Dark spaces and intimate moments captured so well musically. Synth line is very effective.

Black Pilled

4Chan Crumbs

ARTIST: RXM Reality
ALBUM: sick for you

to be released by Hausu Mountain, 3/25/22
rxmreality.bandcamp.com/album/sick-for-you

sick for you

RXM Reality - thank you

Rap by Aristophanes 貍貓 soundcloud.com/aristophanesjean 

foodman mini albam 「COULDWORK」
http://meltingbot.net/release/shokuhin-maturi-aka-foodman-couldwork/

Cassette Edition  by Orange milk 
https://orangemilkrecords.bandcamp.com/album/couldwork


Verse1 

用力抓住心臟 
剝開 藏著的白色的小石頭 
有手指頭 那麼大 而且堅硬 
我能救你 我來自必須蒙面的邊境 
我的簽名就是符咒 

你的臉 血色逐漸流失 不夠 
求我住手 
不可以 我得讓你看看 

你的愛恨濃縮後是這塊石頭 
發了芽 會長成所有愚蠢的執著 
讓我拿走它 拿走它 拿走它 哪有差 
啊！你咬我？ 



verse2 
看來你… 看來你... 

還不懂 它以情慾恩怨折磨你讓你痛苦 
它讓你活著比起神魔更像動物 
整天訴說著連神都覺得無聊的控訴 
你告訴我 它到底能有什麼用處？ 

我不是來回答你的問題的 
你沒有腦嗎 不能自己想嗎 
人類真是充滿缺陷的存在啊！ 
但，是的 
混亂比有序更強 
畸形比完美正常 
死亡比永生更長 



verse3 
你看 像這樣剝一半 
變得像玻璃般半透明 再分一半 
碎屑變成分子 原子 撥開電子 
漂浮著凝視 原子核 
辨識 檢視著 

淺紫色的中心 顏色無所謂 相由心生 
你也可以親身 再深入 
質子 中子 夸克間深處 

想縮成多小 儘管吩咐 
窮盡想像力 有沒有更接近本質？ 

知識被無盡的懷疑啃蝕 
跨越分數線 自由扮演分母或分子 

一動念 穿越無數次生死 

不如閉上眼 不去問何謂真 何謂假 
語言如塵土 張開那塞滿了灰塵的嘴巴 
咳著 乾嘔 你吐出滿地的神像 
你需要神 所以造了祂 



verse4 
還給你 請把核握在手心看看 
你之所以為你 你的和平和戰亂 
因它而痛苦 用它來判斷 
它讓你的存在渺小 也像尼羅河般氾濫 
核分裂 人格後 核融合 
高熱的情慾釋放了 得救而重合 
意象和記憶 獲得神一樣的力氣 
追求愛情或理想的意義 遺忘了利弊 
你想著必須 停下連鎖反應 
但打破了心物二元間的牆壁 

不再質量守恆 
即將摧毀肉身 
給我吧 還來得及在毀滅前四大皆空 
別動 裂縫撕開地表 
海水開始結凍 
給我你的核 
你的光和熱 
給我 給我 給我 


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verse1 
uh Grab your heart and tear it apart, 
I found a white stone inside, 
which is hard and small. 
I can save you. 
My signature has great power and I came from a place where everyone has to hide his face. 
You cry out and ask me to stop, I see the color of your face getting lighter. 

But I can’t. I gotta show you that all of your love and hate are condensed to be this stone. 

And it will generate all kind of stupid insist. 
So let me take it away, take it away. 
Ahhh, why did you bite me? 



verse2 
So you don’t know that it tortures you by your desire and your past. 
It makes you live more like animal does than like gods or evil do. 
Then you bore gods with all your little problem. 
Tell me. Why do you need it? 


I’m not here for your questions. 
Why don’t you figure it out by yourself? 
Human being is an existence having a lot of flaws. 
But, yes. 
Chaos is powerful. 
Deformity is better than perfection. 
Death is longer than life. 




verse3 
Look. Slice it like this. 
Make it transparent. 
Make it into dust. Make it into atoms. 
Let’s gaze at atomic nucleus. 
Go ahead. 
Go to the deeper place inside proton, neutron and quark. 
Just do whatever you want. 
Can you get closer to the truth after burning your imagination? 
Knowledge is eroded by endless suspicion. 
Across the line, act like denominator or numerator. 

Then penetrate the line between life and death by your thoughts. 
Now close your eyes, never mind what is the truth. 
Language is like dust. You open your mouth with dust and throw up. 
After that, you find that what you throw up are statues. 
You need gods, so you create them. 




verse4 
Now you can take the stone back. 
The stone is the reason of why you are yourself. The reason of peace and war which are inside your mind. 
You suffer from it, and value everything by it. 
It makes you a small existence. It makes you as great as the Nile. 
Like nuclear fission, 
the hottest desire is released. 
You get the power of the gods from your memory. 
To chase the meaning of love but you lose the defense. 

Now you want to stop everything. 
But the wall between mind and body has been broken.
The law of conversation of mass has also been broken.
Your body is going to be destroyed. 
Give it to me before you’re ruined. 
The ground is tear apart and the sea is getting frozen. 

Give me your stone. 
Give me you light and heat. 
Give it to me.

核feat​.​Aristophanes 貍貓

DJ set at BUoY

pendetta

Lovley Pretender

Partitos

Released March 1, 2018
Recorded by Linus Hillborg in Stockholm, Sweden 2017
MOLOTON005
@atonet

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Atonet - Angel Born Again

I wrote this last August with tears running down my face.
I was supposed to release this but could never bring myself to and now I can hardly sing it. Instead I'd like to treat it like a journal entry and leave it behind in 2017.

This song serves as a letter I wrote. He was on tour, he hadn't called in months, and while he was gone I stopped getting my period. I didn't have the nerve to call him and tell him that, so instead I wrote this song as an outline of all the things I'd tell him if he aver asked me how I was doing. 

I am proud of this song, and of all of the people that have faced a scare, had to consider abortion, tried inducing abortion because of lack of funds or lack of support, or went through with an abortion alone. 

I haven't bled in 60 days and I never had his number saved
I haven't bled in 60 days and you get the picture 
I haven't bled in 60 days and I never had his number saved
I haven't bled in 60 days and I know the scripture

It's been 60 days since my legs were spread and 
I haven't bled and I haven't bled and 
It's been 60 days since I was in your bed and 
I haven't bled and I haven't bled and 
Over exercised and underfed and 
I haven't bled and I haven't bled and 
Every tear I cry has been tinted red...
I didn't want to say goodbye

And you said
You'd see me on a Sunday 
I blame my feelings on the full moon baby 
I didn't want to say goodbye
But then, 
Sunday turned to Someday 
I blame my feelings on a big change baby 
I didn't want to say goodbye 
To you

I know you don't wanna be my man,
I know you don't wanna be my man,
I know you don't wanna be my man 
But would it kill you to just ask me how I am?

You get to see the world and have your fun,
While I'm stuck at home with dreams of birth and blood
You get to see the world and have your fun,
While I'm stuck at home with dreams of birth and blood 
Ooh I'm stuck at home with dreams of birth and blood.

Moments

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