synesthesia

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w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

3/4
@heylog
produced by me and @creativeravine

(vil)
you got me staring at the wall now
put a gun up to my head, that's all you got now?
i don't want to be the reason to set you free (i can't be who you want me to be)
you see me lying on the surface
its hard to tell who there is hurting
i know you're late and you want me to stop...
you gotta think on your own now

[chorus]
in a silo, fiending when i walk out
they go around me they don't know the shit we on about
corner breaching and i'm bringing all my dogs out
never fallout, waiting for a callout
callout, callout, callout, oh (x4)

(heylog)
you fooled a lot when you speak
it's a part of you
i know everytime you talk
it's never the truth
always stuck inside ur gut just to consume
took me years and i still barely know you
so 
how do you feel
living life faker than real
its a lot to spill
you'd do anything for will
if i could call you out
id do it by now
if i could watch you cry
i'd sip my tea and smile
please dont go
life sucks
i know

[chorus]
in a silo, fiending when i walk out
they go around me they don't know the shit we on about
corner breaching and i'm bringing all my dogs out
never fallout, waiting for a callout
callout, callout, callout, oh (x4)

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callout ft. heylog [vil synth + ravine]

produced by me and @heylog

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lyrics:

I’m broken, I know that
I’m trying to get up
I’m falling apart
That should be enough

showing my good side
Have to keep my composure
But always get angry
I’m tryna keep it closed

Tell me something
I’ll ignore it
Always angry
I’m just broken

Take it out
On people that I care about
Always sorry
For all the stuff that I have done

Someday I’ll fade
Away, regrets
Still there 
6 feet in the ground
With me

Don’t need you to
Pity me, I don’t
Deserve anything
Oh anything at all

on a borderline to kill all things i obtain
all i gave was kindness, u don't provide the same
i leave it all inside but man i'm bound to explode
i'm holding in my blood that just might come out my nose

i don't really see a point in this
ima cut you and your stupid friends
before i hang up get the bye bye
no voicemail i got the right mind

ima bleed out if i don't cover up
my wounds hurt, they're all deep cuts
so i stg u need to stay away
behind my back i could feel ur blade so

stab me good and cut my face and gouge out my eyes
staring at a wall i've stared at too many times
the way the shadow shapeshifted its way in the light
sinking to the floor cus it turns out i was right

broken

broken (feat. heylog)

stream

omfg (prod. slicky)

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

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picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

track 2 @corefish

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idwflt (feat. corefish) (p yungspoiler)

scam (p mndls1600)

live:relearn (p slicky)

oh man (feat. alkyl) (p slicky)

Self prod :) 

LYRICS 

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Break me take me leave a little more for me desire
Cannot tempt the fate of one that meddles with his heart
Iron melts like gold and I cant stand it when you're hot
Leave me on the phone for like hours til you're gone
I don't want this love I wanna break into your heart
Clearly nothings there all your empathy is gone
Maybe you're just scared and all this time im wrong
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Throwing nothing but stones
Oh why she tell me that she love me
When she hate me the most
I get im ugly I can't handle 10 degrees in the cold
thats why im always at home
Leave you with the best time that I ever had
Wish I had the best life that I ever had
Tripping in the next life what we never had
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

THIS TOWN SHOULD BURN IN FIRE

big thanks to @sinxi for jumping on the song with me 
Prod me

grasior - 
who would you lie for when every single day just feels like a chore
nothing ever goes the way you want it too
so you bring it too war 

maybe lifes better alone
all this peace n quiet never hurt your soul
does the past always bring you home

i know deep inside your scared
the abyss never felt this eerie
its so dark i can barely stare
why it all so become dreary 

just behind feeling perfect
friends dont think your worth it
telling you to stay the same

makin you think that your crazy
sitting feeling lazy
laying in the inbetween

though i dont want to take you out
everything you do just drowns it out
do you feel it all again or
is it better with a way home
you never see a way
just for what ive done too
oh i dont wanna see you go away
when you take me out away

sinxi -
uv given your attention
mustang in your driveway waiting for ya
don’t wanna be pretentious 
but the way that your moving got me oh yeah 

i’ve been gone for hours 
and your friends text your phone like we’re outta here 
but i don’t wanna leave yet 
so i’ll stay here fixated on the same shit 

that you told me a month ago 
i can’t let it 
go yet u said that ur comfortable 
with being here and i don’t wanna lie 

i don’t understand your parables 
your a demon in plain disguise 
so i’ll tell u here in some syllables 
i don’t care right now if we just die 

you know that we’ll be fine 
my heart just straight declined
let me just close my eyes 
take me to the other side
i know you hate me 
but just let me back inside
don’t be so heartless 
let’s just give it another try
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

again w/sinxi

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy ^\^

lyrics:
i fall like the leaves and i cry like the rain
i like to believe that one day i’ll be safe 
from you
is it too good to be true?

i’m not very sure myself
you can see my mental health
that i’m doing not as well
unlike you cuz i need help
i can’t get you out my head
the pain just starts to spread
i can’t believe i’m still in love
with someone that’s been dead

the girl i met 3 years ago is somewhere far away
and i’ve been scavenging around
hoping i can find you one day
but everyday that passes by i lose hope
i lose hope

i will give you this one
you got the best of me
i’m sure you had ur fun
oh well that’s what i think
for 1 you never talk
and 2 you always block
narcissism at its finest
i was never wrong
i sit back and recline
i have no fucking time
so go and bring ur worst
i promise i will fight
i swear i’m not the same
sit prone and take my aim
by the time u blink, ur gone
by the time u think, ur scarred

if u wait for me
wait for me
there’s a vacancy
from what i can see
we were meant to be
wait for me
wait for me

she’s been dead

Eyes For You [Prod ACIDONTHETRACK]

dance floor (prod. jaden sims)

[Lyrics]

Tryna lie about her ex, shit that he said
She want love but I don't wanna be next
Lying bout her ex, saw all the texts
You got some problems, all in your fucking head

Shawty a 10, hate all your friends
I wanna tell you
hHow much you really meant
Time is a bitch, now it's the end
Wanna turn it back, I only feel regret

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
She lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
But she lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

Wanna know just what she talking about
I'm asking questions, we talking it out
I wanna know why you hide it
She always be talking like she my bitch
My bitch

I don't even know your fucking name ho
Buy her roses just so she could claim those
Said, she on the floor like she JLO
Text me whenever she on her way home

She still gone, you want it bad
But you keep it on the low for me
And when we talk, all these words, they just flowing with ease
She told me what's wrong, girl, just do it on the phone
Cause I just wanna be alone, baby, tell me what you need

Got a haunted past, she caused it
Out of smoke, gas, I be feeling nauseous, yeah
So tell me I'm the 'worst that you had' for me
Didn't know that you were lyin, but I could tell that you bad for me

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
She lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
But she lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

@oldcollin
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omfg (prod. slicky)

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