I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

Where I got it from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opnlR3by5qA

Fried By Fluoride - In Excellent Order

Produced by 1ky & hhhertha

Lyrics:

why you always watchin me?
it’s like a drowning fate 
and now you comin after me 
i guess i am a great 
and demons just keep following 
you want a part of me 
don’t gotta be that blind to see 
i figure that the world is fake 

why you always watchin me?
it’s like a drowning fate 
and now you comin after me 
i guess i am a great 
and demons just keep following 
you want a part of me 
don’t gotta be that blind to see 
i figure that the world is fake 

drain my blood 
just empty out my veins
in the end
it’ll all just fade away

i know i could go without 
build me up, just so you can take me back down
you can’t seem to hear me shout
you’re layin on my chest but you don’t ever hear it-

silent suffocation 
i need to break the chain
feelin like a patient 
it’s hard to stay refrained 
fuck an explanation 
just here to feel the pain 
feeling so betrayed 
been sedated for some days 

why you always watchin me?
it’s like a drowning fate 
and now you comin after me 
i guess i am a great 
and demons just keep following 
you want a part of me 
don’t gotta be that blind to see 
i figure that the world is fake 

drain my blood 
just empty out my veins
in the end
it’ll all just fade away

i know i could go without 
build me up, just so you can take me back down
you can’t seem to hear me shout
you’re layin on my chest but you wont ever hear it-

silent suffocation 
i need to break the chain
feelin like a patient 
it’s hard to stay refrained 
fuck an explanation 
just here to feel the pain 
feeling so betrayed 
been sedated for some days 

why you always watchin me?
it’s like a drowning fate 
and now you comin after me 
i guess i am a great 
and demons just keep following 
you want a part of me 
don’t gotta be that blind to see 
i figure that the world is fake

always watching

if its what u wanted

i will wait until you have to
say it to my face
i love making you wait
for days
i know you await me

everything is controlled by strings
i can't wait til you're the one controlling me
i don't care what you do
as long as it is you 
i don't care where you are
just need you in my arms

omg, omg
i'm so empty
omg, omg 
i'm so empty

do you like the sound
of my god forsaken voice?
despite when
it sounds like a boy?

everything is controlled by strings
i can't wait til you're the one controlling me
i don't care what you do
as long as it is you 
i don't care where you are
just need you in my arms

omg !

@deadatdawn

I wasted my time and my life just for you
There’s no solitude when im rotting from you
I feel so untied with my mind cause of you
I wanted to run from my mind and the truth

Too many problems rewind me on you
I’m stuck in this cycle of rotting in 2
This solitude reminds me of me and you
I’m stuck in this past I thought I gave it to you

Wrist sore they won’t find your remains
Too forward girl im stuck in my ways
I’ll bleed in the maze I couldn’t forget you’re face
I’ll never forgot who I am when im with 
you
Just kill me

@vasthearts

I pulled the gun from your head last time
I still remember the words that were said in your lies
In your eyes in your mind those crazy thoughts that’s how you got in mine
Think of shooting the gun
Yk what I’ve done


Where did your pain come from
Is it just you or all the deep cuts 
You’ll forget me soon baby so what
Just to leave me in the dusk
I dug myself into this place
You’re such a unfamiliar face
You told me you love me but that wasn’t the case

solitude ft vasthearts

oh brother this guy STINKS!!

demo

(Re-Upload since I forgot to record a backing guitar in the first cut and it sounded not great)

Hanging out with my pals, goofing off and joking around
I tell them I been thinking lately about putting myself in the ground
They just look around at each other and laugh really loud
I laugh too and we soon forget what we were talking about

After school I'm walking home, talking with my best friend
I look him in the eyes and say "you might not ever see me again"
He just laughs and punches my arm and says "y'know what man"
"You got a sense of humor I just don't understand"

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

I'm sitting on the couch with my mom, watching what's on the TV
I ask her if she'd do it all over, and if she'd wanna keep me
She doesn't say anything at all, just looks at me and blinks
Then she says of course but I can tell that she had to think

My little sister calls me up sometimes just to ask me how I am
She tries to empathize and pretend she can understand
I drop some hints here and there about my thoughts of death
She just sighs and says that I should do what I think is best

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm still only on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everyone wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Everyday the feeling grows and everyone around me knows
No one says anything, they're all ready to see me go
Always used to wonder if my life was meant to be
I don't have to anymore, everybody made it plain to see

Everyone wants me gone and I'm happy to oblige
Frankly speaking I'm tired of seeking love I'll never find
Friends and family all wanna see me underneath the ground six feet
So when I leave don't make a scene and act like you're gonna miss me

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

demo

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