I think I live for nothing  I want to die for something. ppl live ppl die. that doesn't change or resid minds.

OMENXIII

"HALF HEARTED" Coming Soon.

(How come when people have mental damage it's always an active imagination?
How come every organ in your body can get sick and you get sympathy, except the brain?
So you've got this nagging looptape that goes over and over again that drives you insane
So you see, what the problem is? What once made you safe, now drives you insane.)

Somebody tell me, am I enough?
Am I wrong to be this way?
Am I wrong to feel this pain?
It's like every single day is wasted away and I hate it.

But let's face it, nobodies special.
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several.
I live a life that I cannot call my own.
Why live a life, if it only feels stressful.

I guess it's just because I don't know no better than this.
That's why I cope with my emptiness
I enjoy my loneliness.

(They will never understand.
I will never be like them.
They will never understand
I will never change myself.)

Somebody tell me, am I enough?
Am I wrong to be this way?
Am I wrong to feel this pain?
It's like every single day is wasted away and I hate it.

But let's face it, nobodies special.
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several.
I live a life that I cannot call my own.
Why live a life, if it only feels stressful.

I run out the door, where the time goes.
Where did my life go,
Where did my mind go.

I'm stuck in a cyclone
I'm lost in the chaos
A world without high hopes
I'm hoping mine pays off.

That's the best that I can do for now
But it's still better than you somehow.

So I stay in the shadows, I won't make a sound.
Please do not let me out, No do not let me out.

I don't need nobody to tell me I'm enough.
I'm not wrong to be this way.
I'm not wrong to feel this pain.
I know every single day I'm wasting away, and I hate it.

So let's face it, nobodies special.
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several.
I live a life that I cannot call my own.
And I survive, I don't care if it's stressful.

Enough Is Enough (Prod. OmenXIII)

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You don't know me,

No you do not know me,

You don't know me,
you don't know anything
I see the hate but to me it's just jealousy,
desperately typin on keys I can see through the enmity,
There's no complexity.

You look for approval, I do not have that dependancy.
You look to make moves but as usual you just keep movin without no integrity.

You step to me then I'll be your last enemy.
My specialty shortens your life expectancy.
I'll show you what to expect when you only show trechery.
OmenXIII and there ain't nothin left of me.

I was the kid with the blade to my wrist every night in my home.
I was the kid with a couple friends and I still felt all alone.
I couldn't talk to nobody that would understand,
I couldn't talk to my parents my siblings, my friends,

music was the only thing there for me.
I was the kid at night that couldn't go to sleep.
I was the kid that hoped nobody notice me
Everyone tryna tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to be.

I feel like I heard it all, feel I seen it all
Tell me who's dreams am I dreamin if I just want freedom, 
somebody please come make the bleeding stop.

You don't know me,

No you do not know me,

Nameless (Prod. ɐɹᵗʰrᶰ & Chromakey) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Crows (Prod. ʎpoqou)

I don't even wanna kill, but sometimes I think I might. 
Every moment seems still every time I shut my eyes.
Think It's just the way I feel, I don't even know why.
Every day I wanna live, but every night I wanna die.

I don't see the point of life,
Was I just put here to rot,
in this box, in this coffin,
locked with my thoughts and I'm running out of options.
crows on my window, knots in my conscience,
floatin through a thin door.

I'm just another lost soul,
OmenXIII, and that's all you need to know.
I hate my fuckin life, Every night I'm dyin slow.
Every day I'm livin' fast, I'm just doin what I can.

See I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid I really can't.
Who would want to spend forever being nothing but a man.
I could never be a man, I'm the King of the Demons,
I'm Prince of the Shadows, step inside and you will see.

Hear a scream outside, look out see me, 
Black nails at my side, white tee still clean.
Switchblade, butterfly, dead man at my feet.
XIII on his side, blood drippin down the street.

Just another fuckin reason you should never fuck with me.
I cannot show any mercy if you steppin on my feet,
When I look into the mirror I can't even see a thing.
Just the fragments of a man who keep walkin in his sleep.

Nothing Matters (Prod. drew the architect)

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FROM THE DEPTHS

Bloo Berries (Prod. drip-133)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

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I'm tryna feel alive, but I'm dead inside. 
I walk with with the moon and the night by my side
My friends and my family, they give me some purpose.
So they don't deserve this, nobody's perfect.

I am nobody without imperfection,
I die every night, every day ressurection
My shadows the closest thing to understanding me
Are you understanding me?

I feel alone,

even when somebodies right there beside me I feel alone.
It's nobodies fault but mine, I'm sorry I still feel alone.
even when somebodies right there beside me I feel alone.
It's nobodies fault but mine, I'm sorry I still feel alone.

I feel alone.

DEATH

Regret (Prod. color hue)

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We rollin', rollin', roll.
We rollin', rollin', roll.
We smokin', smokin', smoke.
We smokin', smokin', smoke.

Black blunts, gathered grass wrapped in backwoods 
Bands up, we smoke packs by the handful.
Act tough, say y'all bust like some canned goods.
Flash floods, stay inside when the rain comes.

Make what I make in one day you take months
fake fuck, bitch that aint yo whip, you can't stunt.
Lame stuff, don't get laced up with laced blunts.
Say somethin, you might get traced up with white chalk

Quite dark, It ain't safe on the sideyard.
Might walk down to the the woods let the woods spark.
Try hards, y'all aint hood, y'all got good parks.
Might harm, take that arm if you reach far.

These days, seem weak hey, seems the scene's changed.
Sweepstakes for leaf rakes, cuz these hoes these crazy.
Don't rap bout no straps if you roleplay.
Y'all actors act up in the wrong lanes.

Hot meals on these streets, bitch we serve fades.      
Chiefin on this weed, we feel no pain.
Real g's might keep heat, I just bring blades'. 	
Can't ride, can't play sides swervin both lanes. 

Black night, camoflouge put your boots on.
Hack knife, cut half off like some coupons.
Slack twice, y'all gone fold like some futons.
Black, white, don't think twice pussy move on.

Weed stretch likes two weeks, if I need some
Keep left, when I write, fuck what you on.
We stress, we suggest keep your cool son.
Deep breaths, one wrong step then your crew gone.

We rollin', rollin', roll.
We rollin', rollin', roll.
We smokin', smokin', smoke.
We smokin', smokin', smoke.

BlackWidow (Prod. Purpdogg)

They try to judge how we live, by the way we waste away.
They try to see our intentions, by the way we make mistakes.
Feeling numb, feeling great, I think I want to fade away.
Smoking blunts in the rain,    Just cuz it help me take the pain.

I think I live for nothing,
I want to die for something.
I think I live for nothing,
I want to die for something.

People live, people die, that doesnt change our fragile minds.
Loss is hard all the time, we keep that pain trapped deep inside.
I cry alone, I cry alone, please keep this between me and you.
"Die alone, Die alone," that's what they told me I would do.

I think I live for nothing,
I want to die for something.
I think I live for nothing,
I want to die for something.

SWEAR

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Please Keep This Between Me & You (Prod. GREAF)

Certain problems I keep brawlin.
I cant find a way to stops thinkin these thoughts and
Curtains callin, darkness fallin,
I know I'm gonna die, but it just feels like I'm stallin.

Life still changin, rearranging,
No matter what the shape is I can't seem to shake the pain
I don't wanna go, but I don't wanna stay.
still tryna find out what makes this so great.

Rollin, Smokin, til I'm zonin.
Airplane mode, you can't hit my phone.
Pourin, sippin', 'til I'm tippin.
A lot of people got a lot to say, I won't listen.

All I wanna do is push limits
All I seem to do is keep distance.
Every days a struggle when you lose the fuckin will to find a reason and get left with no decisions.

Emotions slippin away from my reach.
Apathy crawlin, creepin inside me.
perfect timing, I'm unwinding.
Black hoodie up when the sunlight blind me, 

Wait through the day for a different climate,
Gauge my mistakes in a different lighting.
Eyes can't lie, wanna die sometimes.
Surprised when I wake, but at least I'm trying.

All the days, they turn to dust.
Resurrect me, wake me up.

Wake Me Up (Prod. GREAF)

I am stranger to hello,
I've just been keepin my head low.
Hated myself when I said yes.
Everything changed when I said no.

Everyones different but I suppose,
that life's what you make it, so I make it go
Further and deeper into the unknown.
Everythings difficult when you oppose

All of the reasons they say that we fall,
I don't think that people are needed at all.
I don't think emotions or feelings are fleeting,
I breathe and start thinking the more we feel needed

We cling to the things that make us feel completed,
People just want find some sort of reason.
We hate our mistakes and the more we repeat em
that hate starts to bleed into feelings of regret.

Stranger (Prod. GREAF)

I live my life the way I want so what the fuck is a job?
I light my blunt, I blow my smoke, and then I breathe in the fog.
There's a certain type of feeling looking down from the top.
Heavy burden on my shoulders and so much in my palms.

Oh my god, Oh my god, Feels like I'm a mirage.
Cuz I can't see myself until I get so desperate I fall
Sometimes I stress, or feel depressed, I put my back to the wall.
I cannot rest, I can't reset the pressure I feel at all.

Some say that there's someone watching,
Some say that there's something waiting.
Some say that we should care but,
I never got the hint.

Some say we can find a reason
Some say every day gets better,
Some say you should just be happy,
I think they're full of shit.

Some Say (Prod. GREAF)

The sky is falling, light is falling down.

My eyes are only fighting til they drown.

Help me take this pain,

Take it all away.

The Sky Is Falling (Prod. GREAF)

It's the same thing time and time again.
Put my life on the line to find a means to an end.
It's all in my mind, it's all in my head.
Should I still be alive or am I better off dead?

We dont gotta live, I think we all gotta try.
we ride through the night whether we live or we die,
it's all in our  heads, It's all in our minds.
We live in the dark just so we can see the light.

I get the feeling that there's noone watching me,
I hear whispers I feel something's calling me.
"You're all I need,
If anything.
Remember me
Remember me..."

A slave to the blood that I release with my knife.
I keep turning away, until there's nothing in sight.
feels like there's nothing inside, and so I swallow my pride.
But that can't just subside the hunger I have of time.

It's the price that we pay, that measures all our success.
Trust me, I've seen it all, so I know what to expect.
How the fuck can you give, what you can't even accept.
Don't look into my eyes, unless you're ready for death.

I get the feeling that there's noone watching me.
I hear whispers I feel somethings calling me.
"You're all I need,
If anything.
Remember me
Remember me..."

Remember (Prod. Purpdogg)

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Gotta keep my voice down, cuz I know they sleepin.
Racks still stackin, every day still a weekend
House been jumpin every night full of demons.
Creepin, up and down the walls just like some creatures.

you said you think, but do you really fuckin know though.
Smokin on a oz. so we callin this the o-zone.
6 Bottles in the bag, Two blunts in the roto,
These moments last way longer than a photo.

Keep it on the low low. Still ridin solo. 
Bout it while you bouncin like mothafuckin a pogo,
Switchin up, flippin side to side bitch that's a no-no
I'm hidden while you flexin bnb's out in Noho.

I think it's safe to say around here that that's a no-go.
Pro Clubs bitch, we ain't never rockin polo.
Whole show bumpin, after that we gotta go bro
But they can't even see me through the tint of the windows.

Twin rows back to back in that whip hoe.
In the sprinter bitch fuck a limo.
Indonesian smoke for my kinfolk.
It goes round and round like a syndrome.

Bitch we do what we do, cuz we need to.
Need two bottles of wine for my sweet tooth.
Keep to myself when I really need to.
These dudes, think that I don't, but I see through,
We do.

We do anything that we wanna do,

Twin rows back to back in that whip hoe.
In the sprinter bitch fuck a limo.
Indonesian smoke for my kinfolk.
It goes round and round like a syndrome.

Bitch we do what we do, cuz we need to.
Need two bottles of wine for my sweet tooth.
Keep to myself when I really need to.
These dudes, think that I don't, but I see through,
We do.

UNDERWORLD

Chroma (Prod. Purpdogg)

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Who do you know?

We do this shit for the streets, we do the shit that we know.
Nothin in life that's for free, not even things that I know.
You want the smoke that I got, you want the plug I can call.
You don't want smoke on this block, Tell me then who do you know?

Bitch if you want it, I got it. Bitch that's why noone can stop me.
These people act like my wallet, These people act out of pocket.
These people flexin alot, When they see me they ain't talkin.
I thought those people was bangin, but why then they can't get it poppin.

I know some people these people don't know.
All of my brothas keep it in the low.
We stay anonymous, we don't need problems bitch
We just keep workin, so we don't need options and

All of those people, they ain't really bout it but
We gotta eat so we eatin without em.
Go grab you a plate if you really about it,
Get in this rotation if you really bout it.

We runnin shit there ain't no way around it.
Live and we die there ain't no way around it.
If I'ma go out then this how I'll be out it.
There's no other way if you really about it.

I'm at the house every day cuz I'm bout it,
I'ma do all this shit with or without em
Stackin up money I don't even count it.
You act like you hungry? bitch I really doubt it.

Who do you know?

Anonymous (Prod. Purpdogg)

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Bitch we pulled up early to the show, I think it's 6 o'clock
Fuck it we smokin blunts in the mothafuckin parking lot
I called an uber so I don't need no fuckin parking spot.
Bitch y'all some losers, I do this shit without no problems, huh?

Why they tryna catch the wave, they need to fall up off me.
All of my brotha's keepin it real it aint no option.
We do the shit y'all want every day and that's a promise.
People wanna fuck with me but I can't take no losses

S.O.S. Save Our Scene, OmenXIII can you do this shit?
You tell me, pull up to all these shows come watch me move this shit.
Thought it was a fuckin fight the way you see us movin bitch.
Bitch this ain't no fight, respect the pit or get dropped stupid quick.

Yeah we gon smoke in this bitch there really ain't no stoppin us.
Yeah we gon sip this shit, I don't really see no problems.
Bitch they just mad as fuck, they not us, that's not our problem.
I got a hundred blades, they solve 99 problems.

808's bangin, the fuckin bass gon make you bounce bitch.
Thought they was some rappers but they stressin bout they outfits.
Bitch my shit black, it's always all black, and that's about it.
I see you lack, you can't get on track cuz you ain't bout it.

If my nigga's trappin, it's cuz they tryna make that money flip.
If my nigga's slackin, you know my other niggas tellin him.
Bitch we stay workin, that's why we really on some other shit.
Bitch we not perfect, my purpose teach you how to get through it.

They can feel me on a deeper level than the physical.
You lookin for talent bitch you lookin at the pinacle.
Labels just study us cuz they don't know what they lookin for.
They need the truth when I speak bitch I mean every syllable.

They just some actors bitch they ain't chillin with no criminals.
I swear when people come round me they be on they tippy toes.
I swear the shelf that I'm smokin always somethin critical.
This is our scene for eternity, bitch we invincible.

Please Keep This Between Me & You (Prod. GREAF)

OmenXIII

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