with micky

demo for upcoming ep 'road to tar in tangier'

lyrics
sick of living with these lies
messy as my two heads
ten toes stuck in wet cement
im sinking slow through the sand
searching for floor below to stand
but all sense were spent in a well that never lands
lost all fans back when i peter panned
home was where the hopelessness was sitting
so depression flown with hope for beaches over picket fence
silly as attempts to flee from my own achilles
busy getting filthy, finessing every dealer in the city
feeding every fiend in sydney for a couple fifties
spending every cheque on self prescribed medicine just to hit the ceiling
futile attempts to mend the pain i was healing
reached out for a helping hand but no one knew the extent of my feelings
no one to blame but myself, im the type to conceal things
fleeting effects of anti depressants
didnt deal with the roots of the grieving
so the tree of abuse flourished on brews through the evenings
tempted by the tides, blue when the moon moves the seasons
couldnt hide the monsoon, lies lose to reason
so i fled
three months tense, stressed and alone with my demons
purple dreaming, chasing tar to tangier
leaning on the beast to sleep through the bleeding
seeing red man i was barely fucking breathing
so close to death i could eat it if my stomach let in
so skinny i seemed as sick as when the fever hit me
guess your bound to crash fast when you speeding quickly
could not retreat home a fiend, my queen would leave me
lack of sleep had me speaking to my demons
forty degrees of heat in the streets but i was freezing
body screaming to let the needle slip in
couldnt do it sober had to result to sipping
tears flowing i was so fucking disappointed
sipped some more codeine to help prevent the fluid
had to play the man, could not let sisters see in
shut my man hole to hide this deep pit
cast iron weeping in to the sewage
so sick and tired of the using
if a man falls on abusing and you didnt hear him
pleading for a hand
does he deserve a second chance
or will you leave him for dead?

demo002[antinomy]

demo for upcoming ep 'road to tar in tangier'

lyrics
spent weeks diving eyes closed into shadows
solo nomad left home finding lust at the crossroads
ten toes slowly climbing out of her backbone
nose still tempted by the notes of innuendo
no silver lining ever in the ends of rainbows
found a scapegoat on the road though
rival cupid shot his elbow with her arrow
the survival hidden beneath by his long clothes
tomorrows not promised im still smiling through the unknown
all those nights alone spent crying for a stones throw
finding belows enticing but one is never the end though
needles fall like dominoes as soon as the seal broke
im still flying but supplying the fuel slowed
sinking slow, my eyes fixed to riding the silk road
the sand lies below tempting we to dip toes
im sliding in to skidrow fighting the vertigo
so close to hiding the hurt again

demo003[silkroad]

demo for upcoming ep 'road to tar in tangier'

lyrics

demo004[growth]

demo005[blessed]

demo007[detached]

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