i.. see the truth in your eyes
it's the reason why you never cry
but maybe it's all my fault
and maybe i'm made of salt
even still, why would i  try to call
cuz i know you don't really at all
*no not at all*

(hook)

i wish i could hug you
even through all of the pain
and all of the shame, 
i love you 
we know that i'm not a saint
we both are the same
imperfect through all of our trouble 
i don't wanna die with hate between us
what's the point of living life
if love don't lead us
what's the point of being slaved
if God can free us
we just need a lil drop 
of blood from Jesus 
yuh
you made me feel lonley
with no one around
you left me in silience 
not even a sound
the past is behind me
i'm putting it down
so can we rebuild 
and restart from the ground 
cuz maybe it's all our fault
and everyones made of salt
even still, i really hope you try call
cuz maybe we both care after all

(hook)

you don't care (prod. odece)

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 1]
Deep inside, I really try to hide
But I can never run from myself
I see a monster when I look into the mirror
This cannot be good for my health
I feel like a slave, trapped in my hate
Praying to God, I can't find my escape
I don't wanna be me
Look in the mirror, and see all the ugly things I can't erase
I scare myself, I'm a ghost
I face my demons at home
I think I'm fat, yeah, I'm gross
No love, I deserve to be alone
I know that there's somebody feelin like me
Just know that your beautiful, beyond belief
The mirror is neutral, control your own leash
Cause you can't believe everything you ain't seen


[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 2]
I could have all the fame in the world
But I'd still hate myself
I try to learn to love my body, but degrade myself
Waste myself
Sometimes I really wanna change myself
My face breaks out, and my hair's going bald
Man, I suck at school
I wanna hang myself, and erase myself
Dear God, I know that you created me
And I appologize for my thoughts
He made me for a reason, I need to believe it
Cause you showed me love within all of my faults
You paid up the cost, that's blood on the cross
You showed me direction whenever I'm lost
So why would I turn around from you
And treasure my demons
Whenever you gave me a cause?

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell

[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

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mirror, mirror

prod. by me

lyrics:

[pre-chorus]
i been feeling like i’m fake
i’m a fable
time to lay it all out on the table
my emotions run deep
and they’re fatal
i’ve been feeling like cain 
am i able?
to defeat all the pain that i might face?
wanna quit, one foot out the doorway
i always feel the same
but i never seek change
i really wanna live
but i hate this place 
[hook]
and honestly the honesty’s
the only thing that keeps me 
up awake at night
I can never face the fact 
that I am not okay
and every laugh is made of lies
i stay trapped inside an empty home 
with the hollow bones
and all my worries come to life
this might be another song to you
but it’s real to me
and honestly i just want to cry 

[verse]
someone ask the doctor
what’s wrong with me 
i can’t figure out
i always try to be positive
but it’s seasoned with doubt 
i wanna search for a smile
instead of surf on the couch
shut up these soundcloud rapper
only talking for clout
quiet 
i’m always hiding
find me somewhere
sufferin’ in silence
i wanna fight it
see people helping
but i decline it 
don’t even ask me why
i don’t know what to say
my friends will give me their love 
but i just throw it away
i don’t wanna pop pills 
just to feel happy
i don’t wanna get high
just to keep laughing 
i see a lot of fake fun
but they don’t have it 
everyone is crying
see the tears like closed caption 
i really wanna live 
but i’m killing myself
seeking out for God
Lord i really need help 
drinking all these lies 
is potent to health 
but nobody cares 
i guess they really like hell (oh well) 

[pre-chorus & hook]

i want to cry

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sometimes i wanna disappear

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4 am (ft. iriasona) (prod. caps ctrl)

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never say goodbye (ft. rxseboy)

50 years (feat. lily potter) (prod. mugen)

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we need a break (feat. powfu)

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

big boys don't cry (prod. con)

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

closed casket (prod. raspo)

hook is alek olsen :) 

hook:
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you 

verse:
My heart is like a kid with a vase
It’s bound to break 
I know you’re still alive 
But it really feels like you passed away 
I’m praying every day like Dear Lord 
Please just keep her safe 
Even if we part forever 
No one here can take her place 
I’m deeply anxious impatient 
And I can taste all the places that 
We would go and I hate it 
Because it feels like I’m losing you ever slowly 
If you’re gone then I’ll be lonely 
And I’ll never be the same 
Only pain will be here to hold me 

hook:
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you 

verse:
I know life’s supposed to be hard 
But not like this 
Once I had you in my arms 
But now you’re gone just like a mist 
All I wanted was simple bliss 
But my gift was an empty kiss 
Now I’m stuck with a broken heart 
And a part that’s completely ripped 
I understand that everything has a reason
God heal this internal bleeding 
And strengthen me where I’m weakened 
How can life be taken so fast 
I wish we would have both passed
We’d hold our hands forever 
And this wouldn’t hurt me so bad 

hook:
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you 
I know you moved on
And I get that yeah I do 
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you

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quarantined from my love (feat. emily blair)(prod. pleasedontgo)

those brown eyes (feat. roiael)(prod. imfinenow)

Lyrics:

Chorus
I just wanna go far away
Yeah, I can't stand a new day like this
And when I dream, I wake
Up to just another nightmare

'Cus I'm the ghost next door
Invisible to people around here
Yeah, I'm the ghost next door
Nobody likes the ghost next door

Verse
I'm haunting my own room the way I sit here alone
I'm just a ghost to you so I'm someone that you'll never know
I try to get your attention but you just look through my bones
I think my texts are ghosts too, you left me read on my phone

No friends to hang with, a sheet over my head and I can't change it
I'm floating through the walls I see people, still I'm so vacant
They think that I'm a creep by all the ways that I lurk
Man, I'm feeling like rxseboy 'cus I'm a ghost and it hurts

Chorus
I just wanna go far away
Yeah, I can't stand a new day like this
And when I dream, I wake
Up to just another nightmare

'Cus I'm the ghost next door
Invisible to people around here
Yeah, I'm the ghost next door
Nobody likes the ghost next door

Bridge
I'm like Casper but I'm just not as fun
I get scared a lot so I'm looking for a place to run
But I'm invisible so maybe that whole plan is dumb
Plus I'm getting used to being outcast so lately I've been numb

I like being who I am but sometimes it gets so lonely
But I don't wanna change my personality and be phony
But then again I need some friends instead of pretend-homies
So until then I'll be praying and I'll be waiting so slowly, yeah

Chorus
I just wanna go far away
Yeah, I can't stand a new day like this
And when I dream, I wake
Up to just another nightmare

'Cus I'm the ghost next door
Invisible to people around here
Yeah, I'm the ghost next door
Nobody likes the ghost next door

ghost next door (feat. fawlin)

Verse 1
Does heaven have wifi
I'm trying to call
Wanna come see you
But gates are 2 tall
Your hug was a drug
Now I know the withdraw
These pictures don't help
They’re just eating me raw
Are you an angel? 
Do you have cable? 
I wanna connect 
But I guess you’re not able
I wish you were
But the illness was fatal
A hole in my heart
Now it look like a bagel
I graduated but you didn’t see
And I’ll never know
It’s not a mystery 
I’m imaginating all our history
And hoping you will know all
That you meant to me, yeah
I miss your faces
I miss days when 
We would hang out 
But death had to take it
My heart has been aching
I see it all breaking
I hope you’ll come back
But I know you won't make it

Verse 2
This is hard for me
Honestly 
Got a missing part
Where my heart should be
I didn’t love you enough 
cuz I was too young
I didn’t take in all the art to see, yeah
Tell me now
What do you do?
Are you in heaven?
Is everything new?
I’m reading my Bible
And learning the truth
Hoping that I can come 
Be with you too 
Do you pray for me?
can you stay with me?
Are they games up there?
Will play with me? 
Maybe I wont ever 
Get to see you again
But if we’re friends
Will you wait for me? 
Do you talk to the angels at all?
Does God have a phone?
Does He ever call? 
I hear Him sometimes
A voice through my wall
Please know that I love you
And don’t ever fall

can't wait ft. powfu (prod. movye)

And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and

Man I really hate anxiety 
It’s like a dressing room 
The way its trying me 
I’ve been inside my head
I’m dying silently 
My thoughts are turning up 
but do it quietly 
I stress on
The smallest of things
Which usually don’t matter
But matter to me 
My mind has been racing 
I’m Lighting McQueen 
I constantly panic 
I’m panicking
Somebody please 
Man I could really use Jesus 
Stressed out
I don’t even got a reason 
All this thinking 
You would think I was a genius 
Been living in repetition  
I’m tripping 
I’m sleepless
You thinking I’m playing 
Life ain’t a game 
Maybe I am a little deranged 
I’ve been seeing every problem 
Their getting caught in my brain 
I’ve been praying for change 
Or a key to the cage 
Or a cure my pain 
Okay this is kinda lame 

And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and

Yeah I been overthinking 
I’m over thinking 
While tryna cook up a beat
Got over seasoned 
I don’t ever smoke 
Got sober reasons  
Man I need a cup of coffee
That’s Costa Rican
It’s hard to deal on my own 
I took a break from my phone 
Stil I feel on my lone 
the reasons unknown 
I’m praying to God 
the King on the throne, ya know? 

And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and

forgetting how to sleep (feat. okay amber) (prod. nayl & ohsobrkn)

short of breath (feat. st. ends) (prod. nevrfall)

lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
Man I’ve hurt God so many times
So many lies
Really hurt my girlfriend 
Bro I made the girl cry 
Felling things won’t change 
So it makes it hard to try 
And some guys that I know 
Just committed suicide man 
These days are hard 
Been in rehab 
Tryna re-heal the scars 
Use to drink a lot
But that won’t get me far
Feeling like I’m stuck inside a game
But I can never press restart
Man I’ve hurt so many people 
Please I feel evil 
I need to get some rest 
My stress can be lethal 
Got a mental gas pedal 
I’ve been pushing down the metal 
Really running from the devil 
But still feel like the sequel 
Wait, my minds a helicopter 
Spinning like corkshew
Who? I need a doctor 
Call the coppers 
*boys we got a monster* 
Give me what Ive earned 
And take me to the slaughter 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

(Verse 2) 
The worst monsters 
Are the ones that don’t say words 
They just watch from afar
and stare burns 
See the ocean of my guilt
Falling face first 
Every single day I try to run 
But the pain hurts 
Cos’ I’m running in cycles
Treadmill, spinning in spirals 
Flipping page by the page 
Finding faith in a Bible 
Thought my music was my cure 
But it feels like my rival 
When I grab a microphone 
Its like I sing in a rifle 
God I’m praying God I’m praying 
and I know you can hear me
Im crying when I speak 
But I said the words clearly
Even when i feel alone 
I know your somewhere breathing near me
God I need you in my life 
bone cold, eyes weary
Its get hard to fight 
I wake up at night
Choking, Holding tight 
God you saved my life 
You were the candle
Inside my tunnel of my sorrow 
I’m thankful for today 
Cos’ Im not promised tomorrow, yeah 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

Yeah silent monsters

silent monsters (feat. ivri)(prod. cornell)

ohsobrkn & SVMP - let it be (feat. s connolly)

thank you for the love, i hope yall like these :) please check out "nayl" because he did a lot for these.

lonely hearts club

depression and me (with colarbear)

lyrics:
what would you do if i were to tell you
i've been up, but i'm now about to fall?
six feet down, this hole i've been digging
tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

hope's been high, you gave me it all
but leaves do change, the winter got too cold
all alone in crowded locations
walking like a ghost down in this hall

yeah, when i lay down i don't touch the ground for like
25 hours at a time now
i can't seem to pass out in the night
can't get rid of this frown, lights out
i wake up, say what's up to a vampire
we catch up, and say cheers to the monsters
i've got sad, i don't think there's a cure for
so why try?

tell me what you mean
tell me what you feel, for heavens sake
do you think you can bail on everything?
leave me here to wait, just hanging

tell me what you see
tell me all your hope has gone away
i will walk with you on the way
you could feel better any day now, any day

i'm tryna hold the pieces together
but it's a puzzle
i've been acting like i'm fine
but i'm honestly deep in trouble
yo, depression has been killing me
so why we always cuddle?
and anxiety is the twin
yo, kaleb i'm seeing double

okay, i think i need to find me some hope
i heard a man could walk on water
well then find me the boat
find me a rope
i'm hanging all the pain that i know
instead of highs
i need to find a better way i can cope

lately i've been living on the surface
uncertain and really nervous
been searching
for higher purpose
been praying and reading verses
my mind has been in a circus
im thinking my thoughts in cursive
i'm scared that i'm burden
but you tell me that i'm perfect

you tell me that i'm perfect
did you really mean that?
did you really mean that?
did you really mean that?
i need to know before i go and base my life on this
can you make a promise?
tell me you'll be honest with me i just need the truth.

let me pray
i don't feel okay
all this heavy weight
let me pray
i don't feel okay
all this heavy weight
i need strength
take depression out
and roll him on some skates
i've been calling, calling, calling
i can hear him on the phone
i'm weakling by myself
bro i can't do this on my own
i've been couped up
in my room bruh
devil knocking on my door
i threw the duece up
the pain be hurting me
like surgery
i feel it in my bones
oh god, i know you got my back
so you won't leave me here alone, yeah

what would you do if i were to tell you
i've been up, but i'm now about to fall?
six feet down, this hole i've been digging
tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

hope's been high, you gave me it all
but leaves do change, the winter got too cold
all alone in crowded locations
walking like a ghost down in this hall

ohsobrkn & fawlin & nayl - crowed locations

lyrics:

Ugly Duckling Lyrics
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super cool
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super chilly
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super cool
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super chilly

My friends got famous off a clock
Sometimes I wonder why
I waddle round
Like headless horsemen
Searching for the sirens
They tell me I can milli
For nine ninety-nine
Circular deals
Can I find God in the hills?
What does it mean to be real?

Find it funny, find it funny
So can you tell me the truth?
Oh, do you love me?
Do you love me?
Cos’ really that would be new
Super ugly, super ugly
A duckling in my new shoes
Maybe one day I'll be cool
Maybe one day I'll be

Two times
For a coupon
What a true con
Futon
I'm Crouton on a fruit salad
(Man this tastes so out of place)
Running out to Wutan
For a New Balance
I'm a misfit
Frankenstein kid
Prone to silence
Homer’s giants
Maybelline for my bills (yeah)
Mediocre my skills (yeah)
Stagnant life, don’t get ill
Problem child
Burning all food on the table
I'm a broke boy
Throwing water out with the cradle
Limbo with my GPA
I've grown afraid of mistakes
I understand how Judas felt
But don’t suffocate
Okay!

Find it funny, find it funny
So can you tell me the truth?
Oh, do you love me?
Do you love me?
Cos’ really that would be new
Super ugly, super ugly
A duckling in my new shoes
Maybe one day I'll be cool
Maybe one day I'll be

And maybe I, maybe I
Just really need to relax
Kick back, call up God
And we can chat a bit
And maybe I, maybe I
Just really need to fall back
Text Jesus like, “what's up, I need some help again”

Find it funny, find it funny
So can you tell me the truth?
Oh, do you love me?
Do you love me?
Cos’ really that would be new
Super ugly, super ugly
A duckling in my new shoes
Maybe one day I'll be cool
Maybe one day I'll be

Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super cool
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super chilly
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super cool
Cool, I be cool
I be cool
I be super chilly

spotfy!

ugly duck (prod. matthew may)

lyrics:

I never knew water was lonely
It sucks playing goalie
But lately that’s all that we know
Losing weight, feeling boney
The burn isn’t homey
But baby, that’s life on a boat
And all of the crew is laid out
On the hardwood floor
And I know
They don’t like me at all
Lock myself, single room
With a hardwood door
Living cheap
So I write on the wall

And I miss every song we ever had
Everything that made me mad
Even when it broke my heart
Late nights
Stressing over every track
Anything to take it back
Relabel and let’s restart
And it’s been
Wet and dry
A paradigm, I hate this
Maritime
The smell of wine, a banquet
Overtime
With dirty swine
They’re naked
No I don’t wanna take this anymore

I’m overthrown, overthrown, overthrown
And I don’t wanna be lost at sea
Locked with
Davy Jones, Davy Jones, Davy Jones
And nobody can set me free
I’m overthrown, overthrown, overthrown
And I don’t wanna be lost at sea
Locked with
Davy Jones, Davy Jones, Davy Jones
And nobody can set me free

I’m just a lost boy
You know I’m just a lost boy
I’m only just a lost boy
I’m just a lost boy
You know I’m just a lost boy

Running on that Jonah flow
Swallowed up and comatose
Wood plank, overthrown
Quitting due to hesitation overdose
Regret has been residing
Honestly, I’ve been hiding
And wishing I never quit
A movie without the writing
So maybe I need to
Face the creatures
That I can’t feed
Try again
We’re only training for a track meet
All of the memories
Evolving to a gastly
Searching for a treasure
I know life can never hand me

And I miss every song we ever had
Everything that made me mad
Even when it broke my heart
Late nights
Stressing over every track
Anything to take it back
Relabel and let’s restart
And it’s been
Wet and dry
A paradigm, I hate this
Maritime
The smell of wine, a banquet
Overtime
With dirty swine
They’re naked
No I don’t wanna take this anymore

I’m overthrown, overthrown, overthrown
And I don’t wanna be lost at sea
Locked with
Davy Jones, Davy Jones, Davy Jones
And nobody can set me free
I’m overthrown, overthrown, overthrown
And I don’t wanna be lost at sea
Locked with
Davy Jones, Davy Jones, Davy Jones
And nobody can set me free

Davy

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