The Upload 1/20/2022

i'm not going insane.
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@luckyeye
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p. by ya boi

flower (+ lucky.eye)

flower (w/ lucky.eye)

By Any Means Necessary (Demo)

bedroompop
indiepop 
remiwolf
omar apollo

Gotta Get Up (Ft. Linndsyeah)

Chorus:
The truth is ugly, I don’t like it
It’s like being back in high school looking in a mirror
The truth is ugly, but I don’t mind it
And as I get a little older I can see things clearer
And I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to
Yeah I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to

Verse 1:
Just to get it off my chest
I know that when you knew me I wasn’t my best
I just wanna put my past life to rest
I just wanna put my past life to rest
‘Cause I was always unsure
Always insecure
Always immature
Always wanting more out of you
I always wanted more out of you 
And I'm sorry about that

Pre-Chorus:
I put a lot of pressure on us
I wanted to get better, honest
But I didn’t know how to
I didn’t know how to
And I know I had issues plenty 
But I hope you don’t resent me
But it’s okay if you do

Chorus:
The truth is ugly, I don’t like it
It’s like being back in high school looking in a mirror
The truth is ugly, but I don’t mind it
And as I get a little older I can see things clearer
And I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to
Yeah I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to

Verse 2:
Just so I can let you know
That I never really meant to let you go
I'm glad you’ve taken this time to grow
I'm glad you’ve taken this time to grow, oh
‘Cause I’ve done the same thing too
If only you knew
If only I grew
Back when I still had you
Back when I still had you
I’m sorry about that

Pre-Chorus:
I put a lot of pressure on us
I wanted to get better, honest
But I didn’t know how to
I didn’t know how to
And I know I had issues plenty 
But I hope you don’t resent me
But it’s okay if you do

Chorus:
The truth is ugly, I don’t like it
It’s like being back in high school looking in a mirror
The truth is ugly, but I don’t mind it
And as I get a little older I can see things clearer
And I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to

the truth is ugly

honeymoon

this is a really cheesy song i wrote about crushing on someone😝


those puppy dog eyes 
that dissapear when you smile
that fluffy mess of hair
so precious i could die


i wanna bury myself in ur sweatshirt
and write my name on ur converse
i like you and ur soft little heart
everything about you is a work of art
i love it when ur in my dreams 
that face should be on the cover of a magazine
hold ur breath and grab my hand
i wanna be ur girlfriend
ur girlfriend
not just friends
hold ur breath and grab my hand
i wanna be


someone you like
someone you think of all the time
my hands would be tied
if crushing was a crime


i wanna bury myself in ur sweatshirt
and write my name on ur converse
i like you and ur soft little heart
everything about you is a work of art
i love it when ur in my dreams 
that face should be on the cover of a magazine
hold ur breath and grab my hand
i wanna be ur girlfriend
(what a dreamboat makes me blush
im the queen of the biggest crush)
ur girlfriend
(hes so pretty, hes so fine
i wish i could say hes mine)
not just friends
(floating through the candy clouds
im not ever coming down)
hold ur breath and grab my hand
i wanna be


i love the way you dress like the 90s
i love the rhythm that sounds from ur heartbeat
i love ur accent, sing something to me
hypnotize me
i wanna be the girl that holds ur hand
i want you to be my man
baby id be there for you always


i wanna bury myself in ur sweatshirt
and write my name on ur converse
i like you and ur soft little heart
everything about you is a work of art
i love it when ur in my dreams 
that face should be on the cover of a magazine
hold ur breath and grab my hand
i wanna be ur girlfriend
(what a dreamboat makes me blush
im the queen of the biggest crush)
ur girlfriend
(hes so pretty, hes so fine
i wish i could say hes mine)
not just friends
(floating through the candy clouds
im not ever coming down)
hold ur breath and grab my hand
i wanna be

girlfriend

Newest single in months and it's a collab! Surprise! Joanna and I are so excited to release this song and have been working really hard on it. We were going for a "walk in the park" vibe with this record.

idk (with Joanna)

Lyrics
I'm singing fuck you
You used to make me feel like $uperman I loved you
Through all the sleepless nights regretting that I touched you
But that was back when I was young now I'm above you
I'm so above you, now I'm still thinking of you
Make me feel different every time my plug cuts you
I used to think that I'd be taking nothing but you
But that was back when I was young and off the drugs
Ye, but that was back when I was young and off the drugs

Don't cry, those eyes could light up my life
light up my life, ye ye ye
Don't cry those eyes could light up my life
light up my life, ye ye ye
Sipping goose, feeling loose, off the goop
In the booth, smoking boof, gold my tooth
You don't feel like you used to am I used to it
You used one and I used two I never quit

She got me dancing with my eyes closed
She love it when I hit the high notes
there's all this dried up blood in my nose
She say she love me baby I don't
She got me dancing with my eyes closed
She love it when I hit the high notes
there's all this dried up blood in my nose
She say she love me baby I don't

I'm singing fuck you
You used to make me feel like $uperman I loved you
Through all the sleepless nights regretting that I touched you
But that was back when I was young now I'm above you
I'm so above you, now I'm still thinking of you
Make me feel different every time my plug cuts you
I used to think that I'd be taking nothing but you
But that was back when I was young and off the drugs
Ye, but that was back when I was young and off the drugs
but that was back when I was young and off the drugs

$uperman

[LYRICS]


Get these shackles off my feet 
And put my crown about my brow
Even royalty concedes that this was made for me
Oh I’d preach to the choir 
If it would take me higher 
I’d scream until my lungs ran out of air

If the answers are more than unknown
And the questions insane on their own
If I believe in other things you can’t find
Would you look at me and change your mind

Hey 
My crown is here to stay
Oh they can’t take that away
I’m a king in my own way
Hey 
My crown is here to stay
Oh they can’t take that away
I’m a king in my own way

My father was once a wise man but decent words never found their way up out his mouth
It seem like
Once I figure out what life is I’ll understand why he never shared what it was about
And even if I would have said your child would live with some clout
I guarantee he wouldn’t care and I’d resent him about 
Not loving what I love enough to lose sleep or cut out
Friends and friends of friends that you been living without
Hey I feel some type of way 
Your time ain’t worth the wait
I’ve fallen into place
And I won’t wait on you
Your worry worry don’t go away
So hurry hurry out my way
Your comments are not worth their weight in gold

If the answers are more than unknown
And the questions insane on their own
If I believe in other things you can’t find
Would you look at me and change your mind
Hey 
My crown is here to stay
Oh they can’t take that away
I’m a king in my own way

My Own Way

Just a punk rocker bringing vibes from space

Crescendo Ft. Mike Snow & IOF

losing touch

Holding U

i’m not the one you want to be with
i’m not the one you want to see, yeah
i’m not the one you want to sleep with
i’m not the man you wanted me to be

not the one you want to be with
not the one you want to see, yeah
not the one you want to be with
i’m not the one you want to sleep with

The Upload 1/20/2022

TheMrPankakes