do you know where to watch he´s deleted streams

Maybe I said too much
by saying nothing at all
I always feel so tense
smothered in cortisol
you want a picket fence
I am a concrete wall
lacking in common sense
smelling of alcohol

grass in the cracks of the warm desert concrete
faded graffiti in alleys and backstreets
discarded pages of tabloid magazines
these are the things that we passed on the way home
Opened the door to our messy apartment
you said some things and then i said some things too
you went upstairs and when I tried to follow
you said that you wanted to be alone and then
 
the argument faltered into screaming and violence
torn up upholstery into 2 weeks of silence
look at myself in the mirror that I shattered
guess it distorted my self reflection

All caught in 4K and burned into my mind
Put in on rewind and watch it in real time
I can remember all of the details
except the reason it even started

When did you realize it just doesn't matter
who's in the wrong when it's wrong in the first place
sarcastic answers to cynical questions 
indignant words from the top of the staircase

recurring nightmares of sentences spoken
resentment born over promises broken
I wasn't sure as to what I was doing
all that was built was destroyed in a moment

maybe its true that it's all predetermined
maybe it's true that is runs in the family
maybe the past correlates to the future
if not exactly at least indirectly

but I like to think we're more than a program
recursive functions repeating forever
just like a highway with multiple exits
if you miss yours you just can just take the next one

We can remember the good times that we had
analyze data - reverse engineer it
back to a save state before it all went bad
and laugh at ourselves like "what the hell were we thinking"

Discard the days that consist of the same thing
wasting our time on the mundane and boring
fix all the bugs and rewrite the ending
where you slammed the door without even a last goodbye

recursive functions repeating forever

Recursive Functions

Another selection from a deleted livestream.
The title comes from a message a donator had.

negative xp - i like to cry in my free time

Written by @Mandemelon and @Dimetap
Pinecones Pinecones
We are collecting
Pinecones
Pinecones Pinecones
We are collecting
Pinecones

We like picking
When they fall down
Wont stop picking
When they're around
Pinecones
Pinecones

Pinecones Pinecones
We are collecting
Pinecones
Pinecones Pinecones
We are collecting
Pinecones

Pinecones

Working Class Machine

D A G# G E B A G#

I find myself conflicted with what I want to make; but I think I just will make whatever.
This was a complete throw-away of a song. but I thought it sounded good enough to share with you all.
Possibly a One-off, this style is not something I am used to doing.

Changeling

[CHORDBOOK] 
Verse:
A G D B 

Chorus:
E G

Bridge:
G D C E D G D 

Alt verse:
A G A B
A G A E

[Verse]
I Just BOUGHT another game to play
My library is overflowing
300 unplayed games and counting
I'm gonna consume another day

[Chorus]
You Don't Need to be a Slave
To all of the Corperate Games
It'll be okay in the end 
This somehow cause offense 

[Bridge]
I don't need to care 
I don't bear 
Nothing feels good
with all these falsehoods
I can promise you that
it's a temporary fad
You don't need to be like that    

[Verse]
I don't need to wine (wooooo)
It's gonna be alright (wooooo)

[Chorus]
You Don't Need to be a Slave
To all of the Corperate Games
It'll be okay in the end 
This somehow cause offense 
You Don't Need to be a Slave
To all of the Corperate Games
It'll be okay in the end 
This somehow cause offense 

[Alt verse]
You're hurting self in another way you can't describe (and I can only try)
Seasonal Ritualistic Financial Suicide (see I tried)

[Bridge]
I don't need to care 
I don't bear 
Nothing feels good
with all these falsehoods
I can promise you that
it's a temporary fad
You don't need to be like that

Steam Summer Sale

Alex Dunn and Oisin Coghlan: guitar, bass, vocals, production

Samples: 
- Voices of Mathieu Carenso and Mia Schutze, script written by Lulwa Naman
- Bikini Kill from the song Double Dare Ya (Live)

Riot Footage

i love this movie but i might not keep this cover up for long.

goodbye eddie goodbye

taken from his twitter (@ProudIncel)
https://soundcloud.com/user-470248955

twitter demos

fried by fluoride - gloom 4ever (acoustic)

school shooter - death by cop (hermeneutic seal mix)

No one paid any attention to me today
So i sat around and reinterpreted my whole life
No one paid any attention to me today
So i started to think i was the worst person alive

No one paid any attention to me today
So i wrote a note on the notes app on my phone
To write a book about how the human race
Are all just primitive selfish animalistic drones

No one paid any attention to me today
And it left me wondering how i couldve been so dumb
To do something ive now forever disgraced
To trust a single living anyone

No one paid any attention to me today
And im pretty sure its always been this way
No one paid any attention to me today
Cant remember who was supposed to anyways

No one paid any attention to me today
So i sat around and reinterpreted my whole life
No one paid any attention to me today
And now i think im the worst person alive

No One Paid Any Attention To Me Today

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