missing someone’s love they used to give, but has since faded. So you try to relive and hold on those old memories when times were better cause you still have great love for them

Waiting on the Sunrise

All I want is you

when you just want that someone to know that, yes you both went through a difficult time and there were mistakes made along with many bad decisions, but you don’t regret your time(relationship) with them.

i want you to know

Better -Zayn Malik (Cover)

I got inspiration from “To Be So Lonley” by Harry Styles, and mainly “Party Favor” by Billie Eilish

Flirt

Feel It Now

A song describing the feeling of longing to be with someone you feel large admiration for, but are already aware their feelings are not mutual. In other words, the feeling after rejection.

See Me

Weight doesn’t really have anything to do with appearance! People don’t think I pass 110 but i’m goin strong at 145 lbs. Muscle weighs more than fat people :)

Lyrics: 

It may seem a little typical but i’m going for atypical so i may seem a little critical of myself but isn’t everybody i just can’t help it!
everybody has social media now, can’t help but look at people and think how
look at her body no wonder people like it 
i wonder what i gotta do to get just like it 
see! now i’m acting contradictory. said I wanna stand out but then i see those, double zeros, nah not for me though, livin’ life up in my size fourteen go

(i can’t help it if my mom is thick) (thick thick thick thick) 

(hey guys!) there’s a misconception: skinny girls gotta stay under 110. no. i’ve been skinny my whole life but everything change when i was in 9th grade. i moved up 6 sizes, 2-12 cause I got big thighs sis. Somehow no girls understood this, I told ‘em my size and they all went “ape-shit” they said, “That’s your size? There’s no way in Hell you fit in those clothes!” It’s true, muscle is mass too. my calves have repelled skinny jeans since middle school. 

(I can’t help it, if my mom is thick) (thick thick thick thick) 

even my doctor didn’t believe me, I told her my weight and she said, “Well, let’s see. Step outside and we’ll weigh ya again.” And whataya know, it’s the same damn thing. 145 like I said, she looked my up and down and said hey kid… ya don’t look like it. Well thanks, I guess..

(I can’t help it, if my mom was thick) (thick thick thick thick)

Olivia Martin