Been listening on repeat for ages i love this bro 

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
staring at the random number
but my mind is at a blank
lookin at my computer
so i ask, "who is this"
it was my lover
how could i forget?
ur light im thunder
ill hurt u twice again
staring at the late phone call
whoops did i miss that on purpose?
yeah that was intentional
and all this distortion
girl i never wanted this
for u to go off to college
and honestly i hated it
so id never have a chance

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

i tried my best baby but this is never gonna happen
im not the one to show love, shouldve known that was a problem
i picked these flowers for u i know u probably tossed em
now i just be resting from girls n everybody
she dont really love me
she just like to attention
how am i this stupid
omg im gonna lose it
take in all this caffeine
i still have no energy
drinking all this coffee
still got no energy

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

at least i didn't forget

heylog - at least i didn't forget

prod by @xmichaelwarren
notes:// im very nervous idk where dis song will go.. hope it does good!! anyways, heres lyrics (◡‿◡✿)

i woke up to another text, just u complaining bout some some shit that i forgot that i said
now i don’t want to roll outta bed, so i’ll just lay here entertained by the thoughts in my head
& i’m a pessimist, yea i guess that’s true
if u got small & climbed inside my thoughts they’re all full of u
& my friends say you’re no good for me but they don’t know u like i do they just refuse to believe that u love me, & u make me eat & even when you’re wrong you’re right i know youd never leave!!

 so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they tell me to run they don’t understand 
(they never will)
so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they want me to run i don’t understand

so if i run, will u run too? i don’t want u 
I CRAVE U
i woke up with your body next to me, i might eat u up for breakfast pick your flesh out of my teeth (tastyyy)
u said that we had a long night i rlly hope that i was smart i rlly hope i didn’t fight with u
i need, a little time to think about what
i want, w us. u cant run 4 too long too long

so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they tell me to run they don’t understand 
(they never will
so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they want me to run i don’t understand

pessimist

prod dercept + jolst 

i feel so stupid, it never works out for me
so fuckin useless im not who i wanna be
so fuckin clueless, need u to set me free
need u to set me free

i feel so stupid, it never works out for me
i feel so useless im not who i wanna be
feel like a nuisance, yea theres no need for me
so fuckin clueless 
need u to set me free

i shouldve known it wouldnt work out
grippin my soul now
i think ur in control now
so fuckin worn out 
got a barrel to my skull now
is this how i go out 
or should i put it to my stomach watch my guts fuckin flow out 

and im not phased by what u think or your comments on my page
im fuckin done
with everything 
i swear to god i wanna run away
change my name 
change my face 
ill slowly watch my friends decay
like fuck the fame 
its all the same 
i might just fuckin blow my brains 

call me a nuisance 
tell me im stupid 
well bitch its all your fault 

tell me im useless 
tell me im clueless 
and i wont think at all

say u dont want me 
well stupid bitch sit back and watch me ball

knife in my fingers 
enter it deeper 
till i cant feel at all

i try my hardest im left with bruises 
thought itd be different but we’re both stupid 
i pour my heart out i end up losin
im only 16 so fuckin clueless 

got ripped jeans magazines cigarettes on her breath 

woaah

u never know what the fucks goin on in her head 

nooo

i dont know why im here these people want me dead

ill grant their wish ill put a bullet through my head 

theyll see me laying on the floor like they want me to
theres blood and guts on the door dont come in till im through 
this is my final fucking stand not an interlude 
before i blow my fucking brains point the gun at you

and im not phased by what u think or your comments on my page
im fuckin done
with everything 
i swear to god i wanna run away
change my name 
change my face 
ill slowly watch my friends decay
like fuck the fame 
its all the same 
i might just fuckin blow my brains 

call me a nuisance 
tell me im stupid 
well bitch its all your fault 

tell me im useless 
tell my im clueless 
and i wont think at all

say u dont want me 
well stupid bitch sit back and watch me ball

knife in my fingers 
enter it deeper 
till i cant feel at all

death (dercept + jolst)

@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

prod dercept x 5head

When i talk to you
I know the end is soon
You can feel it too
Impendin' sense of doom
Back then
We didn't have any worries
You could argue it was better
When you left yea it hurt me
In this life you're my tether

I see
That i might be
Not what you need
I'm not your speed
If our time is up
Do i have to leave
Do you have to leave
I can't even lie
I been sittin' here cryin' cuz
I can't make this right
I got too much on my mind
If not now then when's the time
Never
If you don't feel the same
I'll just let you go

I won't hold on
To this broken bond
Back to where I belong
I'm under
Six feet deep in
What was the reason
Damn I feel cheated
I think you cut the deepest
If I was just an option
I gotta move more cautious
Cuz

I see
That i might be
Not what you need
I'm not your speed
If our time is up
Do i have to leave
Do you have to leave
I can't even lie
I been sittin' here cryin' cuz
I can't make this right
I got too much on my mind
If not now then when's the time
Never
If you don't feel the same
I'll just let you go

never

vocals by @dylanlongworth, @ghostsocial & @rouri404
produced by goodbyex2002 & en.

amv: 
https://youtu.be/OvaIdnWDsys

lyrics:
i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

if i was fine, then i'm lying
something bout this shit, it feel enticing
the way you say you hate my guts, i think i like it
but lately, i’ve been feeling like i might try it

capre diem, doing 190 on the highway
i’m living life like i don't care if i die today
i’m living life i don't care about what they say
i know you never cared anyway

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

know your leaving and there’s nothing that i can do 
holding onto feelings wanna keep you near me
hear the sirens yeah i know there’s nothing i could do
still feel your spirit it won’t stop appearing 
know your in my head and the voices get louder
losing confidence in things i once was proud of
been fucked up but i don’t got the power to keep going on
but i’ll play along for you

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

told you i was fine, i guess lied then 
couldn't show all the torment that i was hiding 
yeah it's so tragically gone
i guess i magically lost it 
i think you crossed it, but i can't tell where the line ends 
now i'm gone got me drinking again 
i feel my heart sink down, and it's tearing to shreds
told me you would always care, but i guess it depends
never thought that my demise would be your means to an end, so i'll

sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

falesia

SPOTIFY

dylan longworth - falesia (ft. ghostsocial & rouri404) [prod. goodbyex2002 & en.]

prod by me^-^
Enjoy :D

Slowly turns to waste, time flies by the day
Constantly bruising up every time u say my name
Evil forms in ur eyes, it’s time to say goodbye
I hope u listens to my songs and experience all the pain and lies

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 

Getting cuts and bruises, i swear i’m bout to lose it
They all laugh and stare when i say “i make some music”
They expected me to rap, they expected me to quit 
Leave me alone and stop being a dick
I’m doing me so stop throwing a fit

(omg stezzy)

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 
Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life

life

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

--------

i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

guitar sampled from ichika nito <3
everything else was produced/mixed/mastered by heylog :)

lyrics:
often this summer we fight and start over
u were the best but this bye aint forever
ill make space for your tears on my shoulders
cause ill still be here when ur ready to come home

i want u to stay for a while
i cant go to bed havent slept in a while
took u back home from the windmills
cant see us with anyone else
weve tried but its so hard
im just another kid reaching for your arms
like i said, "cant we try again"
i promise ill make it up i dont want this to end

often this summer we fight and start over
u were the best but this bye aint forever
ill make space for your tears on my shoulders
cause ill still be here when ur ready to come home

spotify

come home

there's no healthy way to cope :(

lyrics:
closer to the end then i would like to be
something just aint right with me
hold me close dont ever leave
something bout the end just dont seem right with me
im hopeless theres no remedy
closer to my destiny

ya the worlds just way to cold
and i hate being here alone
and theres no healthy way to cope
kept close but never chose

stream ❄️

closer

originally by @ericdoa @glasear @vvspipes
full band ladies from the 80s wanna hold hands,,
download it <3

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