A wonderful title, and grim lyrics sung in a hoarse (multi-tracked or distorted) voice. However, self-evident musicality oozes from every pore of this song.

all guitar & vox by me
this was made in a rly short time lol

lyrics:

look at that, blood leaking down my arms again
can’t eat, all these words are fucking with my head
i feel sick, not doing better
to your hands, heartstrings are tethered 
tired of the rainy weather, can’t get out my fucking message 

useless, can’t fix it
i’m fucking pathetic
don’t ask me to do shit,
i’ll tell you ‘forget it,’
i’m tired of breathing,
the toxic waste inside the air
i cannot be me, 
i’m breaking down & no one cares

words on the walls, they still speak to me softly
wrap around my feet, then they wrap around my body
letting go of everything i’ve ever known, ever known
wanna leave the world, i’ve got nowhere to go

It's fine, whatever

everything by me
drop d tuning

lyrics:

i know that i'll be dead soon
don't know why it's so hard to not feel blue
i'm a dying flower, i can't bloom
i take a couple pills & throw them up in the restroom
unfit for love, i'm imperfect
don't wanna talk, i'm not worth it
see all the sutured wounds on my surface,
know i'm a stupid bitch i deserve it

bound to the room, and it's never been this bad
again i'm staring at the ceiling, again i'm looking at the past
and it's all i'll ever think about
i was happy til you cut me out
and i wish they'd tell me they were proud
but they lock me out, and shut me down

i know that i'll be dead soon
don't know why it's so hard to not feel blue
i'm a dying flower, i can't bloom
i take a couple pills & throw them up in the restroom
unfit for love, i'm imperfect
don't wanna talk, i'm not worth it
see all the sutured wounds on my surface,
know i'm a stupid bitch i deserve it

I'm a dying flower & you're the pesticide

i did not mix any of the guitar in this cus demo

lyrics:

i am a dying fawn
left here to rot all day
my carcass will contort
shaking in bouts of pain

mom & dad didn't hear me
as i wailed out for love
even some sort of sick, cruel god
never reached out his hands from above

the body of a fawn (demo)

falling
over again
its not easy					
to fall in love

feeling so sick 
without your touch
and im missing 
the times that we 
spent alone		

you gave me
an ounce of attention
and i fell
so in love with you	
its hard to say 
what im thinking
and its hard to do
what i need to	
so please come home

you gave me an ounce of attention and i fell for you

everything produced by me :)

lyrics:

i'll take a walk to clear my head, like i always do
you'll have to pick my brains off the trunk of a tree,
i'll be leaving like they want me to
you'll eat your words, & i'll be laughing as a ghost
pray when it hurts, if it ever really does at all
i hate the world, from the winter all the way to fall
fifth time i got anxious this week, i threw up in a bathroom stall

i can't keep going on like this, i can't keep going on
i don't know who i am, i don't know who i am
i won't keep going on like this, i won't keep going on
i don't know who i am, i don't know who i am

I can't keep going on

@six-days-after-christmas
vocals by six days after christmas, 
guitar by me & six days after christmas
drums by me

i can't solve my head
it's all i've been
i hate how you're on other skin
it took so long to admit that i'm obsessed
no matter how much i admit you won't come back

six days after christmas - all i've ever been, all i ever will be

i got a call from her 
at 3 in the morning
she said come on over
lets hang
ill bring lots of booze 	 	
and we’ll drink our lives away
half past dawn

she says my mom is out of town
wont be back by next week
“so please spend the night until then”
and im thinking 
about it all
why did it happen fast
she broke my heart
and took it all

now theres nothing left of me
i know it sounds dumb
but my life was robbed
by this girl

so i drove back home
at 200 miles an hour 		     
hoping that i would crash

spend the night until then

stay inside please

all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

if i was perfect - think i'm fake

finished, originally a demo
everything by me

lyrics:

i'll cut a plastic straw in fourths & do a couple lines of blow
god never cared for me, so why would i care about my soul
i'll fill up the tub, i'll go to the store
i'll write your government name on a cheap birthday card
you'll make your way to my house, you will find me strung out
i'll take the k-pin & drink, drool from the edge of my mouth
& now i'm fucked again

….

just give me what i want & leave me be
& i’ve got no other needs for friends, connections or anything
i just want medication 
hold me to the light & i will burn
nothing you haven’t heard 
i guess in a way, you just can’t learn
that i won’t ever make it

klonopin

hard rocking agit prop in the Easterhouse style

I'm a dying flower & you're the pesticide

forgiveness funeral

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