The Upload 4/3/2021

written by s. holden jaffe
produced by s. holden jaffe
mixed by michael freeman
mastered by john greenham

i wish i could tell you
how sorry i am
have you found someone new?
a christian man?
and what do you tell your friends?
"it just went down like that"
and are they terribly impressed?
what do they say behind your back?

i wish could tell you
you're drop dead kind
you're easy to talk to
and you're generous with time
and where are you living now?
and have you changed up your hair?
and do you keep my friends around?
for purposes unclear
for purposes unclear
for purposes unclear

i don't think i'm ready
i don't think i'm ready no
tell me you forgive me
tell me you forget it all

i don't think i'm ready
i don't think i'm ready no
tell me you forgive me
tell me you forget it all

i don't think i'm ready
i don't think i'm ready no
tell me you forgive me
tell me you forget it all

i don't think i'm ready
i don't think i'm ready no
i don't think i'm ready
i don't think i'm ready
i don't think i'm ready
to let it go

Sorry I Am

hey guys!! it's been a while since i've uploaded a song that i've made all by myself AH (almost 2 years :O)

BUT i'm excited to announce that this song is going to be a part of my first EP!!! the whole project is still in the works, but IT'S HAPPENING !!!

i wrote this song in 2017 and i didn't know if it was any good, but a lot of my friends gave me the encouragement to make it into an official version, so thank you to those who believed in this song :'') hopefully you guys like it just as much!! it's good to be back and making music <3 

art done by Jina ♡
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jena0_6/

(she did such a good job!! it looks like it came straight out of a children's storybook, i love it!)

LYRICS:

I know a place 
That's sound and safe
For us now
No need to hide
Or say goodbyes
Leave them out
We’ll run away
It’ll be okay

Hmm 
(Bum bah dum dum)

We can chase waterfalls and 
Talk 'til all my hair dries
Just lie on the sand 
Each hand in hand 
In paradise
'Cause we don't got long
'Til we say so long

Hmm 
(Dum dah dum dum dah duh duh dum dah) 

We can live in this lovely dream
It'll be my reality

(Hmm)

I know a place
That has no trace
Of us now
It's just a thought
So don't tell me it's wrong

I Know a Place

What's Wrong

Second Base

1989 volkswagen fox

Anima Vestra - XOXO

Vesta

da link to Stella Rose's soundcloud https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/dek7ToRtZB9WZmDB7 

Dream of you
Of us two 
Getting closer, turning red
Holding hands 
Making plans 
Til I wake up in my bed

Pick up your phone 
I'm home alone
And I'm thinking bout you
Turning red 
I'm in my head
And I'm missing of you 

Dream of you
Of us two 
Getting closer, turning red
Holding hands 
Making plans 
Til I wake up in my bed 

<3

Turning Red

Turning Red (feat. Stella Rose)

kyuuwaii - it will be okay
Stream "it will be okay" now: fanlink.to/itwillbeokay

The Upload 4/3/2021

TheMrPankakes