PATHETIC // INFINITE SUFFERING

This track goes together with INFINITE SUFFERING, I don't know how well the transition will work on SoundCloud though. Check out the YouTube version for the proper effect if you want.
This is my first time really trying to work with vocals in a big way, and I think it turned out alright, although I think there's some things I could do differently for next time. But for now at least, I'm happy with it. Here's the lyrics if you're a curious soul:

PATHETIC

I hate myself for being this way
I wish that I could find a way to change
I feel like I don't know myself
I'M DROWING IN MY MENTAL HEALTH
I hate myself for being this way
I wish that I could find a way to change
I feel like I don't know myself
I'M BLEEDING OUT WITH NOBODY TO HELP…
ME

PATHETIC

What happened to authenticity?
All we ever do is bullshit and meme
I wish you’d tell me when you're not alright
Then I could tell you that I'm losing my fight
What happened to authenticity?
All we ever do is bullshit and meme
I wish you’d tell me when you're not alright
Then I could tell you that I'm fighting for light

I’M GOING INSANE

PATHETIC

Why do I ignore myself?
Why’m I blind to what I’ll become?
Why does this pattern keep on repeating?
Cycle after cycle, I'm losing myself
Fragments, pieces break off my shell
Slowly descend into a mental hell
I'm losing myself, why can't I see?
I need to change, cuz it's
Just like the night you KILLED HER
You didn't tell anyone
You didn't wanna ruin their fun
Kept it to yourself, bottled up inside
Unprocessed…
And then three weeks later
It turns out you hate her
Only stayed friends cuz you
Thought you could change her…

Once again you disregard your feelings
Once again you reason with your dreaming
And once again you ignore the voice
Inside that's screaming you need to stop...

Pathetic.

PATHETIC

This track transitions from PATHETIC, I don't know how well that'll work on SoundCloud, if it doesn't work well then check it out on YouTube, I'll have a full version of both together on there.
I had a lotta lotta fun working on this song, and it's probably my favorite one I've made so far.
It's really been a tough couple of months for me, and this track is about that for the most part. I've really wanted to make a song where I just fucking scream cuz that's really cathartic. And this is definitely my hardest song yet. I was really struggling in parts to make some things loud enough to be heard over the hard kick because of all the effects on it and the volume being all the way up. But like I said, this is my favorite track I've made so far. I fucking love it, everyone I've previewed it to loves it. I hope you love it too.
Lyrics on this one are kinda minimal, but here they are anyways:

Ke-Ke-Keep it down

I can’t fucking do this man
I fucking can’t- I-
I’m so fucking tired of-
Fuck

Down, down, down, down
Dow-dow-dow-dow-dow-dow-dow-dow

Lower

Re-le-le-lease
INFINITE SUFFERING

Lower

I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE
INFINITE SUFFERING

INFINITE SUFFERING

Every day I go more crazy
Every day has been hell lately
Every day I wanna fucking DIE
All you people do is LIE
To me
I can't believe you can't see
This infinite suffering is
KILLING ME COMPLETELY

INFINITE SUFFERING

I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE

INFINITE SUFFERING

SUFFERING

INFINITE SUFFERING

INFINITE SUFFERING

Trying to make good music by making bad music first. I 𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽 making hard techno.
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PATHETIC // INFINITE SUFFERING

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