Lyrics:

You feel the same pain that i feel, come on let's go refill these empty glasses and take some courage from another beer,
i'll drive you home don't worry, i wished to crash many times but this time i have you with me, so it's another story,
the night will tell us the truth if there’s any left, a way to live again our youth, with nothing in the chest,
I don't remember your name, your age or occupation i was just desperate and i saw you looking for some extra attention,
two lone wolves with stories that left holes on the bodies, it sounds false but i'm sorry, to be myself every morning, and touch that empty bed reflection of my emptiness, i know you are sleeping there  but still looks like an empty nest.  

Now, i, realized, it was the right choise true, but it wasn't mine.

No, i, don't lie, i believed you when you said this is paradise.

So brick to brick we built a castle on the sand so thick the walls could separate the reality from what we had and it was great a first, doing our thing but then it got worse, you can’t keep two animals in captivity too long and so it burst.

And the same place, where you felt safe, became the cage you hate let's be honest while the temperature drops on us decresing from loving someone to freezing, from telling -kiss me- to screaming i lost it and then it was easy to blame me for what you have finished.

I lost my voice trying to get you back you said we have no choice and then my heart just cracked, in all that noise i just saw black, you packed your stuff so fast i remember you leaving, that was the last time i saw you and still, i can't believe it.

Now, i, realized, it was the right choise true, but it wasn't mine.

No, i, don't lie, i believed you when you said this is paradise

You say: every end it’s a beginning, so why the fuck am i here still sitting, swimming in my thoughts staring at the ceiling thinking? it’s rush hour 4:20pm on the clock tower, i flush out my sick brain with this haze flower.

Grinding my problems in 2 grams of hope, i write my questions in the ashtray and look for answer in the cluod of smoke i blow, the room is folding as words flow from the mic i’m holding, upside down the world makes more sense, it’s mind blowing.

No serenade no love songs i’m so sorry, i played my last card so badly you won't believe my story, 
coincidence shows its face only if you ready for it, face your demons embrace your freedom, make it worthy.

Beat from: #Street Empire


Dead Romance

Just a little piece of my cover "Still" by Daughter, wrote from scratch to practice recording in my homestudio. hope you enjoy!

i do not own the rights to this song.

Still (Daugther Cover)

COLD WAR LYRIC:

No Sir i take no orders,
now that live confortable in my shell, i'm never alone since i started naming my disorders 
the glass is thin, i knock so loud but nobody out there seems to hear a thing,
that's why at least i'm glad to have some fucking ink to waste, givin the time to think before the beast get back and take another place, same shit different face,
doctors said there's nothing to worry about, it's just a phase, but they couldn't find a reason for all my fucking headaches.
No plan B, so it's better to start destroying and find some more pieces of me that can fit back together like bricks of a bridge, connecting together reality and fiction,
you have a name but i could call you my greatest addiction, there's no way, i will learn how to fly with only one wing so hey,
my best friend took me by the throath, the more i think about it the more it sounds like a joke,
would be nice to laugh together man but i can't if you don't let go, i know it's hard, growing together without growing apart, brothers we share the same life with different shaped hearts.
One day i'll find the right words to ruin the perfect moment, like her smile sayng “i don't” the last time i said i love her.
You see why i'm tired of spitting venom, pouring Jack and Coke in my glass everytime life gives me lemon,
and i've been drunk for a year and half i think i learned my lesson, mouth is dry, breathing the aftertaste of my healing progression,
but on my face you can still see the trace of a worn out expression, despite the efforts, i'm here writing because i failed my mission,
what? I failed the mission, yeah, i failed the mission my plane crashed on the far side of the mountain of my ambitions, surviving means to speak through memories mixed with dreams, half man half machine, do you still feel anything?
Cold war, made of silence, keep finding warmth in six strings to manage balance,
don't even know if i want to find the way out from this place you kind of like it once you adjust to the uncertainty of your life's race,
Roll of dice, and you are out of frame, you better bet everything you got to keep the spot in the next game,
before it's too late, before you see “game over” next to your name, good luck with that my friend, 1 out of thousand stands while the rest eat sand.
I know it because i was standing and then grab your hand, now we are both here together, what a nice way to spend my last minute,
you think i joke,
but i fucking mean it.

Cold War

LYRIC:

I wonder why sometimes we, try to make sense out of everything, everything.
asking myself, if it was meant to be, to have you still living in my memories, my memories.
lying in the dark, under the same sheets, the bliss of illusion that you are still here with me waiting the sun to rise.
I swear i tried to make the best out of the worse of our days together shaking under the rain.
you know i'll never feel again the same but i must try to turn this page maybe, from something strange maybe, in something new, in something new..

Still having conversation in my head with you about all those things that we never had the chance to do
and time is running over me i'm heavier than i ever been i know i should leave all this behind, but
i, keep wasting my time on you
i, keep wasting my time on you
i, keep wasting my time on you
i, don't really think it's a waste at all, a waste at all, that's why i can't stop

And when i said the first i love you i knew by then that i was cursed, i taught you how to smile again you made me feel invincible and that's, what i'm missing the most.
And if i had another minute to spend with you i would go back to that time you woke up with a smile and staring in my eyes
That time you said: promise me you will never give up on your dream, 
or that time you said; don't go to work, stay a little bit more in bed with me, 
or that time you said: the most beautiful stories are the ones that never end, it takes a second to be found in love and a lifetime to forget.
That's what you said.
That's what you said, the most beautiful stories are the ones that never end, it takes a second to be found in love and a lifetime to forget.

memory is like a drug, once you crossed the line.
and i just crossed it.

        

My Addiction

NOT LIKE US

One day your are in heaven one day you're a lost memory, life is a bitch no remedy so just fuck her until she bleeds son,
i'm not the best to take advice from, you better think twice unless you are ready to mess up your precious life son,
what about me? I made peace with my fate, dropping all my plans, start living led by my irregular heart rate, but wait, it wasn't you to have it all figured out? so what the fuck are you doing here, talking shit out of your mouth?
Listen, it's a matter of fact we don't step back never looked for an easy existence, we don't wanna attack but don't mess with my pack we dont belong your system, never been never will on our path we like to keep our dinstance, always proud to be outcasts die young live fast it's our business. Acid tears like gasoline for my worst fears, it took me years to clean the whispers from my ears, never been away from home starting from zero on my own, built a place right in my zone dare to come here i know you won't. Ah! It's like a made up my miracle, no need of religion when your dreams are so visible, it's pityfull, the reason why you gave up your fight, let's face it all, you never believed in me, am i right? Uhm, no answer, waiting for you it's like praying God to find the cure for terminal cancer, some people keep trying sleeping tight till they meet death i saw the truth and woke me up like a mans out of coma first breath.

Not Like us (nope) you are not like us (nah) 
Not Like us, you’ll never be like us (no chance)
Not Like us (nah) not like us
Keep hating what i’ve got so i know at least i’m everything you’re not 

Step in my shit step in a lot of mental trouble it's like a brick fell on your head that makes you throw up your brain reduced in rubble, never believe to any words they say empty again your mind is able to see the truth to hear it through the rain.
I locked myself in this cage and threw the keys, so i could find them through the rhymes of this page, do you know what that means? Panic attacks a mechanic crack in your track / bugs digging holes in your soul it's too late to get back, take that. Thoughts of concrete made me a word flow sharpener, counting my real friends on a left hand of a carpenter, don't bring your bullshit on my path, bitch do the math, we take you back in time, “Nightmares Made Flesh” by Bloodbath. 
Yeah, and i could go for on a era, i spent more time with my guitar on than you playing with your private area, don't take it personally though, you know i hate you all the same way 360 days, to show it all.
Don't make this pain last long, come on, i'm coming from a lone planet but i'm still human right? Wrong! God dammit. a drop of oil and a lake will never blend together, like an angel in the streets, trying to hide all the white feathers. 
The way i was raised, music as God, my hook, the kind of knowledge you can't find all written in one book. Steal my CD from the store when you crave, after the last song i'll mark RIP for you on your grave.  

Not Like us (nope) you are not like us (nah) 
Not Like us, you’ll never be like us (no chance)
Not Like us (nah) not like us
Keep hating what i’ve got so i know at least i’m everything you’re not.

What doesn’t kill you fucks you up mentally. Like when you don't get back  from a 6 days trip high on LSD, roll up your eyes and tell me again how much you are pretty inside besides, stop telling me i need a doc, i'm Mr. Hyde. Guess what, still waiting here same room same spot, not much time left excuse me i gotta hurry up, Neverthless never think that i gave up on finding the key that can still get me off, this carousel spins but i'm sick of it all i just lost my head once and they screwed it back wrong. So, that's pretty much what i remember, along with your ice cold words like a thin blanket on a night of late December. 

Not Like Us

LYRIC:

Dear Hart,

Sorry to bother, but things are kind of falling apart, oh mother, i can't explain it all from the start, you see i'd rather, get to the point before Miss Madness takes control of my synapses one last fall the head collapses, i thought a lot about how we could win and to be honest, none of all the things that come from you are usefull to get stronger, so just step back for a sec and let me lead this guy, on reason i trust to save his ass and get it back in line, no more crazy shit, promised? No more illusions, stop it, in 2012 he almost lost his mind inside a pair of black eyes, do you remember the price, we had to pay and you're so stupid to repeat him “do it all over again”? It's not gonna happen, my friend, it's time to focus on the things that really matters,  like well, a raise in his job, quit smoking all that fucking pot, giving a shot, to find a good girl and settle down for once, come on why not? The bottom line is, we can't get trhought the same pain again, so please beheave, alright?

Best regards,
The Brain

it's not a matter of who's wrong who's right, talking 2 different languages it's same problem same fight. Let's go throught another night to find our own salvation it's not a problem of trust, it's just miscommunication.
it's not a matter of who's wrong who's right, talking 2 different languages it's same problem same fight. Let's go throught another night to find our own salvation it's not a matter of pride, it's just miscommunication. (Alright?)

Hey Brain,

what a honor to hear from you again man, the big boss giving advice to the lost soul which maybe i am , i truly admire the way you write without thinking twice, like the shit you say it’s the holy fucking truth right? Ok let’s start from the beginning, you might control the outside world, but i’m the master of his feelings, you know that, i know the way to get out it’s going trhought that chaos with you, even gold needs a walk throught fire to get new. You really think that work will make you free?, giving up your time in exchange of money go and buy a new TV, can’t you see how much it stinks, they are trying to make us puppets, but i can see the strings, that’s why i’m here saying FUCK IT, you see it’s all a game i feel no shame in standing up and trying another way to fucking do it all over again, music and love, keep me pumping life in his veins, you know this flames can’t be tamed, a picture with no frame it became, a way to see light through the pain the rain will mix up with the tears to leave no stain i’ll fucking run if i lose my last train, remember those 2 times i got the chance to guide what a ride, he left the country then he fell in love, at first sight. don’t even mention those 2 black eyes, if you are smart, i know you were scared of them but for me they were a piece of art, don’t wanna be the king but let me do my part, alright, i need to go now,

Best Regards,
Oliver Hart (all of her heart)

it's not a matter of who's wrong who's right, talking 2 different languages it's same problem same fight. Let's go throught another night to find our own salvation it's not a problem of trust, it's just miscommunication.
it's not a matter of who's wrong who's right, talking 2 different languages it's same problem same fight. Let's go throught another night to find our own salvation it's not a matter of pride, it's just miscommunication. (Alright?)
 

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