besides all your music, this song inspired me in too many ways

This is a beautiful time capsle. Thank you for making this OmenXIII

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Every time I touch the surface,
I just want to go back under.
Pull me further, with your words
'Cause we both know that I deserve it.

Every sinking feeling feels like me and I can't help but feel, 
feel like I don't even matter.

And that's what keeps me going.
Proving myself wrong.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

And that's what keeps me going.
Proving myself wrong.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

As I look up to the surface 
I can see the moon now.
It must be the 100th time, I've tried today
I can tell my strength is fading.

The undertow can take me somewhere else
I don't want to be there.
Maybe that's not where I belong,
Maybe I am different, 

and that's okay 'cause
'cause That's what keeps me going.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

Yeah  that's okay 'cause
'cause That's what keeps me going.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

At The Bottom Of This Lake Called Misery (Prod. GREAF)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUatwmfJBrg

Drums by: OmenXIII

Greaf Album, Soon.

There's always so much going on, I can't go on like this.
I can't stay strong like this. Sometimes I'm wrong, like you. 
Sometimes I'm right, nothings new. 

Nothing new to me, 

I just go to sleep then lucid dream and I wake up again
 
I could work, get everything, but when I die I'll lose it all
I'm nobody special, but to me that really means a lot,
I've been copin' with my demons secretly I know a lot.
I don't see the point of life, so I'm a dissapointment, yeah.

I just wanna go to sleep and meet the thing that sent me here.

And now I'm runnin again,

VIDEO

There's Always So Much Going On (Prod. GREAF) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

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I can flip it for the high, I drop bodies on the low,
I do a lot of things you know, and a lot of things you don't
illegal weapons in my pocket when I'm walkin out the house,
Saw you typin, heard you talkin, you got lost were never found,

If I go off don't  stay around, I'ma drop you then I'm out,
Then it's back into the cut, drag me back into the mud,
Anything or any reason just to keep me from the sun,
I ain't hidin' I ain't seekin' if you see me better run.

I ain't lyin, you a bitch, you gon' regret it if you don't.
find your body six months later coexisting with the mold
flow existing like a god, infinite can't never stop
OmenXIII beat the odds, XIII ain't on the clock
XIII ain't part of time, XIII cannot be stopped
XIII can never die, XIII won't ever flop.

OmenXIII black shirt black jeans, you can feel it when you pass me,
feel the chills up in your spine because of all the darkness I bring,
because all the pain inside me is something, I can't contain
and It's something that I hate, something I just can't negate,

So I struggle with the feeling of feeling every day,
and I struggle with the feeling of breathing when I just can't

and I struggle with the feeling of only making mistakes,
so I struggle with the feeling of only feeling my pain
but I don't struggle with the feeling of not, seeing the light
I'm a candle in the dark, lantern in the night

planters on the steps, switchblades in the sky
dead man on the floor, no tears in my eyes
no feeling inside, that feeling of mine,
when I die every night, I used to cry every night.

I used to be the person that needed a personal connection with everybody that I knew,
but then when I got it, I was still scared,
scared of my life, and scared for myself.
scared of never gettin the picture,
never wanna be the one to die alone,
but I still still wanna be the one to make the difference
Never wanna be the one that can't be strong,

I wanna be the roots, I wanna be the trunk, I wanna be the branches,
I wanna be the leaves, I wanna be the blossom that I imagine.

But I can't be everything, what you see is what you see,
noone left to pick you up, but I will never let you down.

PROMISE

Pressure (Prod. GREAF)

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I don't like to speak because talk is cheap,
Wealthy mentally cuz i'd rather breathe,
I'd rather relax and sip on my Rossi, and feel the sensation of what it will bring
What will I bring, envy and misery,
jealousy and suffering to everyone that doubted me
You can't move like me, you can't do like me
you can't see like me, you can't be like me.
and everything that's part of me is something that you'll never be,
you ain't competition so you cannot be my enemy
I don't even know you so, we can't even have beef,
You can't even flow so, you could never take me.
Give a fuck what you think
I don't give a fuck who you know,
Give a fuck what you need,
I'ma just float like a ghost in the back of the scene,
In my all black shirt and my all black jeans, XIII

Figure it out.

Shy (Prod. GREAF)

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I used to be cool, I ain't cool no more,
I ain't really tryna be used no more,
I ain't really tryna be your friend,
I ain't tryna play pretend
I ain't tryna do the shit that I did last year.
And this past year.

People don't really give a fuck about you.
When things fall through, fake friends do to.
See me by myself so ain't nothin new.

I'm still wakin up so ain't shit changed
I'm still keepin up, movin' at my own pace
I've been drippin vodka in my snapple lately,
I've been sittin back relaxin lately,

So I'm still hopin that you fuckin hate me,
And If you wanna fuckin verse then pay me.
I'ma do this shit right my way,
Keep the hypebeasts away from my lane,

I ain't cool, I don't wanna be,
if you're a wanna be, stay away from me
You ain't shit to me, You a bitch to me,
Flexin physically, empty mentally.

I'm emotional, I don't show it though.
I'm not depressed, I press down emotions,
I ain't sad, I'm just not happy,
I ain't mad, I'm still relaxin.

All I Need Is Me (Prod. GREAF)

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Get away, get away, get away.
I don't need you bitch, I just need me.
I just want life, I just need death.
I don't need love, I just need a breathe.

All I do is hate, All I do is cause pain.
Hop on the plane, gettin to the next the stage.
Lower the curtains, and sip then I dip.
I don't need clips with the blade on my hip.

Ignorant bitches just flippin prescriptions
You ain't changin the game, you just steady sayin' the same shit.
And everybody ain't listen, when XIII speak you can hear the difference.

King of the Demons pop up in your dreams, wake up in fear and there ain't noone there.
Turn the lights on then I disappear, cut the lights off I appear in the mirror.

Get away get away get away.
Run away run away run away.

Get Away (Prod. GREAF)

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 You wear your heart on your sleeve, I just wear mine on my hood,
raise it up and receed into the shade for good.
receive a taste of disgust, i return the look.
We ain't on the same page we in a different book

I could leave you shook, boy please don't test me.
I don't waste time sending out the message,
I come through, do just what I said I'd do.
Then It's back off in the cut, I ain't duckin, I just move.
Like a ghost, I'm comin' through.

Let it all fall down, It never really mattered in the first place.
Please don't come around, I never really mattered in the first place.

I grew up by myself, so I like to be alone.
and I came up in the heat, So I like it when it's cold.
I was raised in the sun, I think that's why like the moon.
I am death, I'm a crow, I'm a rose, I'm the truth.

You're a lie, you're a joke, bitch I know, you ain't real
If you were, you'd be dead, you pretend, your the man
with the plan, but your not, cuz I got, the schematics in the vault
keep it locked up, keep the combo, keepin secrets from the world

Let it all fall down, It never really mattered in the first place.
Please don't come around, I never really mattered in the first place.

Roots (Prod. GREAF)

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Late night walking in the moonlight's gaze,
Looking 'round for something but I'm not sure what it is.
If the wind blows, can it take me away?
If it takes me away, will it take away the pain.

Take away the pain, take away my name
Leave me faceless, Leave me blank,
Open up your eyes, if you really want to see.
Walk into the shadows, come and find me.

I'll Take you in, Take you home, take you back to the place that you used to know.
Back to the place that you used to go, underneath the tree's that you used to own.
In the comfort of the shade that you used to have, Wood chairs on grass, cold water on tap,
Old bubble screen fuzzy, with them black fuzzy slippers, If I ever catch you slippin, then that blade is gonna hit ya. 

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Nothin makin sense, and that's just how the world works
No I ain't the first to say it, but that doesn't change the worth.

I'll Take You In (Prod. GREAF)

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Yes I am the reaper, the reason you're losing sleep is cuz of me,
Cuz of all the darkness, agony, misery that I bring,
I only wanna help you and guide you to the truth,
But if you're scared let me know, cause you don't even have to go.

You don't even have to know, all the things that I know.
All the things that they show, are really all just for show,
Don't get lost in a world that you can't understand
Don't believe a single thing that they feed you just cuz you can.

Know you can't, No you don't, Don't keep lyin to yourself,
Sayin  it will be alright, when you know that that's a lie.
Don't you ever doubt yourself when you get that feeling inside.
It's okay when something's wrong, if you know you can make it right.

Take the time, take the chance, 
Take a breath, take a step
Take a risk, You don't really wanna wonder what it could've been

You don't really   wanna wonder what it could have been

On Second Thought, (Prod. GREAF)

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I'm not hidin from you, I'm not hidin from the truth,
From the fact that shit's so wack and I get caught up in it too.
I sip Rossi when I do, til I'm spinnin in my room.
I been chillin by myself I don't regret when I do.

No regrets is how I live, No regrets is how I'll die.
I ain't worried bout my life, cuz I know I live it right.
Cuz I'm doin what I want, Ain't nobody gonna stop me.
Catch me in my room alone, drippin vodka in my rossi.

Everybody always wanna bring me down,
But words been gettin round I thought you knew.
OmenXIII showed up with flow,
If I'm at the show bet that bitch gone go,

If I'm in the pit, bet that bitch gone flip
If I pull a blade, bet that bitch gone switch 
If I see, bet that bitch gone trip.
If I see a hater, bet that bitch gone dip.

I could never worry about an enemy, i am my priority.
I am everything that I will ever need, I am everything that I will ever be
I will never run away and I will never give up on myself or anything that I stand for.

I'm Not Hiding From Anything (Prod. GREAF)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMfNCuPUttQ

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I'm walking on glass can you please just, just get off my back for a second. 
Step down and feel, everything that I've been going through.
Sometimes I feel like a ghost, even if you can't see
I'm still a ghost so.
so I can go through anything and everything, 
Just give me some time tonight.

And it turns out this glass on the floor,
is falling right out of my chest,
I can't believe i hadn't noticed but,
but my head is empty too, 
I just don't know anymore. 
What Am I waiting for?
Who am I looking for?

I just don't know anymore.

At The Bottom Of This Lake Called Misery (Prod. GREAF)

OmenXIII

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