I'm gettin estranged
From my face
And my name 

Drugged, dead, and deranged
Turned away
Shifted blame


They 
Lie
And then they go home and 
Cry


They 
Don't understand
What it's like to be
A real man


Surrender
Pariah
Join us
And seal the deal 
And
Lie
Lie

Seal the Deal (Demo)

Lyrics: 

Will you join me for this 
One last dance
One last kiss

Faintly the night melt in bliss
One last chance 
Drawn from your lips


Ever since that night
I haven't felt alive

I've been dreaming in a different time
Lie, sentimental lies


Nah nah nah
If I wake up from this
Burn all my letters
Hurt like you're
Never alone
Alone


Ever since that night
I haven't felt alive

I've been daydreaming from nine to five
High, bathing in the velvet light




Desperately trying to break the fall
I've taken all your paintings down from my wall
Crawled up on the carpet void of all feeling
Pushed to the side like a long list of flaws 
But then I wake up to the beating withdrawals
The dog never shuts the fuck up down the hall
The smell of the stomach acid and alcohol 
Burning through the porcelain 
Brings me back to a time 
When this nostalgia wasn't a thing
But the waking aneurysms cull me back
I can't even stand with all this baggage
It drags me back to a riddled with prozac emotionally
Manipulated flashback back in school
Blurred by rose lenses pretending to be suicidal
I feel alive but wake up again in a pool of saliva
You lie to yourself till your memories meld into 
Something that is beyond help
I sit at the edge of my bed and hang my head and sigh

Ever Since

Out of Sight Out of Mind

Porcupine Tree is my favourite band and has had a huge influence on me.
I had made a cover of this on Audacity a very long time ago, so I had to redo it.

Thank you Steven Wilson for inspiring me and my work.

Nine Cats

Nine Cats (Porcupine Tree Cover)

Lyrics:

For a brief moment everything falls into place
High aspirations debased in a figure eight
And the smoke from the other room writhes in a sweet, sad ballet

It's a lie
You're just fooling yourself
It's alive
You're just fooling yourself
And no one else

You walked out on your dreams when you were 17
To snuff out that half baked spark was such a relief
And the stars outside melt like rain on a sunny day
Elastic formidable scars paint your pretty face

What's the point?
All of this weight
You can join them
When you wake

But it's all gone before the ceiling caves in
All this fool's gold concealing the feeling within
Practice your exhibitional hunger for your employer

But it's a lie
You're just fooling yourself
It's alive
You're just fooling yourself
And no one else

Fool's Gold (Demo)

Kreep

Lyrics:

Forget about me
I'll be okay
On my own

Cry me a river
Overcast
Over dinner

Rain down on me
Rain down on me (over me)
Rain down over me
Rain down down down over me

Rain down
You'll never see me again
Bury me
I am drowning
Grow me a river
And a (noises) comes up
Rain down
Nothing makes any sense
My soul (noises)
I'll be okay

Close your eyes
Make sense of the noise
It's so hard to define
Let it all out
It's all over

Epilogue

A sludgy Clockwork Orangey remix for the Steven Wilson Personal Shopper remix competition.

Production and arrangement by Jarrod Ajhar and Clifton Marien.

We added our own synthesizers and some guitar, but the rest is from the stems.

Remix created with permission from the stems provided by Steven Wilson for the single Personal Shopper. All rights are the property of SW Productions Ltd, the record label SW Records and Hand’s Off It’s Mine Publishing Ltd.

@steven-wilson

Steven Wilson — Personal Shopper (Such A Pretty Face Remix)

Lyrics:

Hope takes the safe way
She silently dances in the night

The skull strikes the pavement
Without a whimper, without a fight


Silent belief
Crushes your teeth


A shadow of who you once were
Looms over your bed

Shaking off the needles
And when you get overwhelmed
A scared little kitten


High satellite
Live easy
Ride the wave 
Hide your faith

High Satellite

Lyrics:


My love is burning so fast
Like a candle above a cage of rats

Your hope is like a disease
It grows in my brain and buckles my knees


Your face is no disgrace
It's a landscape


The blood flows into the river 
Where I never remember the name 

You rubbed me the wrong way 
But I shrugged and I brushed it off and said it's okay


It's alright
It's okay
It's on me


I'm gonna let it slide this time
You'd better get those thoughts in line
What a lovely 
Bloody bitch
I'll take it away

    
These trees return to seas 
Where what little remains can be at peace 

And from the ashes arises 
A black and blue masterpiece on the horizon

Masterpiece

Lyrics:

So lost in these woods
Where good things tend to slip away
It's fleeting

I am livid
I am living
I am losing
You are nothing
Without
Me
Me

It's a shame that
It never meant a thing and
Things couldn't stay this way, man
Brought to the bloody brink

I am leaving
If you believe me
When you're grieving
It relieves
Me 
Me

When You Leave Me

Frontman for the band Such A Pretty Face™

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