Sad lofi hip hop & slow beats with emotional vocals | <a href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/71019EDcRamfMmOEEoTdEu?si=1ec25f545d764d3d">Sleepy Lofi</a> | <a href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2YHJ9HYj50h5eEmSKAySCw?si=d0581b98c902426d">Chill Bea

the bootleg boy

neon lights

PROD Sogimura

LYRICS:
My whole personality is fucking breaking
I hold versatility and so I'm changing
I won't let you talk to me like I'm contagious 
I cope slowly let the laughter come contain it
Tryna beat the odds but I feel like Ima choke
People shut me off so I feel like I'm a joke
But when I stop the talk they like
Why you acting cold
Deep inside my thoughts
But you would never know

Yeah
Breaking records back to back 
And I ain't feeling shit
Staying severed from all of my past
I feel like this it
My life ain't gon go nowhere 
And thats the way it fucking is
I strived way out my fucking league
I should have stayed on the defensive
Saying all this shit like Ima make it
No I'm not
The rainy days taking over can you make it stop
Talking to myself yeah I think that I forgot
That there's only so much time
Ticking ticking on the clock

Changes

schwimmen

You Broke My Heart Again

~ fate

new song featuring Traa 

HDLife ( 0:48 - 1:50 )
So many songs I wrote
When I couldn't tell what I felt
So many songs I wrote
When I couldn't explain myself
It got lost on the way, my hope 
So many times, oh no
Oh do you understand how I cope
Or do you just me to go 

If you want me to go
I can do it, use to being alone
If you want me leave
I can do it, dont need to breathe 

Its just i myself and me
I wish you knew what I think
But I dont even know


Traa ( 2:05 - 2:34 )
No i dont think you’ll ever get it 
Ever get what’s in my head 
Not like you ever really cared 
You were never even really there 

And it’s not like you even tried 
You make me wanna die 
Baby girl you make me cry 
And for that I will not lie 

You got me going insane 
Taking smoke up to my brain
I don’t wanna feel again
I don’t really wanna feel again 
No I can’t lie you make me hate my life 
Now without you I can really try


HdLife ( 2:35 - 2:52 )
If you want me to go
I can do it, use to being alone
If you want me leave
I can do it, dont need to breathe
(breathe)

Songs I Wrote (ft. Traa)

Produced by and engineered by Giovanni
Mixed by Senzu and Giovanni
Mastered by Giovanni


Lyrics:
I love when we talk it out
There's so much to talk about
I try to watch my mouth as
These words are coming out cause
I ain't felt this way in a minute 
Girl I promise nah I ain't pretendin
Your soul its got me
You're the one that I need

Lonely Nights on the road showed me
That I don't wanna be alone no more
6 A.M and I'm at your door
Knowing that you'll expect more
My sweater as brown as your eyes
When we're together you always
look nice
Push yo foot on the pedal and drive
My way
Let me waste your time

I don't think you understand 
I'm always there if you need me
Always there if you need me
I don't think, you'd wanna hear
How much you're wanted here
Oh girl I need you near
woah
 
I love when we talk it out
There's so much to talk about
I try to watch my mouth as
These words are coming out cause
I ain't felt this way in a minute 
Girl I promise nah I ain't pretendin
Your soul its got me
You're the one that I need

You're the one I need
You're the one I see
Everyday when I'm out here winnin
Everyday when its like 
Outside baby grab the keys lets go
I don't wanna waste time 
can we hit this road
If its alright let me touch your soul but
You're so bright don't leave my side cause

I love when we talk it out
There's so much to talk about
I try to watch my mouth as
These words are coming out cause
Oh I love you
All i wanted was you
All I want

Shes Latina W/ Giovanni

backyard beetle - mortified w/ cxrter (prod. cxrter)

Running Away ft. Soku (Prod. Eskimos x Perish Beats)

backyard beetle - negatives w/ cxrter (prod. cxrter + kazba)

Apocalypse

@ueca @lxstboymusic

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ricksoundz/come-over-for-christmas stream this shi rahh

lyrics:
as the snow falls tonight 
you’re all that’s on my mind
i know what i said wrong 
just come over for christmas 

blankets huddled up around the fire but it’s all gone
i don’t wanna smile or put our favorite movies on
everything hurts
all the pictures 
sitting by the fire thinking “God, i wanna kiss her”
but i threw it all away by new year’s day 
now i’m chilling in the christmas rain
and i’m really, really sorry that i’m not enough 
my heart colder than a winters day
hey-ey 
hey-ey-ey
ooh-ooh
ooh-ooh-ooh

as the snow falls tonight 
you’re all that’s on my mind
i know what i said wrong 
just come over for christmas

come over for christmas

come over for christmas (w/ ueca & lxst boy)

time flies

Empty home...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Discover Foster:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6vCIRD06VaQwwaZS0TqiCz?si=PWnmWz7fR46aOA-QUCXOKA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/foster615
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/foster615

Discover the bootleg boy:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2i17uDAKnwPO7PlDT4nLaz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebootlegboy/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@thebootlegboy

Lyrics:
Is it my fault
That I'm
All on my own
I sure hope
That you'll call

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Yeah
I’ve been rotting away in these sheets
Wondering if you’re in somebody else’s
It’s been a month, every week it only gets harder
Ain’t felt this broken and empty
Yeah I know it’s probably my fault you don’t have to convince me
You really fixed me
But now that you’re not here to hold me together I’m falling apart
Yeah
Numb to the core
Cold to the touch
Without you it’s dark
Can’t see myself in the mirror cause I don’t exist if I’m not in your heart
And you’ve made it clear you’ve moved on
I hate it here
My moods gone to a new low
Don’t know how to let you go
So…

I’ve been
Holding my breath
No reason to breath out
I’m turning blue
You’re pulling my lungs out

Comparing my life to everybody else’s
Without you here, this living feels selfish

Running away
I think of you everyday
I’ll throw myself in traffic
Just to see something change
Or to see if you care

I can’t take blank stares
Baby smother me with pillows
Till we float in the air

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Thomas Reid x Foster x the bootleg boy - Is it My Fault?

TRA$H - WORRY

dreams of you

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0f0gfm6wHjhqrBMHBn9Ajr?si=YAZdXbsdSkysNqsOJWi7CQ

dl: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3ymcdxsntjajpfp/I%20Don%27t%20Sleep.mp3?dl=0

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Sarcastic Sounds - I Don't Sleep

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