On the 8th of April 2019 my dad was diagnosed with melanoma (skin cancer). One minute he was fine, the next thing we know he’s got a Stage 4 Cancer. We couldn’t believe it. I didn’t know what to do. I was sad and angry and scared. I’ve never been more scared in my life. It was and still is by far the hardest thing my family and I have been through. 
So I turned to music. I had to express how I was feeling on the inside

and I wrote this song. 


We’re currently raising money for my dad’s next phase of the treatment, as the first two were so successful. You can follow his journey on here: https://bit.ly/2lRzFc2 and If you could help us and donate, it would mean the world to us. My dad is my hero and we know he can win this battle, but we need your help. Every little helps.

You can also donate here:

https://bit.ly/30C19RZ

Contact: oliviyanicole@gmail.com 
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Mastered by Randy Merrill 

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Filmed by North.Co

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Lyrics

i’m scared
scared to loose you
scared that i am not gonna hear your voice again

i’m scared
and i know you’re scared too
but you’ve never been someone who would admit defeat

you thought me how to be strong
you thought me all the things i know
i’ve always wanted to become
just like you

we used to sing our favourite songs
and always get the lyrics wrong
we never cared it was so much fun

i don’t wanna open my eyes
i just wanna stay in the dark
i don't wanna wake up and see
see that you’re not next to me

i’m scared
to live without you
cause i know that nothing ever will be like before

i’m scared
scared of the truth 
scared that one day i would need you, but you’d be gone 

i don’t wanna open my eyes
i just wanna stay in the dark
i don't wanna wake up and see
see that you’re not next to me

i wish that was all just a dream
a dream that i can delete
delete it all from my mind
and you are back to feeling fine

now you are back to feeling fine


- BULGARIAN -

Страх ме е
Страх ме е да не те загубя 
Страх ме е,
Че никога повече няма да чуя гласът ти 

Страх ме е
И знам, че и теб те е страх 
Но никога не си бил човек,
Който предава фронта 

Ти ме научи как да бъда силна 
Ти ме научи на всичко, което знам 
Винаги съм искала да бъда
Точно като теб 

Винаги си пеехме любимите ни песни 
И винаги бъркахме текстовете,
Но нямаше значение,
Защото се забавлявахме 

Не искам да отворя очите си 
Искам просто да седя в мрака 
Не искам да се събудя и да видя,
Че ти не си тук до мен 

Страх ме е
Да живея без теб,
Защото знам, че нищо никога 
Няма да е както преди 

Страх ме е
Страх ме е от истината,
Страх ме е, че някой ден ще имам нужда от теб,
Но ти няма да си тук 

Не искам да отворя очите си 
Искам просто да седя в мрака 
Не искам да се събудя и да видя,
Че ти не си тук до мен 

Иска ми се това да беше просто сън,
Сън, който мога да забравя
Да го изтрия от съзнанието си
И ти отново да бъдеш добре 

Не искам да отворя очите си 
Искам просто да седя в мрака 
Не искам да се събудя и да видя,
Че ти не си тук до мен 

Иска ми се това да беше просто сън,
Сън, който мога да забравя
Да го изтрия от съзнанието си
И ти отново да бъдеш добре 

Сега ти отново се чувстваш добре

i'm scared

Oliviya Nicole is a young talented singer-songwriter from Bulgaria, currently living in the UK. She discovered her love for music at the age of 4 when she started playing the piano and singing. Raised in a family of professional dancers, dancing has always been in her blood. Well-known for her ability to rearrange and put her own spin on to popular chart songs, Oliviya has reached thousands of loyal subscribers supporting her journey and million views and streams across all music platforms. The talented artist released her first EP On My Mind in 2016 and has been writing and releasing new music ever since. Oliviya was also a finalist on The Voice in 2018 where she got to perform and work with some of the most successful people in the industry.

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