Spooks & Pete 2016 Grind

I keep my silence as you need me to do.
But I need no silence, I need to speak to you.

I keep my silence even though I need to be brutally honest,
This is killing me.

And I don't expect to hear from you real soon...
No, I don't expect to hear from you...
Soon?

A Silent Soliloquy

I have just realised I'm back where I was
All of my hopes vacate me at once
But what can I do?
I must break through!
It's just when I see you my heart goes askew...

I have just realised there's nothing I want
I'm back where I started, the silence: It taunts!
And I have just realised I'm back somewhere new
All of my hope was invested in you!

How did I get here?
I had no fear!
But now it appears that I am full of fear...

I just didn't see it in me 
Because it seems that I was totally focused on you
You became my everything, there was nothing you could do
It's not like I planned it this way
And I know you didn't mean for it to go this way too
But now I'm fucking confused!
I don't know how to feel about you...

How did I?
How the fucking fuck did I?
How the actual fuck did I get to here?

I miss the time when we both gushed
I didn't mean for it to feel so rushed
I only wanted to inspire you
I didn't mean to smother you
The cloak and dagger shit killed your buzz
By which time it was too late for us...
The cloak and dagger shit killed your buzz
By which time it was too late for us...

I miss the time when we both gushed
I didn't mean for it to feel so rushed
I only wanted to inspire you
I didn't mean to smother you
The cloak and dagger shit killed your buzz
By which time it was too late for us...
The cloak and dagger shit killed your buzz
By which time it was too late for us...

Cloaks & Daggers

I just wanted to know that you're there
And I wanted to know that you care
And even though you're all the way over there...
So far away....
I just want you to know that I care...

It feels like you're no longer there
It feels like you no longer care... About me
But you're still all the way over there
So near to me...
I just want you to know that I care...

Inspire, Then Retire

SILENCE

The silence remains
The silence again
The silence remains
The silence again

I was so unready to feel this way.
I am so unready to begin again.

Are you sure you're ready to feel things again?
Are you sure?
I'm not sure...

Cos I still feel what we had started, and you should understand my pain
Cos I was once upon your radar, and I want to be there again

SLEEP

Do you know when you are going to sleep?
Do you know why you are not going to sleep?
Just sleep...

You may dream of frightening things: bones all in the skies!
But you are queen of everything, so you must not die!

Don't die!
Don't die!
Don't cry!
Please, don't cry!

As you lay awake at night in bed, inside your head:
round and round in circles, with no escaping from that mental soup...
Do you think of me? Cos I think of you!
And if you sleep, then you'll get through to you! so...

Go to sleep now, radar girl; it's pretty late and you've saved the world
Go to sleep now, you valiant girl!
Go to sleep now, radar girl; it's pretty late now, and you've saved your world
You've vanquished all your foes!

And do you think you'll be alright fighting slumber time?
All the time?
Do you think you'll be alright resisting slumber time?

There was always someone who wanted to be waiting for you in your dreams
But you're not there, it seems, and maybe you will never be...
Here with me in your dreams, and in my dreams as well...

And in my dreams I see where I want to be clearly!

SILENCE (Reprise)

Credits:
Pete - Everything, except: Drums - Tom.

Silence / Sleep

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