How am i only finding this now 🔥🎶🎶

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Lyrics:
// chorus (geist)
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy 
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy  

// verse 1 (geist)
talk to me 
i'm steady digging my grave
truth is there's nothing here we could save
bittersweet stares poison the air,
i feel the pressure, they all want me to cave

// verse 2 (heylog)
talk to me i don't know what to say 
consciousness taking over me and my
dad's never believed in therapy but your
sons got no idea what he needs

breaking down again it's like my ninth time today
staying the night at your house from nighttime to day
and driving home has never been so lonely
but it's too late for therapy
going down again it's like somehow i'm good at this
lookin down shaking my head
ignorance is bliss
tell me do u think about us, do u reminisce
baby i'm losing my mind
i'm struggling to exist
where should i begin i'm telling we're not the same
cut off all my hair cause baby i feel ashamed
now i feel the wind running up n down my scalp
took me 7 months to grow below my eyebrows
took me 2 years to finally figure out
how evil u were like darkness under the ground
now i'm steady growing my heart like it's therapy
ring me through the phone i really want u to-

// chorus (geist & heylog)
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy 
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy

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i'm geist & heylog - therapy (prod. heylog)

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

prod. @afterlife66
cover art drawn by @wolfff_art <3

i get that it's all my fault
i should've never called..

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)

thread caught in us all
you're not in control
& i'm just a soul
for the manufacturing of an end that was meant
another casualty but without the consent

and all my life, been feeling scorn
i've tried to hide,
but these feelings tore up my insides
and left nothing more
than pitiful lies; tangled wires and cords

now why did i think that was okay?
remembered that moment was so vague

turning, learning; does it matter?
undeserving; losing stature, oh
swear i'm hurting, breath is flatter
"just desert me, leave me shattered"

guilt every night, and i can't move 
on when she's right by
& she fucking hates me, 
but it's alright, 
in some way, there's no way...
THIS ISN'T RIGHT

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)
better than that
(better than that)

i don't wanna make it out alive
it's a part of life, i'm sorry that i lied
there isn't excuses for the way i treated this
i'm just a vessel losing grip

(4x)
grip, grip, grip
losing

i'm craving my last breath
when i change it'll be for the best
but nobody'll fucking believe me anymore
for everything i said and did
like are you fucking deaf???
i feel your resent...

vessel [prod. afterlife]

produced by me and @heylog

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lyrics:

I’m broken, I know that
I’m trying to get up
I’m falling apart
That should be enough

showing my good side
Have to keep my composure
But always get angry
I’m tryna keep it closed

Tell me something
I’ll ignore it
Always angry
I’m just broken

Take it out
On people that I care about
Always sorry
For all the stuff that I have done

Someday I’ll fade
Away, regrets
Still there 
6 feet in the ground
With me

Don’t need you to
Pity me, I don’t
Deserve anything
Oh anything at all

on a borderline to kill all things i obtain
all i gave was kindness, u don't provide the same
i leave it all inside but man i'm bound to explode
i'm holding in my blood that just might come out my nose

i don't really see a point in this
ima cut you and your stupid friends
before i hang up get the bye bye
no voicemail i got the right mind

ima bleed out if i don't cover up
my wounds hurt, they're all deep cuts
so i stg u need to stay away
behind my back i could feel ur blade so

stab me good and cut my face and gouge out my eyes
staring at a wall i've stared at too many times
the way the shadow shapeshifted its way in the light
sinking to the floor cus it turns out i was right

broken

broken (feat. heylog)

stream

(prod. moneo)

shoutout soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for makin this wit me 

enjoy :))

lyrics:

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x2
don’t go around blamin’ the world for this; for me 

I am an extra in your movie 
don’t try and argue I’ll just leave 
we both know that we aren’t perfect we’re far from it 
far from roots we’ve grown a bit  

loving you something else.
I need a second chance, I’ll rip my heart apart from night to day.
I miss ur face could you please say the 3 dumb words that mean so much
it’s hard to hurt when you’re leanin on a crutch 
but baby, please 
don’t tell me that it’s all a fkn dream

skele:

bleed out 
i watched you fall 
just look at me now 

please don’t scream out 
i couldn’t take that sound 
you were all i had 

i’m so bad for you 
all the things i’ve been through 
always drag us down 
is it too late now 
i’m so in love with you 
anything i could do 
i would do for you 
i would cut thru my skin oh my god 
spilling out over the ground

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x4

pavement

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pavement w/skele

i wanna write your favorite song

w/ https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

this shit keeps breaking my heart
i can't sleep at all
i wanna write your favorite song
i wanna hear you talk 
just fuck it all 
just cut me off
and i'd do anything 
come close,
don't let me breathe
i need you next to me
hands cold till you make me freeze

vito: 
cuts deep but i'm not afraid of it
your touch for a long time was my form of payment
but i couldn't find the words
after all you're not shit
now i been feeling sick to my stomach,
you left me nauseous
don't call me back 
you'll be better off
need someone to tell me i'm good enough
carry that shit and believe it
look at the way i've been treated 
it's black white like old cartoons 
it's not fair that i lost you
and it's not fair that i'm still here 
and you've got somebody beside you

i wanna give it all up 
i've been thinking heavy
if it hurts it's not love
i don't understand 
cause i'm so used to leaking my blood
hate the way it is
but i can't ever get enough of you
i got myself into a mess
don't think you want me too
didn't mean a thing 
you were here in my room
c'mon cut me through 
rip through a vein or two 
want you to make a move

cut me off (w/ vito) (prod. jolst)

out everywhere. thank u 4 the support. lyrics below<3

Yeah
It's a new me but i'm still the same without you
Yeah yeah
Can you hold me
Oo whoa
It don't even matter what I do
I try and try and try and try

Yeah and I know you better than that
You're hiding your phone from me now
Girl tell me who's that on your snap whoa
I guess i'm the bad guy
Can you stop the game I need a halftime
I can't feel a thing i'm boutta flatline
She keep running round inside of my mind
Yeah whoa
In a room full of friends I still feel alone
Don't know who I am don't know where to go
And when I build you up you break me down
It's hard as fuck to keep you round
Don't know who I am anymore I don't know where to go
She tell me i'm changing
Baby I feel like i'm falling apart
Bitch I keep on breaking
You can't fix this with conversation no
Wake up it's the same shit oh
Go to bed and then i'm pissed off
I don't wanna be the bitter one but it's hard around everyone

Yeah ooo
Yeah ooo
Oh no no no
No no no no no whoa

Girl I still feel the tension
Stop saying shit you never meant then
Going one way down the wrong way
This time I think I learned my lesson oh whoa
And no I won't deny the way you looking in my eyes
You got me going crazy all night I won't lie
Oh no no no no no
No no no no no no
No no no no no no

<3

The Bitter One

the bitter one [p. king theta]

cover of the song 'arctic eyes' by 9TAILS
produced by nciku

arctic eyes cover (9TAILS & nciku)

-Sacrifices-Zae

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
karma is a bitch and now im upset
put me in a freezer gotta reset
i dont like this time that im living in
pull me out when i say ill never be giving in
karma is a twat and now im tweakin
she in love but i dont even feel it
pull me out my grave i dont care that ur here bitch
im on the road to healing i dont need you to hurt it

now i ghosted, wait thats normal for me
i change the setting cause its gobbling me
i turn off my notifs, no ones bothering me
i muted his feed, shits so annoying
she keep an eye on me like im up to something
but im not girl its still the same old me
i got my body on the floor i promise im not crying
im like waterpark tears just keep on running
theres this bitch called karma u familar with her?
shes like a greenhouse gas chemicals in the earth
dont know why she picks on me she said its what i deserve
i eat my body weight in almond butter n chocolate dessert
𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵
oh girl i could come and kill u nice and easy
but i dont wanna waste my time on dumb history
used to look back and cry but now I'm laughing
im a monster with my words i can never help it

please quit reaching out what part of you think its okay?
i only need myself and love so aint that what you said
ik ur prolly back is it the time that u meet death
oh my god whats gotten into me this shits spinning my head
she dont fit in the aesthetic more like in the piece of shit
karma will come for me if i keep talking all this shit
cause right now i promise you that i dont give a shit
but in the future i know that ill be like, oh shit..

karma is a bitch and now im upset
put me in a freezer gotta reset
i dont like this time that im living in
pull me out when i say ill never be giving in
karma is a twat and now im tweakin
she in love but i dont even feel it
pull me out my grave i dont care that ur here bitch
im on the road to healing i dont need you to hurt it

i couldnt provide ur shelter
i dont think u remember
how was ur first lover?
but hey its whatever

oh baby i could come and kill u nice and easy
but thatd be a lil rude and kinda petty
i boss for a bit then target defense
shes like a garden full roses and a barbed wire fence
id never see it coming she keep it a secret
personality is 2 kinda like a catfish
ur the last person id choose to be my friend
i know im not the only one that thinks ur a bitch

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

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