some songs i hold dear
hope u enjoy
prodby. @imcaves & @jolst
original song credits go towards
@familypet
@youngburial
@guardinmusic

song links: 
familypet - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6q38OKKCFE
fats'e - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K8SilXyq54

familypet x fats'e x guardin (song mashup//cover)

prod. @fleshgolem

look, lookin in the mirror so wasted
lookin the mirror time wasted 
dark days i have a lot of them 
party by myself paint the walls red

i been havin dark days
and the weaker side of me wanna quit the game
i'm not sure what to do 
i miss havin none ta lose

and now i'm way to screwed up 
i can't be screwing up 
there's nothin worse than losing sight of the mission
everybody wanna talk like i wanna hear it

shut, shut the fuck up bitch don't wanna hear it
you can't walk in my shoes cause they special edition
and i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down
pray to god i don't come down
pray to god i don't come down

i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down

(various noises)

look, lookin in the mirror so wasted
lookin the mirror time wasted 
dark days i have a lot of them 
party by myself paint the walls red

i been havin dark days
and the weaker side of me wanna quit the game
i'm not sure what to do 
i miss havin none ta lose

and now i'm way to screwed up 
i can't be screwing up 
there's nothin worse than losing sight of the mission
everybody wanna talk like i wanna hear it

shut, shut the fuck up bitch don't wanna hear it
you can't walk in my shoes cause they special edition
and i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down

time wasted (flesh)

Prod. IQF

i know i know, it sounds super autotuned, bare with me. i’m learning.

Lyrics!!!

moon, youre my star
though youre so far—
away from me.
moon.
did i break your heart?
has the light gone dark?
fragility.

was i, to careless?
to cruel?
did i, let go of, my only moon?
will you, move on?
is our eclipse really gone?

have i grown blind? to believe you weren’t hurting.
selfish acts is all you’ve been receiving.
a million apologies, that have meant nothing.
is this really it? did i ruin everything?

everything x3

moon, youre my star
though youre so far—
away from me.

the change was promised, but it never happened.
baby, would you believe, that its still happening.
while you get better, ill be the one to wait
this time.

moon.
did i break your heart?
has the light gone dark?
 is there still time for me?
 to kiss—
the burns I’ve made, on your pretty face.
is there still time? to fix this awful mistake?

your friends were right, ive been an awful person.
you’ve given all your warmth now you’ve become frozen.
let me return the favor, let me give you everything-
from afar— while you repair your broken heart.

moon 
have i said recently 
that i love you.

love you.

moon

take a trip to polaris, bitch i’m heading north
watch ur mouth cause them young boys gon flip a car
i don’t know u i don’t give a fuck bout who u are
i been shedding weight but these pockets large

i been on my gotti
girl u know u got me
this shit getting choppy
send em to the lobby
yea, yea
can’t go thru that shit again
yea
u not him u just a middle man

aye
tried to give ‘em time to catch up
i won’t impressed once
i learned my lesson
crying for attention
sound like a bitch boy
if it’s up then it’s up
i don’t miss boy
gen 5 like my best man
know i got my reps in
masked up like a saudi
guns like a texan
love to keep ‘em wishing
love to keep ‘em guessing
i ain’t tryna disappear but it’s tempting

take a trip to polaris, bitch i’m heading north
watch ur mouth cause them young boys gon flip a car
i don’t know u i don’t give a fuck bout who u are
i been shedding weight but these pockets large

i been on my gotti
girl u know u got me
this shit getting choppy
send em to the lobby
yea, yea
can’t go thru that shit again
yea
u not him u just a middle man

polaris (flesh x taurs)

oh months went by
and here i am still lying to you
pour the bleach down my throat
you can not know the truth
in the back of my mind i only picture us two 
i didn't want anything permanent 
until i met you
i know i'm an awful person
and i didn't mean to make it worse for you
you make me feel crazy
you made me feel something new
i know everything i need to know
it was perfect but i see u need to go
it's okay, ur songs on repeat
ur still perfect to me

i overthink until i'm angry
at myself
selfishness, i love abandoning 
everyone else
oh look i'm stranded
deep in the waterwell

awful [nciku]

privateIsland (+rubbishrubbish)

Dj.DamianR - Do not be afraid (U)

Airplane Mode

Verse 1:
We laughed like nothing was wrong,
But felt the space.
Every word took slightly longer—
To say.

Verse 2:
I miss the calm before the doubt,
The trust.
We didn’t scream, we didn’t fight—
Just us.

Chorus:
We didn’t break, we drifted,
Quietly apart.
Some loves don’t fall to pieces—
They slide.

Verse 3:
Your name doesn’t hurt the same,
Just pulls.
Some feelings don’t ask for pain—
They linger.

Bridge:
If drifting counts as ending,
I’m still here.


We Didn’t Break, We Drifted

ay
i ain’t what you want
i ain’t what you need
i been really on my own
i ain’t even got a team 
yah
i ain’t what you want
i ain’t what you need
i been on my own
i ain’t got nobody
yah

you gun’ watch me fade away
help me find my hiding place
i don’t wanna cry today
i just hate my life, okay
riding solo
i been feeling so low
i don’t really know though
where i’m s’posed to go though
i don’t wanna die slow
i just wanna run home
get away from all of you
get away from everything
why y’all hate on me
why you playing me
why you playing me

why you playing me
it’s not a game, girl
my heart is not a game, girl

please help me hide myself away
i hope i am alright one day
please help me lock myself away
so i can’t see the light of day

(chorus)

don’t overthink it
i really miss it when
you tell me i’m not enough
don’t worry, it’ll buff
i know i’m not the one
so go find him
leave me in the dirt and go find him
just not there yet
she wanna hang, that’s a big bet
after we’re still not enough, ben

Spotify </3

not enough w/ heylog (prod. $ad Simon)

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 

same shit different day
mixing colors in a haze
spinning like im in a daze
shrooms got me going crazy
cocaine make me feel awake 
pills got me feeling lazy
is it just killing me 
or will i see a early grave
will i see a early grave? 
the room keeps spinning
and i keep breathing
i hope that it dont end like this 

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 

i dont really believe that god has a place for me
but i knew this for a minute
cause my heart is fucking missing
i only pray to what im sippin
cause its the only thing that listens
but i keep living how im living
live by the code of triple sixes 
i love the lust between two women
n im keep on sinning
shawty you should keep your distance
dont you know that im a deathwish
i sold my soul to make me lavish
cause i was down and i was damaged
tab got me on a different planet
i realized that we all vanish 
left the club all in a panic
i hope my mom dont gotta bury me 

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt

moon

E5E5E5

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