music 3

@dercept & @prodmichael

(::

you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

spotify link<3

gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

produced by xona 

@heylog

-lyrics-
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin dread to our trust and I cry
and I would get everything for you
she loves him but I’m just that fool
I wanted us back, you didn’t want that
I’m pleading with this pain I held
and now I fall back
all on my prozac’s
and I just hope that I get your help

and now I’m washed up all alone
the little essence that you left long ago
the flowers wilt down to my floor
push me down like I’m nothing more

and I don’t wish the best for you
you wanted healing but I was see through
you wanted blood, now you got it on view
many voices telling me on what I knew
there’s reflections that portray all of us 
you’re sick of me and the things that I love 
I won’t forget what it meant for us
these 6 letters that stuck like a drug

stab me again i won't feel a thing
hold me down this some sentencing
taking my bliss, more apologies
i don't like this, just don't talk to me
wasting away i'm never calling you back
i'm stuck with memories i won't forget
with all this weight i carry on my back
you did this to me and i will never forgive

you
oh
i hate 
you
with
every little gut in my body

WALKING UP TO HEAVEN I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M HERE
BUT WHY AM I STILL RUNNING FROM THIS NEVER ENDING FEAR
I'M SHIFTING THROUGH LANES WHILE UR STILL STUCK IN 2ND GEAR
SURPRISING EVERYONE LIKE 2 HEADLIGHTS ON A DEER
WASTING AWAY I'M NEVER CALLING YOU BACK
I'M STUCK WITH MEMORIES I WON'T FORGET
(forget)
WITH ALL THIS WEIGHT I CARRY ON MY BACK 
YOU DID THIS TO ME AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT

you
oh
i hate you
with
every little gut in my body

i wont forget

spotify

i won't forget w/ heylog

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
@cometesh
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

avoid

avoid w/ reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, comet, vil, uglysneaker & valerii

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

die (frevel x pekarot)

black docs and fishnets on
they'd kill to look like u and
i'm not so self-assured
i just wanna go home
ur set to stun
and every mfer finna try it on
ur set in stone
and i look like trash when i'm standing next to you

you command the room just like you do
you command the room just like i don't

now it's makin me nauseous
why u wanna b here
with a jaded bastard?
click click boom
chka-chk-boom
if looks could kill
then you'd do better than a shotgun shell
kill kill, kill kill me now
you'd do better than a shotgun

it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise, you'll realise it
it's just a matter of time until you clear your mind
and realise i'm trash compared to you

buckshot boy [prod. yungspoiler]

amv:
https://youtu.be/r_Cm_qTul5Y

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:
// rouri404
biting nails 2 bone ur throwing stones in this glass house
hate crowds, dont think we can get out
guilt trippin u know that ive been down
if i was nothing would u still be around
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

head rollin off chopped down by a guillotine
how this turn 2 hell when i saw u as a deity
bring me back 2 life
know i might not see another night
switchblade chelsea grin carving out ur eyes
we all die one day why r u surprised
bleed me out till my veins run dry
swing and i miss know I be tricked again
im just scared of the end

// geist
just scared of the end 
switchblades red dripping blood of all my friends 
blacked out in the benz 
dead by dawn swear i won’t be tricked aha

i said what i said, yeah i know i won’t miss you 
blood stained sheets made a bullet solve my issues 
took a breath, saw your eyes turn a new hue 
cut so deep, ripped my heart apart it’s tissues 
 
and i know i won’t miss you 
i’ve been seeing ghosts saw your smile in the rear-view 
what the fuck have i turned into 
6 feet deep in the dirt how it fell through
 
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

dead by dawn

SPOTIFY

rouri404 x i'm geist - dead by dawn [prod. michaelwarren]

buckshot boy [ripazure REMIX]

https://open.spotify.com/album/2erLjZg3vJPYobdmKrexhW?si=Iu-yZ4N-Qc-Ec5v5DKoxrg

prod. @deademane

(heylog)
between the glass
is filled with poison
i feel like trash
apply the ointment
just stay back
he needs some time alone
cus through the cracks
is the widows home
don't come inside here
i would bounce
we're not alive here
don't stick around
when ur minds clear
come in the house
cus i'm not safe here
so get me out

don't come inside here
you might fear
people always die here
bloods along the cabinets
he sacrificed a lot here
everything was gone he loved
and now there's nothing left here
he said he wants to make a change
so he cuts every piece of hair
don't come inside here
you might fear
everybody dies here
walls are colored red
and i see bodies lying everywhere
roam around the room
can you tell there's nothing left here
you're quick to quit imagining
that you brought me inside of here

(casperrr)
oh she
she is lying thru her teeth
i swear that she wants to kill me
lay with my lifeless body
while staring at the ceiling
her actions are deceiving
she cuts herself she's bleeding
the blood is running and she really
fucking loves to see it

welcome to the widows home
there's cracks and holes in every wall
the emptyness fills all those holes
this place really tourments my soul
but you can't leave neither can i
i'll go into a room and cry
i'll try to just make up my mind
cut my hair lock myself inside

there's nowhere to go to now
there's no1 to save you now

(heylog + casperrr)
don't come inside here
you might fear
people always die here
bloods along the cabinets
he sacrificed a lot here
everything was gone he loved
and now there's nothing left here
he said he wants to make a change
so he cuts every piece of hair
don't come inside here
you might fear
everybody dies here
walls are colored red
and i see bodies lying everywhere
roam around the room
can you tell there's nothing left here
you're quick to quit imagining
that you brought me inside of here

casperrr x heylog - there's nothing left here (deademane)

yo check out rouri404 for real

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtYpQw3J5JrjemPfzK9cICw

https://soundcloud.com/rouri404

rouri404 - Cant Lose What U Never Had

eyelids (drma x yunny)

Money, Money

This time I'm standing all alone

@sleyeofficial
@nversad
recorded/mixed by @heartbox_prod
Lyrics:

She said
“I thought this is what you wanted
You’re the one that called it
off, ya couldn’t solve it
now you’re tossin coins down into my coffin
we’re praying that we die before we resolve this”

Well I can’t make up my mind so instead ill prolong this
I been lost in my thoughts i got stuck on the process
Of leaving this place now i’m hung up on losses
and drawbacks that i never thought about when i dropped it

cause i was obsessive and you were never attentive
and then i’d gather all my thoughts and i’d try to present em
and now we’re lookin so desperate, and you’d be missing the message
and there’s no longer an incentive to repair our dilemma 

okay

so if you wana call or something
ill tell you how its gotta be or there’s nothin
left for us here, 
i don’t wana spend a year again now
we’ve done this
and im sick of fuckin feeling redundant

Sleye:

yeah i'm sick of always changing the subject
got me running in a circle like i'm not even worth it
i don't know why you'd ever think you're above me 
no way
i'ma have to go i couldn't deal with your fuckshit

and still i think of everything you said 
it helped me to find 
that it was easy just to leave
and then i made up my mind
i got a reason not to put up a fight
cause every line you ever wrote was only empty inside

could do without you in a second for the last time
the way i left it like i hung up never said bye
and i was kinda scared just like a deer in front the headlights
say you never thought about me? yeah well that's a big lie

i spent the last month wondering
if it would ever be the same as it was then
i got a dark cloud over me
and now I'm standing in the rain with my clothes wet

standingintherainwithmyclotheswet  w/ Sleye (prod. NverSad)

Thank you for listening.


Produced by Odece : https://soundcloud.com/odece
Cover art by Ethan Grassel : https://twitter.com/EthanGrassel

Special thanks to TheBreathingBackwards || GoodByeWilson 
https://twitter.com/breathingback
https://twitter.com/goodbyewilson

Nobody [Prod. Odece]

@sewerperson
prod by @heykaaj + Sharkboi
cover art by @madeillegal
<3
[other platforms link]
https://ditto.fm/love-me-back-lil-hermit-featuring-sewerperson

twitter.com/lilhermitxo
www.instagram.com/lilhermitxo
open.spotify.com/artist/1uh7rgM3mH36ugBw8Q7jmL

Lyrics:

[hook]
i love you
is something wrong with that
i trust you
i always got your back
i want you
but i’m under attack
i love you
but you don’t love me back
-
i wish you’d open up like a program on my desktop
it’s cluttered like my head i wish it’d clear up but it won’t stop
i know love is a big word and with passion it can mean a lot
but my hearts on my sleeve so please don’t break it girl i hope not
you’re playin like it’s xbox, i’m finna rage and start up A
why do you want me to play, you should know i’m good at video games
what is that expression on your face, it’s a special case
i can’t tell girl if you love me if you don’t i’ma go crazy

i’ll block your words like meliodas i’ll deflect it
gotta broken sword tied to my heart and that’s my only weapon
doing anything outside is really really fucking hectic
hermits stay inside up anyway so i can’t fucking stress it 
-
(Sewerperson)
baby i love you but you dont love me back
rollin up this cheese i smoke too much i clutch my cardiac
baby i trust you
so tell me why u dont trust me back
shes in a bad mood
i can tell shes pullin back
red lights
up in her room on most nights
on cold nights
i still wish you could hold me tight
sippin this drink im feelin nice
red flags
bad signs
she just love the spotlight
baby i thought i was more than just a joy ride

black lung
ciggarete buts
scattered on the bedside
think they put some yellow in my red eyes
baby it hurts when i breath
i miss you here next to me
baby i love you but you act like something wrong with me

-

i really hope you guys love this as much as i do <3
huge thank you to miles for working with me :)

buckshot boy [prod. yungspoiler]

onlyfriend

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