written by me
prod @prodiv


im destructive, i break shit and start to yell
and im disruptive, i dont even realize that im being loud
im so annoying, i dont mean to be annoying
oh well
im just a burden to everyone and anyone thats around
ive realized that im too impulsive, cant control it
born this way, i cannot help it
this some bullshit
said this some bullshit
apologetic, told that i say sorry too much
i dont get it
dont mean no harm i just say sorry alot
i feel repulsive when i wake in the mornin
i cannott focus
even when i pop a vyvanse
doc i might have to up the dosage
snorting powders off my desk to stay up
couldnt describe just how i feel so i wrote it in a song

one day we will all bloom
till then ill stay in my coccoon
been in the dump like a raccoon
its hard to win, i always loose
go thru my day, always feinin
let it pass like a season
said let it pass like a season
i done been searchin for meaning
but i dont fit with the puzzle
so ill just search for a feeling
where i escape my troubles
put a red stain on my ceiling
it drips and makes a puddle
been in my room for multiple weeks
sneak out at night, im nocturnal

im destructive, i break shit and start to yell
and im disruptive, i dont even realize that
im being loud
im so annoying, i dont mean to be annoying
oh well
im just a burden to everyone and anyone thats around
ive realized that im too impulsive, cant control it
born this way, i cannot help it
this some bullshit
said this some bullshit
apologetic, told that i say sorry too much
i dont get it
dont mean no harm i just say sorry alot
i feel repulsive when i wake in the mornin
i cannott focus
even when i pop a vyvanse
doc i might have to up the dosage
snorting powders off my desk to stay up
couldnt describe just how i feel so i wrote it in a song

dear diary (prod i.v.)

Slain [prod.Dollface]

prod @beats-875956130

wake up and im singing i feel like a bird feels
im alone in my island i feel like bear grylls
dont hit me up about him i dont wanna speak
fucked up teeth im tryna get grills
ive been avoiding life u can find me online on steam
i never know shit theres steam coming out of my ears
just like gon in that scene
press me once ill never be seen
thats the reason i sing
took a risk i had to
helping hand, i lend you
thats not what i planned to do
guess its in my nature
told them not to worry its nothing major
im up to the task, i measure
cross it to my head ill scooooore
never used my head im dumb as shit 
they dont wanna hear i talk to bricks
i feel so swagged out when im wearing these fabrics
i know i wont sell out my downfall will be lust
feel like harto im ready to crash land
feel my heart why is it beating faster
read my palm i need a sign so bad
ill take anything
for u i take xans
maybe i failed the exam
thats why i got expelled
evil witch she casts spells
why she gotta be the baddest
play with me just as a pastime
every song i make is a love letter to you
i know i could be better but you gotta make do

like a bird feels (freak)

@galloper1234 @knvb4

my hair is in my eyes and im hiding from the sky
the clouds are looking heavy like they know i wanna cry

i mumble to the mirror but she never answers back
been walking crooked lines on a road that fades to black

and i smile with stained teeth
from the sugar-free soda that i keep
next to crumpled little poems like paper roses 
fill them up with my prayers and proses i write in my sleep
i write in my sleep
 is it too late for me?
and is it too late for me?

i whisper to myself is it too late to ask for more
my field of view is slanted i won’t make it to the door 
i’ll never end up closing it what was all of this for?
i’ve tallied up my points but im not settling the score
who are we?
if not one in the same?
i swear im not a pawn in these games you play
as the summer sky shies away and these clouds start to remind me of the look on your face when you’re upset but i don’t know what you’re thinking 
i promise  i’m not crying i just struggle to blink and 
i’ve changed a lot since the last time i was drinking
i’ll never settle for something i’ve already taken 
sometimes i struggle breathing when im awake 
too many stressful hours cast a frown on my little face and 
i’m learning patience from these pills that i take 
i’ve got a little white lie that im itching to break to you

and i smile with stained teeth
from the sugar-free soda that i keep
next to crumpled little poems like paper roses 
fill them up with my prayers and proses i write in my sleep
i write in my sleep
 is it too late for me?
and is it too late for me?

Sugar-Free Soda - w/ galloper prod iona strings9

prod @emotionalsoldiers @nouvelle_angleterre

if only u paid attention u would know i said it
yeah theres been a lot of tension its not smooth sailing
want a feature its not for sale u should just dm me
if u got a fatty u should just dm me
i know theyll throw confetti when its the end of me
used to fuck with you but now you fuck with him
i do shit out of spite that puts a fire in me
(fire in me)
thought i couldnt do it now i sing like violins
i need u like vitamins
cheap ass clothes no vetements
jurgen klopp i got a plan
i just gotta take a plane
dumb as fuck i cant make the correct play
but im coolin i dont care what they narrate
almost lost my best friend i had to recalibrate
i remember the first date
she said that she likes me she finds me considerate
i find her a cushion i just wanna lay
really to be truthful i never lied
i dont like truffles
never even tried
they dont fuck with me
okay i see it now
i cant make it work i just wanna shout
AAAAAAAA
they see things are working they want a shout out
they dont know ive been working in the shadow
i can win the trophy like shad0w
i dont even smoke tobacco
but my throat is fucked from it
like wtf did i think
not the peak im far from it
helping you helps me im selfish
i might climb a tree im not a fish
u judge me the way i swim
i judge u the way u think
its just you please dont include me
couldnt leave i was secluded
i swear im not clueless
u think that im clueless
bae u should be cruel less
its ok u can laugh at my expense
roster locked we wont expand
i got many sounds like xpand
i opened the window and i threw out the plan
not a vegeterian i might chew a plant
ill just do myself
see the pressure i applied
she said ur not like those guys


helping you helps me (tekken x n_a)

HENNY SAGE ANDREW PROD PCB

xxffcyuvcui - misuse prod iv

Voodoo Vincee - if u see this me and tacxin really wanted to go to the smoke shop at like 4 am but the place was closed sad face [tekken]

prod @1ffifa

do it for ur attention u gotta notice me
i cant wait till my soul leaves
do it for my kid self he lives through me
i cant let him die or ill end up like him
or like him, or like him, or like him
i was just taking the piss but everything turned grim
but u know if im with feef everything turns green
and the day that i lose hope please put a bullet in me
i been holding on to nothing so how can i lose grip
im outside the pharmacy im a fien
they want me cause i got the script
nobody has seen me u cant make a description
i dont like bitches they bring distractions
i feel like beerus i bring destruction
but i swear its not my intention
ugly as fuck yet she feels the tension
finally i got a place to call my own
thats my flow get ur own
ive been by myself so long
im the closest i can be to my true self at least i think so
i know who i can call friend at least i think so
they dont fuck with me at least i think so
i know i can go back any time
honestly it was fine
ready for everything im ready for life
ready for life
lost a friend over a like
wish i was making it up
would give my kidney to my dawg
he wont do shit he barks
im better off behind bars
i dont like this place at all
no displacements i know how to fall
its my season its fall yeah i love the fog
she said im crazy like the frog
lost my brain yeah its deep fried
but its in my veins like plasma
i cant breathe but its not asthma
non voglio tornare a casa


i know how to fall (fifa)

death is part of life and i go thru it 
made a little cash and blew it 
i think i'm going dumb and stupid
i'm going to be fine я чую

ночую у тебя под окном
Mcity straight edge какой кратом
Бывает грустно смотрю в окно
Помню когда были вдвоём

Я высоко летаю орёл
Им нравится как мы поём
Консервы это мой сухпаек
Всё будет нормально всё ок

Обещаю всё будет окей
I'm fein for this money everyday
I'm killing all these rappers AK spray
I'm so evil i feel like Sean Penn

Я высоко летаю орёл
Им нравится как мы поём
Консервы это мой сухпаек
Всё будет нормально всё ок

Нажать на курок для меня не проблема
Быть самым лучшим для меня bitch это не дилемма
Для меня это константа так всегда будет
Так всегда будет 

Это полу-финал забиваю гол
Citadell Mcity bitch come on
Чтобы сделать это нужен микрофон
Разгоняюсь так быстро как будто Tron

Если ты лошок выходи отсюда вон
Mcity круто сваренные John Woo
Если есть бабло его я просру
Весь мой swag он не во сне а наяву

ночую у тебя под окном
Mcity straight edge какой кратом
Бывает грустно смотрю в окно
Помню когда были вдвоём

Я высоко летаю орёл
Им нравится как мы поём
Консервы это мой сухпаек
Всё будет нормально всё ок

Bleed out ft pscili (explodingpigeon)

one mile

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