Still love this song even after all these years

Songs I’d kill myself too

Hijinks ~ b sides

GREMLIN MODE

I feed on what’s left of me.
day after day.
it’s not hunger, not really.
more like… maintenance.
keeping the rot from falling apart too fast.

the demons
they don’t scream anymore.
they hum.
soft, constant,
like the sound behind silence.

I tell myself it’s discipline.
that I’m fighting.
that I’m becoming.
but I know what that smell is.
I know what it means when the mirror looks tired before I do.

sometimes I think the rot isn’t decay.
maybe it’s transformation.
maybe I’m not breaking, I’m… refining.
yeah.
refining.
that’s what I said last time, too.

there’s no redemption.
no release.
just the slow rot of trying again.
again.
again.

I forget what I wanted to fix.
I just remember the shape of the wound.
it’s familiar.
it’s home.

and I feed on what’s left of me,
day after day,
so the demons won’t starve.

two_o_three_no_more_me

@tomppabeats

welcome to the beach.

thank you for the continued support.

i love each and every one of you with all of my heart. <3

sand (prod. tomppabeats)

produced by me

vocals by @sophie-meiers and I

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french w/ sophie meiers

~

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the loser

aka me

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naive unprepared child

https://1cloudboys.bandcamp.com/album/burnout

hang 10

much like summer as it dwindles through fields of its own heat and collapses into fall, i will slip slowly into sleep much easier as time passes by. 

i still fail to recognize, love or accept myself, but i think i'm coming closer to achieving that goal with each passing moment. 

thank you all; stay radiant. 

radiant

rescue me (prod. ¿HUH?)

@lilskil x @lilxlotus x @fats_e x @scummusic

prod @lederry

fats'e x rainy bear x lil lotus x scum  -  11:11   [prod lederrick]

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

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Worries (ft. HKFiftyOne)

Hip Bones

Comfortable

Morrissey

All My Little Scars, Vol. 3

Is Anybody Out There? (feat. ppgcasper)

Hate In Your Heart Feat. Caspr (prod. AIRAVATA)

Sad boy Unloved and Untouched. On the road to get co signed by Taylor Swift and get sponsored by Colgate.

Hip Bones

Oliver Francis

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