soo relatable , love this song so much....

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Sound cloud

produced by heylog

lyrics:
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine

fiending for love, don't know if i'll get it
my heart is growing numb, i can never feel it
and if u are the one, doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb to know what ur feelin
REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME
WERE YOU JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE I TOOK IT HONESTLY
NO POINT IN FEELING BAD I'M JUST HAPPY YOU COULD SEE
HOW HARD I'M BOUTTA CRASH AND YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE FOR ME

still healing to be whole
don't know what's inside
guess i could explore
the sun sets west as i pedal on my bike
the rain falls best in a vertical line
still fallin inna hole
let's see what i find
cus i need somethin more
the sun sets west if the horizons behind
the rain falls best in a vertical line

fiending for love
don't know if i'll get
my heart is growing numb
i can never feel it
n if you are the one
doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb
to know what ur feelin
remember when u said u would like to see me
were u just saying that cause i took it honestly
no point in feeling bad im just happy u could see
how hard i'm boutta crash

THE THUNDER IS APPROACHING FROM MY HOME TO YOU
CAUSE EVERYTIME I DROVE BACK THE SKY WAS NEVER BLUE
AND THAT HAD TO MEAN SOMETHING BABE
CAUSE IT HAPPENED EVERYTIME I LEFT YOUR PLACE
NOW EVERYTIME IT RAINS I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
CAUSE WE COULD BE KISSING, DANCING UNDER THE MOON
NOW I WONDER IF YOU THINK THE SAME THINGS
I DOUBT IT, PROBABLY JUST ME
SO KILL ME NOW CAUSE I KNOW I'M LOSING YOU
IT'S SO HARD TO BREATH IF WE'LL NEVER UNDO
I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
IT'S BEEN A WHILE LAYING EYES ON YOUR FACE
I'M WRITING THESE SONGS N BABY THEY'RE ALL FOR YOU
HOPING THAT YOU SEE AND COME IN TO PURSUE
SO BABY TELL ME WE'RE OK
IS THIS LIFE? CAUSE I'M HOPING IT'S A PHASE

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oblivious

( pr. kg <3 )this song isn’t rlly one that i plan to blow up off of but rather just a song that NEEDS to be out. i meant every word i said. hope u like it <3

lyrics: 

wake up every single day no motivation left in me , i’m struggling with overthinking crippled by anxiety 

people tell me vent about it then turn around & laugh at me, so even if all alone i feel like that’s what best for me

i lie in bed all day make songs all night
i know that it’s not healthy but i promise i’ll be alright
i really wanna cry but i try & nothing comes out 
i haven’t ate at all today & it’s already dark out

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

i tell myself it’ll get better with more time
i know you wanna help but depression’s in my bloodline
ill blame myself even if it isn’t my fault 
like damn my bad i’m just miserable by default 

i hate my subconscious 
i’m rambling bout nonsense 
i take ur words straight to the heart so please hold ur comments

i’m sorry if i’m trippin i just don’t know what is next for me
maybe i’m just meant to be alone it could be destiny 

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

bleeding (hold me)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just woke up and i'm not even tired
it's 7 in the morning but i ain't set my timer
u said u fell asleep but i think ur a liar
it's a shame that ur the only one that i admire
is it too much for u to shoot a text
cause it'd probably just take a sec
right now i take it slow with baby steps
but i think that u just want me in my bed
and that's fine
yea it's okay
but i lie
but you'd do the same
and i wonder why even stay?
when ur just killing time and worsening my pain

do you think our friend's would hold support for us
i don't know whether this is lust or love
thinking about your lips in between mine
i'd treat u better than these stupid guys
so if we were together i would give support for you
and not just a little i would give a ton
so maybe u should keep it in mind
i'd treat you better than any other guy

the violent sounds that keep me up at night
leaves my neck in sweat causing my pillow to fight
but i lay back down, praying for sleep
their words are profound, they're never nice to me no
so is it too much for u to shoot a text
i swear it'd probably just take a sec
rn i take you slow with baby steps
but i swear that u just want me in my bed
procrastinating whether if i should go to sleep
cause i don't wanna see you in another dream
oh i hate it
it feels so real
i could touch it
and keep u sealed

don't tell her i'll be gone
either way she wouldnt know
i just took off
I'll see you when i play a show
mom and dad have moved
thought for sure they wouldn't go
let me stay with you, you are my second home
i wanted you to see
i wanted you to know
i'd tell you to my friend's just so i could boast
but you don't understand
that i am not a man
i do this for my brother
and i do this for my fans
fake talk, this a face off, i ain't scared of you
bite down, rip my tongue off and the blood run through
show up i got teeth marks and my peck turned blue
the suns down, imma head out yeah it was nice to see you
i gotta keep my cool yeah just wait wait wait wait
you gotta calm down log but i'm addicted to the pain
LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
LOVE WHEN YOU SPEAK
LOVE WHEN YOU CRY
AND LOVE WHEN YOU BREATHE
POSTED OUTSIDE, WAR IS COMPLETE
I FOUGHT FOR MY LIFE
IT GOT DEADLY
BLOOD ON MY FACE, STOP HOLDING ME
DODGING A MACE
BUT I DON'T RETREAT
i need to lay down thank god i'm alive
i knocked your man's down, i think he might die
lost our loved one's
bring peace to us all
cowards they run
and snakes in the wall
pray for em all

snakes in the wall

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(keep thinking that i'm stuck 
falling from the sun
you found me in the mud
can you tell i've had enough)

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
i left it and our home
i feel u getting closer, hoping i can fix
your only little problem, praying that you'll quit
i'm sorry i'm such a bother, i probably ruined this
i don't know if i should call her, just saying that i miss you
but i'm confident that i got her, talking with her lips
took a chunk out of my shoulder, rashes on my neck
my mouth is filled with water as she take another sip
i don't know if i should stop her, trying to convince
that ur not even fair, do you think this is a game?
scrunching up my hair, do nothing how am i drained?
why do u even go? when this party's filled with hoes
MY STOMACH DROP, NERVOUS NELLY
TWISTS AND TURNS IN MY TUMMY
oh down another bottle it's her 3rd now
getting wasted quick
i don't see a point in this
turn towards a drink
baby let me tell you it ain't gonna fix a thing

i don't know if i can do this
continue making music
i've grown to be something
and i don't wanna lose it
i'm feeling all this pressure
they want me to start over
but that ain't gonna happen
i'll continue being a loser

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
left it and our

breaking out of my shell, tell me how do u do this
these stories that you tell, aint no coincidence
forgot how love is felt, you reminding me of it
don't need u to compel anything ur not comfortable with

(i'm not done yet)

my iris glistens, she told me "im amazed, 
i've never seen such blue eyes on a face"
hard to listen what did you even say
going fast it's too late to hit the breaks
getting stabbed busy drowning in a lake
on dnd i promise i'm not okay
associate with no one just only me
talk to people trying not decay

coincidence

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

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Hope (letsgobeats)

'the war III' produced by heylog

lyrics:
resting my eyes wonder if this is a dream
barely get by, drips of blood stain through my fleece
stumbled across some stones near the creek
stopping i pause and hear the angels sing
gasping breaths of air, vision narrow and it's blurred
stop telling me to calm down that only makes it worse
sharpen i got claws now, cutting through my shirt
this is not the end just know soon i will return
watching people die, i cannot look or see
covering my eyes, i hear the distant screams
plugging both my ears but the sound bleeds
crying more tears than it is raining
throw it all away could tell u didn't care
is that all u got? love when it ain't fair
move me out and crop the picture, never there
people love to talk but never wanna square

tell me what u want baby tell me what u need
going through it all everything is out of reach
engaging in a fight everyone is scared of me
but they will never know deep down i'm only weak
please just hear me out can u promise me one thing
i can never win if u promise you'll never leave
baby i'm alone, does life have any means?
falling through the cracks and slipping right through the seams
stepping on the gas
quarter of a tank
i gotta ways to go but i know i have the strength
not in crowds or packs
2 if even that
i fight all by myself, capable of what i have

go in pissed off risking my life
stranded, panic tracking the time
dangerous hatred, kill and divide
this is not what i had implied
bleeding out, mission abort
loose ties, cutting the cords
stable, carry support
no i don't care if this all distorts
contradicting yourself, you make no sense
i try to get me to talk but i'm so dense
shoot my thoughts at the floor and think again
my depression is war, a chain of events
u made a mistake of losing this
now i feel unworthy of so many things
i continue to grow, thanks to a screen
and continue to fly feeling free

trusting my gut
made the right choice
when is it time to stop feeling destroyed
bottom of the ocean
fell into a void
i kinda like it here no sign of any noise
fighting for my life
this is the war III
letting go of souls
who were so close to me
aching won't stop
my heart from leaving
charging with no hope
but i have to believe

believe
believe
believe oh, i need to believe

the war III

prod. sleepwater, tnvr, i'm geist
@tnvr555 @imgeist

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back
room to run round, seeing black
black
black
black
hearts in the ground seein bad

rotting my brain out need u stay now
lost in the ground
its just a test

// i'm geist
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that

the fucks that
did u find it in the trash?
cause i don’t seem to have any must have lost it in the past
and u tried to show me that it wasn’t that bad
then you watched it all bleed saw my heart turn black

the fucks that
i’m 200 on the dash
cause I’m running out of time i either save us or i crash
and i gave my all for u to stab me in the back
but u said that you would love me when my heart turns black

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back

i'm geist & sleepwater - heart 404

https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

lyrics:

And I'm barely alive, I think it's bout' time
To close the door, I think it's time to move on
There's ghosts in my walls, and every time you call
Makes me think that I've been gone

I try to make it out alive
I cross my heart and hope to die
I close my eyes and hold you tight
And then you're gone, It's no surprise
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine

And I'm barely alive, I think it's bout' time
To close the door, I think it's time to move on
There's ghosts in my walls, and every time you call
Makes me think that I've been gone

I try to make it out alive
I cross my heart and hope to die
I close my eyes and hold you tight
And then you're gone, It's no surprise
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine

I try to make it out alive
I cross my heart and hope to die
I close my eyes and hold you tight
And then you're gone, It's no surprise
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine

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make it out(aspect)

coprod @tnvr555 

// hook (envy)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// verse (envy)
i can’t let this infection spread
i’ve been feeling down resurrect me from the dead
soft sounds all that’s left inside my head
try to hold my ground but she’s taking up my bed
i might drown but it’s only for the best
water fills my lungs feel it caving in my chest
eyes brown like the coffin that i rest
i keep getting chills when you’re not around
who would’ve guessed
and i wish that i could miss you
but the voice inside my head is telling me to push through
just tell me what i can do
cause your silhouette is haunting me inside my bedroom

// verse (i’m geist)
yeah, now it’s haunting me at night
took my heart out with the knife
said that you’re trying to find
why it’s so empty and light
and you pull its strings like the manic you are
it’ll only take a sec, for you to rip it apart

so stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
might break
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out
stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out

// hook (envy & i’m geist)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// bridge & outro
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no

stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

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infected w/ notenvy

Lil archive- pennys prod stoopidxool

[DIPPERS]
I like pussy
It tastes good in my mouth it does it does

For some pussy and some bacon I go ha ha ha ha
I get sucky I go mad
playing music in the back
pouring lean up on the track
 
I'M JUST TRYNA MAKE THE PUSSY CREAM (ya ya)
THEN I WASH MY MOUTH WITH FUCKING LISTERINE(grrrrr)
SO MUCH DRANK JUST CALL ME MR LEAN
I GOT SO MUCH DRANK JUST CALL ME MR LEAN 
MALLBOYZ NEW TOYS 
I NEED ME A BOK CHOY 
LOOKING AT THE CLOCK BOI 
YOU LOOK AT THE CLOCK BOI 
ITS DINNER TIME IM HUNGRY 
FOR SOME BACON AND AN OPP BOI
SHAKING UP THE ROCKS
WHEN I COME HOME FROM THE SHOPS BOI
WHERE'S MY MOTHERFUCKING GLOCK?
I MUST HAVE LEFT IT AT THE MOTHERFUCKING SHOP 😦
shit FUCK, NOW I BETTER FUCKING STOP
BEFORE MY OPPOSITION COME AND FUCKING TAKE A POP

For some pussy and some bacon I go ha ha ha ha
I get sucky I go mad
playing music in the back
pouring lean up on the track

[YUNG TAT]
put It on da track, nigga im just eatin snacks 
when she pull up at my house, making sure im gonna slap 
nigga i made her pussy wet (brrr)
u made that bitch a fat 
i pull up on her ass, and put my fuckin (ponies bro)
u not on my tracklist, dont call to my trapphone
mallboyz in da streets, makin beats, we might no sleep 
told u imma OG, u not even a B
man im on my OD, baby ur pussy is so cream 

[H3LLSIDE]
Pulling your skirt up
Make my dick stand up
I got horny as fuck
I got horny as fuck
Made you scream so loud that
police showed up
Girl you know that we so fucked up
Pussy juice dripping from you pussy
Make me bacon and some eggs
So I give you  tasty sex
You don't what's coming next
But you know that I'm swag

[DIPPERS]
For some pussy and some bacon I go ha ha ha ha
I get sucky I go mad
playing music in the back
pouring lean up on the track
For some pussy and some bacon I go ha ha ha ha
I get sucky I go mad
playing music in the back
pouring lean up on the track

PUSSY AND BACON (prod. ftplaya67)

No Angel

Thank You

Powfu - Would Look Perfect

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Lonely Eyes

CRIM - I NEED U

co-codependency
you take the best of me
i'm so hung up on u..

co-codependency
you took the best of me
i'm so hung up on you
always scared that we be falling thru
can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?

so it's an issue of trust
everybody's drunk with lust
we all want security
but cheat with impunity
is my commute to work now subject to scrutiny?
goddamn better stage a mutiny

so don't get me wrong, i wanna be with u
'yeah, right' then all hell breaks loose

can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?
cus i'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots

[produced by yung spoiler]
[art by onlyfriend]

bleeding (hold me)

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