I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways

live forever lil peep but that company and record label failed him and they should not be in control of his everybody's everything that should between his friends and everyone else.

black nails black sheep I was never meant to be...

niggas sayin niggas woke no smoke (prod. seven sixx) [7/26/2019]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzXEM2beb8g

You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

Music Video

Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

I close my eyes, then I see your eyes,
I look around, and your not around.
In my mind, I start to realize,

Tell me if you need me,
You know that I need you.
I don't really need you,
I just really want you.
I want you to come through,

Tell me what you wanna do,

Tell me what you wanna be,
Tell me if you want me,
You don't really need me,
I just really want you.

Tell me what you wanna be.

Baby won't you come to me.

MUSIC VIDEO

I Know It's Complicated (Prod. Lunar Vision)

vocals: soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod: soundcloud.com/colorhue

lyrics:
when i close my eyes now
i can see your face but
i can not erase it
i can not replace it
feels like it was yesterday
i used to see you everyday
i remember everything
i don't want you to fade away
i still pretend that you are here
watch me look into the mirror
disappear then reappear
hanging from the chandelier
i wish i was alive again
wish i cloud be by your side
now i just flout around our room and cry
every day and every night

i am a lost soul
without you
i am a lost soul
without you
i hope that you die so that you can come back to me
i am a lost soul
i feel alone without you i am half of me
i am a lost soul

omenxiii - a letter to the living (prod. color hue)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUatwmfJBrg

Drums by: OmenXIII

Greaf Album, Soon.

There's always so much going on, I can't go on like this.
I can't stay strong like this. Sometimes I'm wrong, like you. 
Sometimes I'm right, nothings new. 

Nothing new to me, 

I just go to sleep then lucid dream and I wake up again
 
I could work, get everything, but when I die I'll lose it all
I'm nobody special, but to me that really means a lot,
I've been copin' with my demons secretly I know a lot.
I don't see the point of life, so I'm a dissapointment, yeah.

I just wanna go to sleep and meet the thing that sent me here.

And now I'm runnin again,

VIDEO

There's Always So Much Going On (Prod. GREAF) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

FREE DOWNLOAD: http://bit.ly/2h3zHHf

Life changes every day, Should I go or should I stay
Should I try this out again or should I find another way.
I been tryna right my wrongs, I know that I make mistakes.
But I left em all behind, Watch me step up out the frame

I'm a ghost with the crows I got spirits in my home,
And they know that I know, we don't have to toe to toe
What is death to demi-god, I just call it moving on.
Don't you worry about me if you still dont know who you are.

Me? I'm a King, Black Nails, Black Sheep.
I'm the demon in your dreams, bringing pain with no release.
I am life I am death, I am I, No one else.
In the dark, but I see, yes I see everything.

I don't need anything, Watch me die with the trees
Become one with the world, with the place that helped me be.
I'm at peace with myself, But no peace for the Earth,
if you wanna piece of me, then that's something that you earn.

MISFIT

FREE DOWNLOAD

Grey Skies Are My Favorite (Prod. notmorgn)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

Free Download: http://bit.ly/2qcvzfj

I got 10 black nails, Studded belt on my waist.
Butterfly knife like a lullaby, Like a lullaby, I'll send yo ass to paradise.

she thought that she was dreamin when she seen me finally come outside,
shawty watchin me move side to side just like I hypnotize.
aye, now she mesmerized, said she wanna fuck with me,
you ain't gotta do to much for me, just leave me satisfied.
I got lots of time on me, so you know I can satisfy.
I got all these racks on me, I got all this gasoline
all that shit don't mean a thing to me, my dreams are dead to me.
aye, Bitch you dead to me, shawty givin' head to me.

Everybody hate me cuz I'm comin' up apparently,
#1 underrated artist in this industry.
unappreciated, that's okay, cuz I'ma be alright.
Sing this lullaby just one more time before I die tonight.

I can't die tonight, you know I'ma ride with mine,
keep em by my side to feel alive until the end the of time.
I can't die tonight, you know I'ma ride with mine,
keep em by my side to feel alive until the end the of time.

Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby.
shawty watchin me move side to side just like I hypnotize.
now she mesmerized, said she wanna fuck with me,
you ain't gotta do to much for me, just leave me satisfied.
I got lots of time on me, so you know I can satisfy.
I got all these racks on me, I got all this gasoline
all that shit don't mean a thing to me, my dreams are dead to me.
aye, bitch you dead to me, shawty givin head to me.

Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby.

GRIM

Like A Lullaby (Prod. Purpdogg)

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/dysphora

LYRICS:
she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

slither through my thoughts then wrap into my bed. tore my head off never sew me back again go ahead pull me by my thread. wake up and the rose i left for you are dead .ok. ima grab ya by yr eyes. come speak to me in cries. slice open my soul and you wanna step inside. livin off of evil but then you suffice. she love to sin. lucifer in disguise. with ripped up tights. i think ik why i’m always high body like a sauna you my only way to get to nirvana 

fear that i’m loosing all feeling. but that face is just so damn appealing. look like a model making a million out of my breathe that she stealing 

i’m like god damn slow down. she want it now. infatuation killing me. sweat drip from my brow. 

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me. 

she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me.

INFATUATION **@_florahill**

Seconds now drag on, but moments seem to fade away,
When I wake up I wait for the end of the day,
but my mind can't make time for my thoughts, so I cave,
Know things change, but I've watched my emotions decay,

Every day try to maintain, I just break away,
And the pain gets so numb that it leaves me afraid,
Now my gaze is something that they just can't mistake,
Losing touch with this world is so easy to me,

Dissappointing how easy it is to delete
Anybody that tries to step infront of me,
Things are different when there's really not much you need,
When perspectives start bleeding there's not much to see,

I feel guilty for things that I don't need to be,
How I've felt, how I should, how I can't even sleep,
How I still have these times I can't help but feel weak,
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me,

These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.

SWEAR

These Are Words, But These Feelings Are So Real To Me (Prod. GREAF)

mix/master by Ashton Traitor
https://soundcloud.com/ashtontraitor

Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

OmenXIII

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