i dont really know how to explain it but i love how you can really hear all of your influences throughout the years in it, people writing in genres they havent written all of their music in is a miraculous thing to me just from the really unique sounds and writing that comes from it

its not often i find an artist like you. but when i do, it changes my life. thank you

//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

STREAM/BUY - https://ffm.to/40fantasy
FEATURING @therobyguy

Lyrics:
Why'd you go back on an omen
Call up on a moment
You gave everything that you had
Oh, I'd want you back if you told me
We're living in a story
You gave everything that you had

If you were happy, tell me the sounds
That you heard everyday of your life
If you could dig me a hole in the ground
Something to keep us playing around and around

If you could show me who I want to be
We could tiptoe around our hearts
If you could show me who you want to see
We could skip the imaginary part

Why'd you go back on an omen
Call up on a moment
You gave everything that you had
Oh, I'd want you back if you told me
We're living in a story
You gave everything that you had

Cut ties, dead weight
Figure out
Oblivious all of the time
Show me
All the times you fell
And I think that you're my remedy
Falling back, falling back
Eyes rolling, seen it all
Miss that, miss that
Tied to an idea
'Cause I've been waiting for too long
From dawn 'til the sun will set

If you could show me who I want to be
We could tiptoe around our hearts
If you could show me who you want to see
We could skip the imaginary part

Why'd you go back on an omen
Call up on a moment
You gave everything that you had
Oh, I'd want you back if you told me
We're living in a story
You gave everything that you had
But if I told you the truth
Could I close my eyes & hear you say it too
And if you whisper "I love you"
We could skip the imaginary part

Stream

Living in a Story (ft. ROBY)

grace

sinkholes

had this lying around in my computer for a little while now so I just decided to release it 

still working on an EP its coming along slowly and surely

Drawn From Memory

special thanks to @phritzmusic for the gorgeous strings 

i miss the woods - examining my relationship with the woods near my house, and cataloguing my history of going out to sleep in them, in a hammock.

lyrics:
i walk throughout the birches
on the appalachian trail
i comfort all the oak trees
that the cloud's fellow fell
i strain to sight a dogwood
with its pus covered tail
i sleep with matted heartache
and the kiss of ivy veil
and the bugs are there
and the birds are there

i wake to bismuth lake lap
and a speedboats strident flare
i press my cheek to cotton
so the wind's not lonely there
i peek above the windbreak
and feel my shadow bare
but i dont feel like crying
cause the hammock stroked my hair
and the bugs are there
and the birds are there

i step to pass the threshold
of sacrament dune stair
and feel his heavy hand press
against my tepid air
i open up the doorway
and breathe his thickened air
i finally feel a dreamscape
it cradles my despair
and he lives in there
but the woods are there
and the bugs are there
and the birds are there

i miss the woods

download/pwyw

indigo awning - i miss the woods

kissing - my hometown manifest

lyrics:
its eyes are made of stone
and its mouth of sweat and oil
its speaks of god and home
and my legs abandon me next
and it hates me, and they hate me
and it hates me, but it holds me
and i press it to my heart
and i hold it to my eye

i think i feel it kissing up my back

the walls and floor are screaming
and my mother's voice is far
the miasmatic chugging
of my hometown's hunger surrounds me
and it cuts me, and it fucks me
and i hate it, but it loves me

i think i feel it kissing up my neck

indigo awning - kissing

comment 'umru sent me' if umru sent you

a note from ae:
this song is an expansion off of an old piano piece that i wrote. it was laying in the dust for a while until both of us finally decided it would be good to release again.  it's an older release but i'm very glad that even thru a lot of things i won't get into, it can finally shine. pls check out alaska's work as well, i wouldn't be where i am today without her :)

Follow aephyn:
soundcloud.com/heyaephyn
https://twitter.com/heyaephyn
https://linktr.ee/heyaephyn

Follow Alaska Sargent:
soundcloud.com/alaskasargent
https://twitter.com/alaskasargent
https://instagram.com/alaskasargent
https://alaskasargent.com

GO WITH THE SEASONS, WRITTEN BY A. SARGENT, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, AEPHYN.

Lyrics:
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons

(If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it)
(I'll hold you close and go with the seasons)

Alaska Sargent - Go With The Seasons (feat. aephyn)

happy new year :)

things will really pick up this year

mirror

Blank Space

project file: end_of_life

originally written in 1 hour, refined 6/1/23, a method to calm

it's over

thank you for believing in me

Kyodai

she/it
harbinger of "kittywampus"
observer
1/7 @lightbenders

indigo awning - i miss the woods

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