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lyrics:
(lets go)
i lie at the bottom
watch my life
devil is watching me now
at the same time i lie next to you
you know what im feeling 
and beeing depressed is nothing we worry about
its a normal day feeling

i looked you in your eyes 
they shine so bright, you don’t even know 
what i was seeing
you looked me in my eyes 
and they told you im broken
will we ever feel again? 

i lie at the bottom
watch my life
devil is watching me now
at the same time i lie next to you
you know what im feeling 
and beeing depressed is nothing we worry about
its a normal day feeling

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normal day feeling

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i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

i cant feel my fingers 
its too cold ive gone numb 
all this pain still lingers inside me 
but i play dumb 
yeah i play dumb 
yet ive become someone 
i dont recognize anymore 

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

rise and fall apart 
my soul is yours to take 
find me in the dark 
im waiting in the rain
i cant even think theres this feeling that lingers and i wont feel safe until im seeing black 
every day i feel thinner at night i hear whispers that come through the static and shatter like glass 
im drowning in ink spitting blood in the sink here from all of these blades that are stuck in my back 
thank god all these splinters are stuck in my fingers or my tears would vanish and id turn to ash 
this body is useless and i feel so stupid for thinking theres some way to escape my past 
but these dreams feel so lucid and my feet are bruising from walking in circles retracing my tracks 
im waiting here restless and all i have left is the faint silhouette of the shadow i cast 
the cycle is endless so ill just pretend and keep holding my breath til i slip through the cracks

numb w/ xobuttoneyes

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