when they ask you how youre doing and you just have to say youre fine cause they dont rlly care anyways

after you leave me (voice memo)

Really thought that we could be friends
When the feeling died down and we could pretend
That I said yes and spoke a little less
Think they knew

Waiting for my words to be a state being 
Not some affirmation I'm dead set on believing
And when does the pain begin to leave my body
The venom was sucked out when I remembered the smaller things

It was way worse last time
No scar left behind

The dust has settled down
It's just the silent lull now
Yeah I miss the turmoil of having you around
“Was I enough for you?”
“Did I do something wrong?”
Questions like those deserve to left in the ground

It was way worse last time
No scar left behind

Put them up now
Wipe your eyes dry
Not so bad now

I'm always such an unrealiable narrator
In my lonely hours, shifting blame on them out of pure anger
I write my grievances down and then tear up the paper
Waive my rights and refuse all the defense in my favor
 
It was way worse last time
No scar left behind

Put them up now
Wipe your eyes dry
Not so bad now

Really thought that we could be friends
When the feeling died down and we could pretend
That I said yes and spoke a little less
Think they knew better and put me to rest

Really thought that we could be friends
When the feeling died down and we could pretend
That I said yes and spoke a little less
Think they knew better and put me to rest

It was way worse last time
No scar left behind

Put them up now
Wipe your eyes dry
Not so bad now

not so bad now

Im falling back
On what I know

And that’s hard to do
I don’t know a thing

Driving aimlessly down
An endless road

Hands on my neck
I don’t feel the pain
Anymore



Head on the ground
Hands held to god

Lips locking yours
With eyes wide open

Your pupils grow  
Hiding your cards

If there were no secrets
Then why don’t you show them?



Im falling back
On what I know

And that’s hard to do
I don’t know a thing
Anymore

uncertainty

love this song love this song love this song!!!
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lyrics:

first time i saw joey he was
looking at the stars
he said to me, 
“ain’t it funny how of all of them,
we’re right where we are?”

i heard joey’s out there
staring down the barrel of a gun
i said, “the stars are still shining, joey”
he said, “life’s no fun”

oh, i worry
for you, joey
and your mom, she’s all alone
she won’t say it, you’d feel guilty
but she fears you won’t come home

i know i can’t say
a thing to change you now
but oh, oh, joey
there’s always room for you
in our hometown

last i heard from joey, 
he was working somewhere in town
i'd always thought that, joey,
you would stick around

but the world is a cruel and confusing
wretched place
i’m sorry that it failed you
and i’m sorry that i've done the same

oh, i worry
for you, joey
and your mom, she’s all alone
she won’t say it, you’d be guilty
but i’m sure she needs you home

i know we didn’t say anything
when it really mattered
but where is that joey i knew?

i know the big, bad world
has bled you dry
but funny, skinny joey
still lives in my mind

i am just a man, i know
what good am i?
but i never changed, joey
i’m right by your side

oh, where is that joey i knew?
a prayer for that joey i knew, oh, oh
oh, where is that joey i knew?

navy blue (demo)

Iroij in kojeraman

"Love Eyes" 
Recorded in my home studio. 
Mixed, Produced, and Mastered by myself. 
Please like a share!

Lyrics :

I don't want to go
I rather watch TV Shows
And lay in bed

I don't want to play
your drinking games
or share my cup

In the morning watching the sunrise
Skinny dippin' and gigglin' 
Baby you got those Love Eyes

I don't want to leave
My cozy sheets
Or put on socks

Lets stay inside  
Forget about the sunlight 
We got candle lights

Love Eyes

lyrics:
I saw you that same night but I thought you were headed home
maybe it’s for the best maybe this was the plan from the start
I don’t know 
I regret you giving you my heart cus
you don’t like talking bout me you don’t like to be seen with me
and I know that's not love 
if I know anything

untitled 5

striking matches to forget our past 
and u say dont look back
take your time but dont waste mine
im not like that 

and i hope that youve found some comfort within yourself

and kick some dandelions on your way back home
hold my hand and dont ever let go
this perpetual sound

flip the switch and watch the lights all go out
pulled the sheets over our heads
turned into our secret hideout
my skin isnt made
of the same porcelain blade

kicking dandelions

Produced by Oolfs (Ulfah)

Lyrics - Benny
Arrangement - Ulfah, Benny
Cello - Ulfah
Background Vocal - Ulfah
Special thanks to Celine for helping with the mix.

If I could 
I’d let you see this 
universe through 
my eyes

There’s blossoming, 
such pretty things, 
it even smells like 
apple pies

I’d show you around
my tiny house while 
gingerbread man’s 
on the roof

Fixing up the 
broken bits of 
cookies with some 
superglue

My roof 
has got a hole 
so when it rains 
it never stops

We could talk to 
honeybees and 
munch on everything 
we see

Or gaze upon 
the flowerbeds 
and chatter away 
till three 

The roof 
has got a hole 
so when it drizzles 
you’d hear the drops

If I had the 
ability to 
take away the pain 
of others

You would be the 
first I’d grant a 
lifetime of 
joy and love

If I could 
I’d let you live 
my world of possibilities

If I could I’d let you see my universe.

Gingerbread

kiss me cover

your street

a lil side project from my other music @oscarlangmusic

your street

oscar

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