I just remembered this song from 2009 and right now it relates to my situation (so I decided to make a girl version)



Worldwide (Big Time Rush) - COVER

goes out to my ex lmao :* thanks for the amazing song

Forbidden Love

Forbidden Love - Isabella Gonzalez

In a Lifetime

Fire Breathing Dragon - Isabella Gonzalez

In a Lifetime - Isabella Gonzalez

UNDER MY SKIN

verse 1:
if i could wake up in an afterlife.
if i could hold you close, without a fight
life would be easy
life would be easy

if we could choose to last forever i,
if i could change this life overnight
life would be easy
nothing good, will ever come easy

Chorus:
i don’t always seem to understand
do you understand?
do you love me even though
sometimes i don’t seem to give a damn?
gotta learn from that.
cause i love you even though;
sometimes you got me tripping, my hearts on the floor
then you see right through me, I’m running, 
what for?
there’s no point resisting
cause, i’ve got you under my skin
unconditionally I’ll let you in

(instrumental)

Verse 2:
if we could do it again every night
if we knew we could always make it right
love would be easy
this love will never be easy 

Chorus:
i don’t always seem to understand
do you understand?
do you love me even though
sometimes i dont seem to give a damn?
gotta learn from that.
cause i love you even though;
sometimes you got me tripping, my hearts on the floor
then you see right through me, I’m running, 
what for?
there’s no point resisting
cause, i’ve got you under my skin
unconditionally I’ll let you in

bridge:
although you gotta know
you’re all i need and more
i dont ever mean it
i only hurt when im hurting 
so know that when its dark at night
you’re the moon i need your light  
come on baby make it right  

spoken:
want you to know, no matter what we’ve been through
you know i’ll always wanna be with you...
even if i don’t seem to understand cause i

dont always seem to understand
im sorry for that
and sometimes i don’t seem to give a damn
gotta learn from that.


Chorus:
i don’t always seem to understand
do you understand?
do you love me even though
sometimes i dont seem to give a damn?
gotta learn from that. 
cause i love you even though;  
sometimes you got me tripping, my hearts on the floor
then you see right through me, I’m running, 
what for?
but there’s no point resisting
cause, i’ve got you under my skin
unconditionally I’ll let you in


Under My Skin

Under My Skin - Isabella Gonzalez

Closer (The Chainsmokers) COVER

Treat You Better - Shawn Mendes COVER

Need You Most (Acoustic)

Maria - 
Isabella Gonzalez

na re na re na no eh 
na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh

time stops and i stand still
got my mind stuck in a windmill
oh baby our love is like a tug of war
oh baby if we only knew it before
I wouldn’t touch it, if i liked it
wish I held on, but I lost it
now its too late its all been said and its done
I’m sorry if we only never begun

cause you know i can’t fight it
my desire’s crying
waiting for so long
but the way you love her 
i just cant decipher
i can’t do this anymore

(chorus)
I gave ya everything I had,
showed you everything I know I know
though you gave everything to her
tried to level it i know, i know 
tried to never let us fall apart
but what could we do with your broken heart?
This would’ve been beautiful,
but maria, maria, maria, maria…

na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh

make me jealous in a heartbeat
don’t you know that It’s kinda lonely
for all those times that when i looked in your eyes
I couldn’t help but see I’m living a lie

cause you know i can’t fight it
my desire’s crying
waiting for so long
but the way you love her
i just cant decipher
i can’t do this anymore

(chorus)
I gave ya everything I had
showed you everything I know I know
though you gave everything to her
tried to level it i know, i know 
tried to never let us fall apart
but what could we do with your broken heart?
This would’ve been beautiful,
but maria, maria, maria, maria…

na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh
na re na re na no eh

(Bridge)
she had you first
she had you first no
she had you first 
she had you first
(she had you first na na)
love cant compete
(she had you first na na)
its always been her baby
(she had you first)
you coulda been the one for me
(she had you first)
guess this is how its meant to be

Maria

Frenship & Emily Warren cover :* <3 video is up on YouTube

Capsize COVER

Stay - Zedd & Alessia Cara COVER

Stay (Zedd & Alessia Cara) Isabella Gonzalez CHIPMUNK REMIX

Ed Sheeran - Shape of You (Cover)

Farewell

Missing You (feat. Sooflyy) (strings version)

FREE DOWNLOAD! :) Enjoy fam x lol (idk dont ask about the image i thought it was cute)

The Cure - Lady Gaga (cover)

Original // 2017 © Isabella Gonzalez

Lyrics:

have you ever had that moment,
when you felt so much love and hope in your heart?
but then it all just falls apart   

Don’t Tell Me 
Isabella Gonzalez 

Verse one:
what we have is good no you can’t deny that
how you believed in me, now I can’t define that.
and now here we’re standing face to face
looking in your eyes, don’t know what to say
and i know i made some big mistakes
but if you leave ill go insane, so baby, 
damn damn
is that what you wanted?
damn damn
oh baby I know you still cry
every night inside
so broken, I just cant fight
it wasn’t right I’m sorry i know

Pre-chorus:
now every time we only stand to fall
and in the end we’re feeling nothing at all
for all the times we couldn’t understand it
took it for granted but

Chorus:
don’t tell me, that we never cared at all
don’t tell me, everything we had was wrong
don’t tell me, that we’ll never make it through
don’t tell me that you don’t know what to do
don’t tell me i don’t love you
don’t tell me i dont love you
don’t tell me you don’t love me too
don’t tell me i don’t love you

Bridge:
you’re everything i have and everything i know oh,
from walking through this life, I’ve never felt alone
Oh, I never said what you mean to me
Cause my pride and ego made believe
that you never cared to see
but you only loved me and

That what we have is good, so why deny that
How you believed in me now I can’t define that

Chorus:
don’t tell me, that we never cared at all
don’t tell me, everything we had was wrong
don’t tell me, that we’ll never make it through
don’t tell me that you don’t know what to do
don’t tell me i don’t love you
don’t tell me i don’t love you
don’t tell me you don’t love me too
don’t tell me i don’t love you

Cause I know you do mmm.

Don't Tell Me

Attention - Charlie Puth cover

non-clean version (but free for download)

Can't Help Falling In Love - Isabella Gonzalez (cover)

Take it or leave it
Baby take it or leave it
But I know you won’t leave it
Cause I know that you need it uh uh
Look in the mirror
When I look in the mirror
Baby I see it clearer
Why you wanna be nearer uh uh

no I’m not surprised I sympathise
Now I, I can’t deny your appetite 

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Dont see a point in blaming you
If I were you id do me too
You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Dont see a point in blaming you
If I were you id do me too

Reaching your limit
Say you’re reaching your limit
Going over your limit 
But I know you can’t quit it uh uh
Something about me
Got you hooked on my body
Take you over and under and twisted up like origami uh oh

And I’m not surprised I sympathise
And I can’t deny your appetite

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Dont see a point blaming you
If I were you id do me too

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Dont see a point blaming you
If I were you id do me too

The way you walk the way you talk
I blame you cause its all your fault
You’re playing hard, don’t turn me off
You’re acting hard but I know you’re soft
You my fetish, I’m so with it
All these rumours being spreaded
Might as well go ‘head and whip it
Cause they said we already did it
Call on Gucci if you ever need
And ill be south beach in the drop top gleaming’
order diamonds, aquafina just…

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Dont see a point blaming you
If I were you id do me too

FETISH (COVER) - Selena Gomez

Boys -Charli XCX cover

I Forgive You - Isabella Gonzalez

VERSE ONE
hey baby oh, yeah I’m talking to you
know everything that you done
and everything you been through
I know…
I know its kinda hard to understand
To forgive and forget
when it just hurts so bad yeah
Ooh, you don’t know if you want to
Ooh, or if you even know how?

PRE CHORUS
you were hurting, and you broke down
like a thousand times right to the ground
you couldnt take it, cause you
were full of hatred and you
dont know if you like this
but aren’t you sick of drinking their poison?
if you cant do it for them 
then do it for yourself.
let me hear you say

CHORUS
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you

VERSE TWO
and you don’t know it cuts through these veins
cause everything that I feel
and everything I see is pain 
But then I realise I’ve done the same 
so gotta leave what doesn’t serve me, 
Need the better to reign hey
Ooh, no I don’t know if I want to…
Ooh, its just too hard to know how.

PRE CHORUS
i was hurting, and i broke down
like a million times, right to the ground
i couldn’t take it, cause i,
was full of hatred and i
i dont know,  if i like this
but im sick of drinking your poison
If i can’t do it for you, 
I’ll do it for myself 
so i..

CHORUS
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you

BRIDGE
look,  to all the friends and all the haters, 
and to me of my past
When I was falling at my worst
And I had nothing to grasp
And i, can understand I may have hurt you too
with the betrayal or the lies or a cycle of you
And me, and the world
what? wicked and weak
we’re just a victim of somebody else’s weakness you see
If they 
forgive you,
You can forgive me…
Because how can you accept and then refuse to see and say


CHORUS
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you
i-i- I forgive you

OUTRO:
If I can’t do it for you 
I’ll do it for myself

I forgive you.

I Forgive You

Low key 

Verse one
they don’t know I’m thinking about you
its not the first time
but ever since I’m thinking about you
it feels so right
I didn’t think this could happen
I miss you 
I didn’t think i could like it 

I’ve been thinking about 
you and I, paradise
you, and i close my eyes
i see you standing there, and baby all i hear
is you and I, paradise
you, and I close my eyes
I see you standing there, and baby all i hear

Pre-chorus:
is you, oh you
And I feel, That I’m 

Chorus:
Low-key thinking about you and i 
low-key thinking about you and i
low-key dreaming about you and i
low-key dreaming about you and I 

Verse two:
I don’t know whats bound to happen
with you on my mind
but i know that its gonna happen
just a matter of time
never thought i could love you
after so long
and never thought i would want to

Low-key thinking about 
you and I, paradise
you, and i close my eyes
i see you standing there, and baby all i hear
is you, oh you
And I feel, so real


Chorus:
Low-key thinking about you and i 
low-key thinking about you and i
low-key dreaming about you and i
low-key dreaming about you and I 

Low-key thinking about you and i  
low-key thinking about you and i
low-key dreaming about you and i
low-key dreaming about you and I

Low-Key

I sit at home and think of all the lost times
just sorta thinking of where I’d be tonight
if I were still your girl
and had my world, all turned
and intertwined, would I be living in paradise?
A year or so pass by and I’m living life.
Forgot about you boy, or that you were ever mine.
And now you call my phone,
right after I’ve moved on,
and tell me you were wrong.
Well listen good this is my last song

Yeah I never ever shoulda brought you home with me
Mmm, cause ever since that night you know my father cant sleep
Mmm, no I could never ever picture a life with you
You know it took a lot of patience with that attitude
I bet you nobody will understand you like i do
and i bet you no one will ever know how much i went through
you always made it about you, you, you
not everything’s about you, you, you
no its not about
no its not about
no its not about

I live alone and I sleep better at night.
I was sick of hearing how much I never tried
or how you never felt safe,
and how you talked to my face
then telling me how I betrayed,
when you never there for me in the first place.

yeah i never ever shoulda brought you home with me
Oh, cause ever since that day you know my mama cant eat
Mmm, I bet you nobody will understand you like i do
Oh, and I bet you no one will ever know how much I went through
you always made it about you, you, you
not everything’s about you, you, you
no its not about
no its not about
no its not about
no its not about
no its not about

Not About You

Hush

Grow Up

No one seems to understand how I feel, until they hear my music. Welcome to my official musical diary. (All original songs unless stated otherwise) // Mixed and produced all on my own :) hope you enjoy x

Isabella Gonzalez

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