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YEAR OF THE RAT

BOAZ

As You Like

Their Gifts Are Not Blessings

The Kingdom Of Heaven

The Eyes At The End Of God

Calloused

JACHIN

I’m not who I was 
Left here to rot 
It’s all too much 
But it’s on me 
I’m to blame 
It’s all so surreal 
How much it changed 

Two sides 
opposing the force of my fate 
And I 
Can’t seem to make things ok
Again
I cant change the way that I feel 
Inside
I just don’t know how to deal 
I’m trying my best
But there’s something beneath 
Keep holding my breath
But I can’t fucking breathe
Just wish this would end 
But there’s no end in sight 
To hold you again 
Would make everything right 


I can feel the weight 
on my shoulders
The pain 
the anguish 
The fear 
The weight
Is crushing me
I 
I can feel myself going under 
I’m going under 

I feel loss of consciousness 
I cave in, self indulgent 
Break me down, no existence 
I lose touch, no confidence
Space cuts deep 
Leaves me bleeding 
And I want peace
It’s so fleeting 
I’d fly far, if I’d kept my wings
It hits hard, no voice left to sing 

I lost everything I loved
I wish I could turn back time
Hate grows deep inside of me
I don’t want this to be a faint memory 

I can’t sleep
I can’t sleep 
I can’t sleep

Tensegrity

Fading in and out, I’m feeling bliss
Changing in and out, a different fix
Why do I find myself waiting on you
Holding on to all that we’ve been through

I’m desperately waiting for something to change again
And I can’t accept that this might be the bitter end

But I’m patiently waiting
I’ve been hoping and praying
To bring me to you
Don't know what to do
Will everything in the end all be okay?

I’ve wasted myself on you
Tried everything I could do
You push me away
Don’t know what to think
I’m constantly fading

Could you love me only for a little bit
You’re a drug I only need a little hit

I try my best to keep you away
But you always come back around

Torture myself wishing for you love
Ask myself why I’m not good enough
Is it worth the pain I seem to feel
Tell me what you felt was always real
I’m desperately waiting for you to go change your mind
And I can’t go back to when our love was truly right

But I’m constantly hiding
Feelings I keep on fighting
I’m stuck my ways
I can’t get away
Everything in the end won’t be okay


I've wasted myself on you
Tried everything I could do
You push me away
Don’t know what to think
I’m constantly fading

Could you love me only for a little bit
You’re a drug I only need a little hit
I try my best to keep you away
But you always come back around

Why can’t I let go of you
You’re constantly bringing me down
The way that I have felt for you
Is drowning my senses out
I just want your love again
All I’d do just to get that back
There’s nothing left, I can’t win
And your ghost is now all I have

Pandora

I have lost my faith in everything and everyone
I won't ever feel the same
After all I’ve fucking done
And to say it’s fine and everything will be okay
It’s a cruel and twisted game
I don’t see another way
I will leave no trace, no pieces left of me
Returning back to dust
It’s just the way it has to be
For so long I’ve tried to make sense of what was here
The final curtain call
Into the void, I disappear

What’s the point of it all
No, nothing at all
I’m done
Get the fuck out my way
I’ve lost all anchors connected to me
Oh god
And nothings the same
I quit fucking caring and I feel no shame

You’ll never find me
No
Don’t you ever go looking
And you’ll never find me
All that remains will not be found

I am praying for my end to come to me
Wasting all my life for a lost society
I can’t seem to take the weight of everything
Now I’m letting go of everything I loved

But love was not enough
And there is nothing to change it
And love was not enough
I’m better off dead

Void

I can’t forget the last time you said that you loved me
And how quickly it changed, I didn’t think I’d ever let go
And I miss you like crazy but I’m moving on


There’s nowhere to go
I wish that this was all different but it’s not
I’m feeling so guilty I don’t need you with me and I’m moving on


I watched our love leave your eyes
It broke my heart but I know that the sun will still rise
But I always think of
All of the good things
We had together
Loved one another
But I know you’re gone 
And I can’t reach you
I know that this is best for each other
I just can’t help myself


Now I know where to go
And I just want you here with me but you’re not
So I’m letting go and I think you should know that now I’m moving on


I only need one more day to see you again
To tell you that I still love you but now this is the end
This is the end of all I’ve known


You came to the side of the bed and sat there silent you just gazed at me
You must have known, then, how I wanted you but our love could never be
I am far too young and I have loved too much
I had so much hope I let it turn to rust
I can still see you in my dreams
I’ve held on too long but i guess it’s not meant to be

Me Without You

a man must make himself ugly to expose the ugliness he sees

OLDFAITH

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