I pick up with no caller ID
Just to have someone talking to me
These days I feel so alone
Dopamine hit from a ringtone
I pick up with no caller I

Watch the world through broken glass
Funny how the time don’t pass
Life is short days are long
(all these days are long)

Dinner’s done a healthy plate
Meal for one in the microwave
It’s still cold I read it wrong

Reread the times from the box in the trash can 
I know them by heart like the back of my own hand
Room feels still til I hear the beep 

I pick up with no caller ID
Just to have someone talking to me
These days I feel so alone 
Dopamine hit from a ringtone
I pick up with no caller I

Watch the world through blue light
It’s fire red and cold as ice
But I can choose what I see
(block out all of the sad)

Distract myself with video
Entertainment where ever I go
But I stay home no where to be

The sun is up then the moon is out
Time ain’t nothing but numbers to count
Room feels still till I hear the beep

I pick up with no caller ID
Just to have someone talking to me
These days I feel so alone 
Automated love through a phone
I pick up with no caller I

You keep on trying to steal all my info but I’d give it to you for free
Social security whatever you want as long as you’re talking to me
Please don’t hang up just yet oh wait did you forget my zip code state and city?
Stay on the line my cell service is fine I’m not breaking up are you with me?

No caller ID

Don’t hang up on me no caller ID
No problem with me no caller ID
Don’t hang up on me no caller ID
No problem with me no caller ID

a really good day, first one in a while / LA / 7/1/21

I been there since day one for you
Though I missed your first few
Scared of this new world
Cause they weren’t very good to you

You were shivering cold
Crying in your sleep 
I held you so tight 
Rest your head on me

I thought about the days
That have yet to pass
Spending too much time
Wishing I could get it back

Now I’m crying cause I can’t press pause on you

Your face truly shows your age
And all of the laughs we’ve had
And there’s so much too look forward to
But I can’t get past

The rest of my life
How it goes on without you
But I’m all of yours 
You’re my fresh picked flower

Tired and bright
Your color is￼ fading
But all the time left
Is ours for the talking

Now I’m crying cause I can’t press pause on you

I wish that I could have forever 
It wouldn’t make it mean any less 
Wish I could’ve been better to you
A lifetimes lesson learned I guess 

The rest of my life
I know that you’ve changed it
You’ve taken this heart 
Completely rearranged it
It’s taken too long
For me to understand that
You love every day
Cause for you there’s no ending

Now I’m crying cause I can’t press pause on you

if only we could pause, for just a moment

junk drawer

Crying in the West Village

God of the Gaps

Cortney, Don't Cry

Happy Birthday

Someone to Tell Ur Dreams to

i scream consistently, back to back, into the void
no return no copy, no nothing, not even the faintest noise
see the void has closed, all alone, my chance I must’ve missed it
because I'm forever missing, forever gone, forever needing one more single  minute
separated by everything, consumed by everything 
I become nostalgic of the good and the bad, the absence and the addition
so here I am again, at the top of my lungs reciting

short stories to tell yourself, when no one else will listen.

change clothes

counter clockwise

play

b happy :(

ok, tyler

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