years later and i still come back every once and a while. 

WHY DID I HAVE TO FUCK UP MY OWN LIFE, WHY DID I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS😭😭😭

@halfdeadshawty: its not gay man your just expressing yourself

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DECODE

NIHIL Drops on Thursday.

Death take me, tuck me in.
I don't ever wanna breathe again.
If I die will I wake up,
If I die would that make up for everything that I've done.

I'm counting my blessings one by one, but I hate this place
I hate my kin, I hate this race that nobody can win.
Why do I hate so much.
Why does it hurt to love.

Why.

Hurt (Prod. OmenXIII)

Crows (Prod. ʎpoqou)

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Pushin up dasies, feeling complacent.
I know what I want but I don't know what I gotta do.
Tell me between me and you, 
Fuck what it is, Fuck what it's not.
Just tell me just tell me if I'm the one you need in life.

Am I the one you need in life, death,
remember when you used to cry on my chest,
up set, breathless, rough sex
everythings tossing and turning with stress.

Now every day is a day where we struggle through pain.
I wanna die,
Do you believe me when I tell you I wanna die.

Pushing up dasies, Feeling complacent.
I know that you love me, I feel like you hate me.
Fuck what it is, Fuck what it's not.
Just tell me just tell me if I'm the one you need in life.

Just tell me what you need in life, death,
remember when you used to cry on my chest,
up set, breathless, rough sex
everythings tossing and turning again and again.

Again and again.

Again and Again (Prod. Grigoryan)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

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I'm tryna feel alive, but I'm dead inside. 
I walk with with the moon and the night by my side
My friends and my family, they give me some purpose.
So they don't deserve this, nobody's perfect.

I am nobody without imperfection,
I die every night, every day ressurection
My shadows the closest thing to understanding me
Are you understanding me?

I feel alone,

even when somebodies right there beside me I feel alone.
It's nobodies fault but mine, I'm sorry I still feel alone.
even when somebodies right there beside me I feel alone.
It's nobodies fault but mine, I'm sorry I still feel alone.

I feel alone.

DEATH

Regret (Prod. color hue)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

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Put a bullet in my skull and every time I do I'm wakin up.
I've been dreaming lucidly for weeks on end now I'm stuck.
I've been seeing entities inside my room for way too long
They whisper in my ear some things they tell me not to tell noone

I might slit my wrist, pray to the sky that I'ma die tonight.
I know noones listening, besides my friends that by my side
I'm always alone just know my friends always come out at night.
They might try to kill you in your sleep if you ain't talkin right.

I might try to find out where you stay if you start talkin shit
Twitter fingers moving quickly, see me then you disappear
Pull up on me, find out what I'm bout, I cannot disappoint
swing a thousand blades all at your body til you get the point.

Get the pun? If you see me better run.
If you hear me better drop,  pray to somethin you survive.
Cuz I really cannot lie, I don't really wanna kill
But If you ever threaten me or anyone thats with me  then you know the deal.

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I can flip it for the high, I drop bodies on the low,
I do a lot of things you know, and a lot of things you don't
illegal weapons in my pocket when I'm walkin out the house,
Saw you typin, heard you talkin, you got lost were never found,

If I go off don't  stay around, I'ma drop you then I'm out,
Then it's back into the cut, drag me back into the mud,
Anything or any reason just to keep me from the sun,
I ain't hidin' I ain't seekin' if you see me better run.

I ain't lyin, you a bitch, you gon' regret it if you don't.
find your body six months later coexisting with the mold
flow existing like a god, infinite can't never stop
OmenXIII beat the odds, XIII ain't on the clock
XIII ain't part of time, XIII cannot be stopped
XIII can never die, XIII won't ever flop.

OmenXIII black shirt black jeans, you can feel it when you pass me,
feel the chills up in your spine because of all the darkness I bring,
because all the pain inside me is something, I can't contain
and It's something that I hate, something I just can't negate,

So I struggle with the feeling of feeling every day,
and I struggle with the feeling of breathing when I just can't

and I struggle with the feeling of only making mistakes,
so I struggle with the feeling of only feeling my pain
but I don't struggle with the feeling of not, seeing the light
I'm a candle in the dark, lantern in the night

planters on the steps, switchblades in the sky
dead man on the floor, no tears in my eyes
no feeling inside, that feeling of mine,
when I die every night, I used to cry every night.

I used to be the person that needed a personal connection with everybody that I knew,
but then when I got it, I was still scared,
scared of my life, and scared for myself.
scared of never gettin the picture,
never wanna be the one to die alone,
but I still still wanna be the one to make the difference
Never wanna be the one that can't be strong,

I wanna be the roots, I wanna be the trunk, I wanna be the branches,
I wanna be the leaves, I wanna be the blossom that I imagine.

But I can't be everything, what you see is what you see,
noone left to pick you up, but I will never let you down.

PROMISE

Pressure (Prod. GREAF)

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Life changes every day, Should I go or should I stay
Should I try this out again or should I find another way.
I been tryna right my wrongs, I know that I make mistakes.
But I left em all behind, Watch me step up out the frame

I'm a ghost with the crows I got spirits in my home,
And they know that I know, we don't have to toe to toe
What is death to demi-god, I just call it moving on.
Don't you worry about me if you still dont know who you are.

Me? I'm a King, Black Nails, Black Sheep.
I'm the demon in your dreams, bringing pain with no release.
I am life I am death, I am I, No one else.
In the dark, but I see, yes I see everything.

I don't need anything, Watch me die with the trees
Become one with the world, with the place that helped me be.
I'm at peace with myself, But no peace for the Earth,
if you wanna piece of me, then that's something that you earn.

MISFIT

Grey Skies Are My Favorite (Prod. notmorgn)

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Recline and seal my eyelids, I can't sleep at night.
Breathe in release my iris, til I see the sky.

What is the difference,
between real life and this
feeling indifferent,
it's just another side of it.

I am the answer, change like the seasons, I am the reason.
my body is numb, I feel it giving up, and I have believe it.
my mind realizes itself far too often I cannot escape it.
Pushing the boundaries of sanity far past the place where the rain hits

Always trying to escape, more worried about our lives
The fact is we waste away, more worried bout wastin time.
trying to escape, escape with just our lives
The fact is we waste away, more worried bout wastin time.

LIFELESS

Watch Me Decay (Prod. Seterah)

Cyber Goth, loggin off, g2g lmao. 
If you need me im on the road, still dont know which way to go. 
I don't need a place to stay but I got no place to call my home, 
if you see me Don't come my way cuz I will swiftly let you go. 

in these shadows I control, I could never have to hope,
only make it happen like I have been, I've been on a roll. 
I could never stop because options just keep on poppin 
up into my field of vision I pick em up with precision. 

now people want my attention I don't get it so please just Stop it. 
it's funny how they see some numbers and now they start taking interest. 
my DPS the highest my k/d/a Is the finest. 
XIII the Assassin is always taking new clients, huh? 

Cyber Goth logging off g2g lmao, 
if you need me im on the road, 
still dont know which way to go. 
I don't need a place to stay but I Got not place to call my home,
if you see me Don't come my way cuz i will swiftly let you go. 

Please let it go, please let it go, 
ill leave you with no reason to hope. 
everybody think im so reachable, 
i dont really think thats reasonable. 

They didnt want me in the game 
i hacked the files, cracked the code 
and modified the database 
and added a lane all on my own. 

Airplane mode stay on my phone, I don't want to hear a soul. 

01001111 01101101 01100101 01101110 01011000 01001001 01001001 01001001 00100000 00101101 00100000 01000100 01000101 01000011 01001111 01000100 01000101 00001010 00001010 01000011 01101111 01101101 01101001 01101110 01100111 00100000 01010011 01101111 01101111 01101110

01000100 01010000 01010011 00101011 (Prod. migu)

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I'm just a no-one, no-one knows me
I lay hear hoping, frozen, I think they know I'm hiding.
It's cold outside, even when it's 100 degrees,
It's cold outside, even when it's 100 degrees,

Another brother dying, 
another mother crying.
Why does it have to be like this?
Why does it have to be like this?

Why did I have to be, like this?
Why did I have to be, like this?
Why did I have to be, like this?
Why did I have to be, like this?

I think they know I'm hiding.

01101001 00111100 00101111 00110011 (prod. ʎpoqou)

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Used to make food stretch, so I don't need to eat.
Used to fuckin struggle just meet rents meet
When you see dead body, that's life on the streets.
Where the strong will survive and you die if you weak.

2 fuckin bottles in my hands, never had that.
Smokin on a mothafuckin oz, never had that.
Real shit never had a bitch til I rapped facts
spinnin on the track, you a bitch better bounce back

Fuck an assumption, You don't know me, Look like Halloween but ain't shit sweet, 
no tricks, no treats, yo bitch on me. I could finesse, 
but I got weed to roll instead
Yes, I got blunts and Hennessy, Shawty give sloppy head to me.
Body's droppin regularly.

Can't stop gettin to the check my g.
Can't stop even just to flex my g.
Bathsalts crazy in the head my g.
I don't need to rest til I'm dead my g.

OmenXIII black shirt black jeans.
If you know me, gotta keep it lowkey.
Sleep through the day, in the night when I creep.
I don't chase the money cuz the money come to me.

Life ain't free people gotta pay fee's
Pull up in yo city got an oz for the free,
Everybody know that I'm hot, on me,
I'm the wifi-plug hot spots on me.

If you drive by, don't miss a shot on me.
OmenXIII got the blade on me.
2017 but the music still free.
I don't fuck with labels but the labels want me.

Ridin down Melrose any day of the week.
Tell what it means when every day just be a weekend.
tell me what you want, what you need, can't talk long
cuz I'm on the flight headed to the next timezone

Tidal wave comin' through fast like the bible.
Psycho, runnin through the check like a track meet,
Athelete, pushin on this weight like a madman,
Damn man, hit my fuckin line whats the plan bro.

Rambo, creepin through the grass like these snakes do,
Fake moves, breakin rappers ankles like I'm Hot Sauce,
Bob Ross, speakin and I'm paintin the picture.
Scriptures, every single song I've ever song I've written.

Fit in, something that I never really did bitch.

01010011 01001001 01001110 00101110  (Prod. H8)

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Is it just me?
What do you see?
Is there writing on the walls?
Am I hiding from it all?

Or is it you,
That's blind from the truth.
Is there writing on the walls?
Are we hiding from it all?

Why am I so numb?

Why am I so numb?
People come and they go,
I can't let them in
Because my mind is my home.

Why am I so sick,
Why am I so jaded,
You know I just want to live
You know I'm tryna stay faded.

Please let me go.
  
Is it just me?
What do you see?
Is there writing on the walls?
Am I hiding from it all?

Or is it you,
That's blind from the truth.
Is there writing on the walls?
Are we hiding from it all?

01001101 01001001 01000001 00101010  (Prod. Morgoth Beatz)

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Things just tend to stay the same, so I had to learn to change.
Still OmenXIII, Black Shirt, Black Jeans.
Ridin' round no team, just bands on me.
I don't need new friends, I got racks on me.

But the money can't make me happy, so I spend it how I will
Cuz we all gotta die in the end, that's real.
Yeah we all get spilled, Yeah we all get dumped,
So I live my fuckin life every day like I want.

Movin' cash, I copped the sack, I call it gas money.
Ain't no trackin, never slackin, dine and dash, runnin.
That's how it feelin when I'm movin through these streets,
Come through your city, tear it down and then we feast.

I used to think that life was only what it was made,
But now I know that life can still be what you make it.
Within reason, every season brings change.
Sometimes you have learn to turn fuckin the page.

death stands still, life moves on.
I be smokin blunts at night and when I die I just respawn.'
Log into it, I got admin rights into the system.
XIII Infilitrate the fuckin game with persistence.

The infestation, hacker spread the virus,
No you can't hide bitch, everybody dyin'. 
The infestation, hacker spread the virus,
No you can't hide bitch, everybody dyin'.z

01000110 01000110 01000001 00100001 (Prod. Dave Marino)

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A lot of things change on the daily,
Loved ones, lifetimes, ain't no safety.
If the world was anything then it would be dangerous,
not cuz of violence, not cuz of anger,
bitch it's nature to have friction, we would not be if we didn't
we would be a single image, no atoms no civilization.
We have love so we have pain, no ones perfect we make mistakes
,When the urge we feels too great and emotions get in the way.
,Believe me I've made my own, but that's life so don't let drown you,
The flood is still coming down, if you don't swim it will surround you
   if Your demons are in the water there's no hope of getting out,
When your screaming at your the top of your lungs, 
but there's no one that you could reach out to.
theres nobody there the in the end,
but you are so that's your best reason
to believe in just yourself,
Other options are for the weakened.

Don't prospect on other people, they're not you so they can't be you.
You can try but you can't be them, be like them and you'll being seeing
the results of mimication, forsaken by other people, no god could save you from death
if one could then that would be evil.

00101111 01001101 01001001 01000001 (Prod. nvrmore)

I live my life the way I want so what the fuck is a job?
I light my blunt, I blow my smoke, and then I breathe in the fog.
There's a certain type of feeling looking down from the top.
Heavy burden on my shoulders and so much in my palms.

Oh my god, Oh my god, Feels like I'm a mirage.
Cuz I can't see myself until I get so desperate I fall
Sometimes I stress, or feel depressed, I put my back to the wall.
I cannot rest, I can't reset the pressure I feel at all.

Some say that there's someone watching,
Some say that there's something waiting.
Some say that we should care but,
I never got the hint.

Some say we can find a reason
Some say every day gets better,
Some say you should just be happy,
I think they're full of shit.

SWEAR

Some Say (Prod. GREAF)

Seconds now drag on, but moments seem to fade away,
When I wake up I wait for the end of the day,
but my mind can't make time for my thoughts, so I cave,
Know things change, but I've watched my emotions decay,

Every day try to maintain, I just break away,
And the pain gets so numb that it leaves me afraid,
Now my gaze is something that they just can't mistake,
Losing touch with this world is so easy to me,

Dissappointing how easy it is to delete
Anybody that tries to step infront of me,
Things are different when there's really not much you need,
When perspectives start bleeding there's not much to see,

I feel guilty for things that I don't need to be,
How I've felt, how I should, how I can't even sleep,
How I still have these times I can't help but feel weak,
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me,

These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.

01101001 00111100 00101111 00110011 (prod. ʎpoqou)

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