synesthesia

3/4
@heylog
produced by me and @creativeravine

(vil)
you got me staring at the wall now
put a gun up to my head, that's all you got now?
i don't want to be the reason to set you free (i can't be who you want me to be)
you see me lying on the surface
its hard to tell who there is hurting
i know you're late and you want me to stop...
you gotta think on your own now

[chorus]
in a silo, fiending when i walk out
they go around me they don't know the shit we on about
corner breaching and i'm bringing all my dogs out
never fallout, waiting for a callout
callout, callout, callout, oh (x4)

(heylog)
you fooled a lot when you speak
it's a part of you
i know everytime you talk
it's never the truth
always stuck inside ur gut just to consume
took me years and i still barely know you
so 
how do you feel
living life faker than real
its a lot to spill
you'd do anything for will
if i could call you out
id do it by now
if i could watch you cry
i'd sip my tea and smile
please dont go
life sucks
i know

[chorus]
in a silo, fiending when i walk out
they go around me they don't know the shit we on about
corner breaching and i'm bringing all my dogs out
never fallout, waiting for a callout
callout, callout, callout, oh (x4)

spotify

callout ft. heylog [vil synth + ravine]

produced by me and @heylog

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lyrics:

I’m broken, I know that
I’m trying to get up
I’m falling apart
That should be enough

showing my good side
Have to keep my composure
But always get angry
I’m tryna keep it closed

Tell me something
I’ll ignore it
Always angry
I’m just broken

Take it out
On people that I care about
Always sorry
For all the stuff that I have done

Someday I’ll fade
Away, regrets
Still there 
6 feet in the ground
With me

Don’t need you to
Pity me, I don’t
Deserve anything
Oh anything at all

on a borderline to kill all things i obtain
all i gave was kindness, u don't provide the same
i leave it all inside but man i'm bound to explode
i'm holding in my blood that just might come out my nose

i don't really see a point in this
ima cut you and your stupid friends
before i hang up get the bye bye
no voicemail i got the right mind

ima bleed out if i don't cover up
my wounds hurt, they're all deep cuts
so i stg u need to stay away
behind my back i could feel ur blade so

stab me good and cut my face and gouge out my eyes
staring at a wall i've stared at too many times
the way the shadow shapeshifted its way in the light
sinking to the floor cus it turns out i was right

broken

broken (feat. heylog)

stream

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

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https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

track 2 @corefish

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/idwflt-feat-corefish-2

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idwflt (feat. corefish) (p yungspoiler)

scam (p mndls1600)

live:relearn (p slicky)

oh man (feat. alkyl) (p slicky)

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way to go (p slicky)

lyric video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AUgN6l7jlU&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

ten years

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

big thanks to @sinxi for jumping on the song with me 
Prod me

grasior - 
who would you lie for when every single day just feels like a chore
nothing ever goes the way you want it too
so you bring it too war 

maybe lifes better alone
all this peace n quiet never hurt your soul
does the past always bring you home

i know deep inside your scared
the abyss never felt this eerie
its so dark i can barely stare
why it all so become dreary 

just behind feeling perfect
friends dont think your worth it
telling you to stay the same

makin you think that your crazy
sitting feeling lazy
laying in the inbetween

though i dont want to take you out
everything you do just drowns it out
do you feel it all again or
is it better with a way home
you never see a way
just for what ive done too
oh i dont wanna see you go away
when you take me out away

sinxi -
uv given your attention
mustang in your driveway waiting for ya
don’t wanna be pretentious 
but the way that your moving got me oh yeah 

i’ve been gone for hours 
and your friends text your phone like we’re outta here 
but i don’t wanna leave yet 
so i’ll stay here fixated on the same shit 

that you told me a month ago 
i can’t let it 
go yet u said that ur comfortable 
with being here and i don’t wanna lie 

i don’t understand your parables 
your a demon in plain disguise 
so i’ll tell u here in some syllables 
i don’t care right now if we just die 

you know that we’ll be fine 
my heart just straight declined
let me just close my eyes 
take me to the other side
i know you hate me 
but just let me back inside
don’t be so heartless 
let’s just give it another try
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

again w/sinxi

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoYaXU8RSbU&ab_channel=ghosthands

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/75zrxjnzgTdOozf4u0myRI?si=33170e4e13b94bb0

sooner (with OHON)

I forgot to listen, should I pretend u love me 
There’s something in the air, it’s something I should never breathe 
Clouds are looking morbid at the top I’m at the peak 
Tryna get em out, my words get stuck and I can’t speak
Holding on this mountain girl this gravity’s calling me 
Maybe if it’s fair it would let go but keep hold of me 
Cause I have this obsession and I keep rushing into things 
Maybe it’d better if I wasn’t so annoying 
I’m boring 
This isn’t what I wanted 
Wanted 
It’s too much to hear u calling
Calling
I just want u to be honest
Honest
I’m so replaceable 
I’m not really made for anybody else
But your eyes 
And your eyes only 
I’m so pathetic I can’t believe that I tell you how I really felt
But ur eyes and ur eyes only

wish you would have met me at a different time 
Maybe somewhere far we beneath the plane we realign 
Coincide
Nlm, there’s nobody here that I like
Push me away while I’m burning inside 

Feel like an animal I’m trapped inside a cage for you
I’m far beneath the plane
I wonder if you hate me too
Take my pulse don’t let me breathe until my eyes are blue 
Buried conciously my bones are breaking out in 2 

I’ll keep swinging til he’s dead
Dropped down on the floor
And If I miss I’ll pierce a lung heart kidney and all
If only he would listen 
Dickhead keep ur mouth shut
U told me it was fine
And it was not love
But I don’t really care
I never have done
U think he’ll keep u safe
He’s never backed no one
I could take him by the ear and hold him ransom 
Now he’s not even ur friend he’ll never have none 

Take a lil time out my day
I feel it’s all a disgrace 
My body’s rotting, decaying
I’ll throw it all to waste 
When I see myself in the mirror
I put my hands to my face 
So I can’t see what I’ve done 
Don’t wanna see anymore 
Don’t ask me if I’m fine 
My knife isn’t  even towards
Any skin, it’s passed that line
Least I’m not hitting the floor
Even if I was I’d lie
Let the ground coat  me in mold 
Sorry for wasting ur time
I been meaning to let you go

newmaker IV

Lyrics:

Chorus
You shine like the sun (yeah)
I'm just having fun (yeah)
Blowin' all my funds (yeah)
We be gettin' drunk (yeah)
Smilin' all night long (what)
We don't wan' go home (what)
Had to change the tone (why)
And show what we on (why)

Post Chorus
We don't stay sober (nah)
The high what makes us closer (yeah)
Valentine be mine this year (what)
Valentine be mine every year (yeah)
Valentine be mine this year 
Valentine be mine every year
Valentine be mine this year (yeah)
Valentine be mine every year (every year)

Verse
My denim pants saggin' (saggin')
Eugh, cuz the racks comin' in don't know what to do with em (what)
The blues comin' in, bitch I'm losin' myself what)
Ah, I'm stuck in this fiery place called hell (hell)
(I don't want to tattletale, but I need to tell a tale
I'm sorry that I'm off the rails
I know I'm not destined to fail
Eugh, on the real (on the real)
Eugh, take a pill (take a pill)
I'm on the boat (on the boat)
Ready to set sail (set sail)
Izaa comin' in tryna have fun (yeah)
Izaa wanna know if you wanna have fun (have fun)
Izaa wanna know bout the kitty between your legs (legs)
Izaa wanna say "hello" to the kitty between your legs 
Ah (ah) between your legs
Ah (ah) open your legs up (up)
I'm sorry I'm stuck with the robituss
I just wanna crush, I just wanna crush
(I just wanna crush bae, I just wanna crush)

Chorus
You shine like the sun (yeah)
I'm just having fun (yeah)
Blowin' all my funds (yeah)
We be gettin' drunk (yeah)
Smilin' all night long (what)
We don't wan' go home (what)
Had to change the tone (why)
And show what we on (why)

Post Chorus
We don't stay sober (nah)
The high what makes us closer (yeah)
Valentine be mine this year (what)
Valentine be mine every year (yeah)
Valentine be mine this year 
Valentine be mine every year
Valentine be mine this year (yeah)
Valentine be mine every year (every year)

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way to go (p slicky)

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