First verse written and sung by Nikolai
Instruments, mixing, production, second verse (written and sung) by Button(https://SoundCloud.com/buttonmaker)

Lyrics:

(NIKOLAI):

All our love is lost,
But I wonder what did it cost?
I feel we must go separate ways,
Who knows for how many days?
The pain you gave me left me weak
I don't think I can forgive you in just one week,
Guess I'm moving on, 'cause I feel nothing,
Nothing, yeah, I can't feel a thing
Still aching from the pain you gave me,
Please, can you spare a band-aid?
You left me high and dry,
Now I gotta get high to forget I don't feel no more,
Can't see no more
What future did we have? Well, it's all in the past
I gotta move on,
You used me like a pawn
Just like time, I gotta move on
'cause I feel nothing,
'cause I'm numb and I'm feeling kinda dumb
But I'm still numb at the thought of you,
Yeah, you

All our love is lost, but I wonder what did it cost?
I guess I'm moving on, I guess I'm moving on
I feel nothing

(BUTTON):

The drugs make my vision go black,
I'm fine when I'm high
I don't feel that much anymore,
The kind of numb that almost makes you sore

When I'm alone on a Sunday,
I can't help but fall to my knees
& pray to god that maybe someday,
I won't have to ask for help anymore

I'd like to pretend that it'll be okay,
That we'll be okay, that we'll be fine,

We sit in silence from time to time,
We can't help but feel the pressure
I'm scared to admit, and show you all my faults,
Like the scars on my arms, I didn't stop to think about all the blood on my best shirt

Have you ever felt your chest cave,
Like a heart attack, when it all sets in?
Have you ever felt your chest cave,
Like a heart attack, when it all sets in?
Have you ever felt your chest cave,
Like a heart attack, when it all sets in?
Have you ever felt your chest cave,
Like a heart attack, when it all sets in?

NUMB

"Lovebot Remixes" is an effort of love and friendship. We were elated to team up with @buttonmaker, co-founder of @demon-pop when she reached out to Shady Monk for a remix on this single release. We simply loved the concept when she explained she would be getting more talented friends involved and we couldn't be happier with the turn out! Please consider helping us make a positive impact towards our loved ones facing the devastation in Beirut, Lebanon, & our allies protesting in Portland, OR, by donating through a purchase of this release. >>> https://monasteryrec.bandcamp.com/album/lovebot-remixes
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Somebody call a nurse, go and get the doctor
I think I'm spiraling out of control,
You took a hold of my heart, held it out in your palm, then quickly closed your hand

Now I'm out here dying,
Now I'm out here dying

Crushed it up, now I'm bleeding
You know you control all of me
Crushed it up, now I'm bleeding
You know you control all of me

(And now here we go!)

We don't have to end broken-hearted,
Let's take this back to where it started
I'll call you my dearly-beloved
Let's go slow, like before we departed
There's something that is so special,
When I melt in your arms at midnight 
And when you're not here in person,
I'll call you and ask you how your day went <3

I need to walk away, can you say you blame me?
The sutures have frayed and I can feel them tearing
Will you walk away? I can't say I blame you
The foundations fade and crumble beneath you
(And again, here we go!)

But we don't have to end broken-hearted,
Let's take this back to where it started
I'll call you my dearly-beloved
Let's go slow, like before we departed
There's something that is so special,
When I melt in your arms at midnight 
And when you're not here in person,
I'll call you and ask you how your day went <3
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Release Art By: @buttonmaker

Button Maker - Lovebot

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stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1tWYvRTyfViuA1sw8czmjZzKWb-TFyJG0?usp=sharing

Thank you wulfpunk!! (https://soundcloud.com/wulfpunk)

Lyrics:

[Button Maker]:

You're scared when I'm not there,
I'm scared when you're not here

You're picking up my phone, so mad you're not the only one
In my messages, I don't want possessive
Now you're picking up my phone, so mad you're not the only one
In my contacts, I'm calling it wraps on what we had

[Wulfpunk]:

so caught up on nothing that’s important
fixated on ruining the moment
you got me smoking all the time like my day job
always on the clock, never giving me days off
hit the gas, got no time for more pit stops
you never really cared, baby i’m long gone

NUMB

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