This playlist is music that I love to listen to in school and out of school, you can use this playlist too I don't mind.

redemption°

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

Sling out now

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Credits:
Written By: Clairo and Jack Antonoff
Published By: Claire Cottrill Publishing administered by Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI) and Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI)
Produced By: Jack Antonoff and Clairo
Recorded By: Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Allaire Studios (Mount Tonche, NY) and Clubhouse Studios (Rhinebeck, NY)
Second Engineering by: John Rooney
Assistant Engineering by: Shubham Mondal
Mixed By: Jack Antonoff and Laura Sisk at Allaire Studios (Mount Tonche, NY) and at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY)
Mastered By: Chris Gehringer, assisted by Will Quinnell at Sterling Sound
Clairo: Electric Guitar, Wurlitzer, Piano, Kalimba, Vocals
Jack Antonoff: Programming, Drums, Bass, Fretless Bass, Slide Guitar, Ebow Guitar, 12-String and 6-String Acoustic Guitars, Wurlitzer, Piano, Clavinet, Moog Model D
Evan Smith: Flutes, Saxophones

Amoeba

twikipedia - sidewalk

war within oneself
authorial production

@twikipedia IG  @D9LTA twitter

upon seeing me, raging madness ceased to exist, when i approached, even the sharpest pain used to laugh. it was impossible for anyone to be tortured by their gnawing worries, or to be torn by the uncertain fleetingness of worldly matters. our presence overcame all fears, and with me every hour was a happy one. i pleased with the way i moved and spoke, even with a tragic voice, cheering up worrying minds in manifold ways. 
- vitalis

it's not what i have

produced by me, ambient sample sent by @f3arme

peace sign weavers

lyrics:
you know how it goes
i try to be honest
wish harm when you're harmless
i'm still with my day ones
we're smoking on chronic
which one would you choose in life or death come on be honest

we got tanks
i'm not tryna wake up to some to some shit
we got bank
tryna put myself for life again
(i'm tryna say)
what you tryna say
my life could be worse, but yours could be replaced

"don't be so hard on yourself"
reason that i'm up cause i go hard on myself
and back in 2020 was the hardest i felt
and if i fall from grace then i don't want any help

i dont wanna play your speakers
F° sign meters
nation leaders
peace sign weaver..

we go, the same
we die, the same
my rotten brain
they still don't know what to say

you know how it goes
i try to be honest
wish harm but you're harmless
i'm still with my day ones
we're smoking on chronic
which one would you choose in life or death come on be honest

my eyes, i know they saw it through my eyes again no big surprise

chronic

Beabadoobee - Apple Cider

produced by me

i’d make the mix on this better, but opening the FLP instantly crashes, since I did the vocals and the beat in one project

to the person I once was

lyrics:

you said...
the same thing that they all said
but the way you said it made me think about it twice
my head...
i want it back in my torso
you take it wherever the wind goes, and I feel like i never know those

even if I forget it this time
open my mouth, I walk a thin line now
and I keep walking upside down

I see it, you see, what they want, what they write
you hate me, i'd hate you but that won't feel right
I see through the picture frames next to my bed
and every time I see your face I feel regret

look me in my eyes, 
and tell me that it doesn't feel right
even if i try, 
I couldn't make it back in time

they all said the same thing
and i don't wanna make you speak twice
i ran through the pages,
and there was nothing i could find
give up trynna make things right

you're my sun, you're my seed, i can't believe you were me at one point
i keep screaming at the top of my lungs, but i know that it won't work
i'm still stuck on what once was
see them you'll get through me first

I see it, you see, what they want, what they write
you hate me, i'd hate you but that won't feel right
I see through the picture frames next to my bed
and every time I see your face I feel regret

look me in my eyes, 
and tell me that it doesn't feel right
even if i try, 
I couldn't make it back in time

picture frames

Everything I Know About Love

Fragile

If You Want To

produced by me
inspired by kurtains & paralamas do sucesso
i hope you enjoyed yourself
lil mid track to end it i like this one though 

lyrics:

and i run i run i run, it stops being fun
and i don't wanna drive fast with bottles on my trunk
i can't really run fast, when both my legs were shrunk
i look and look around i feel like i'm the only one
but it still looks okay
it sounds so good it's fake just like everything i say
"it's too hard can't do it, won't try to find a way"
i do a great job ignoring everything they say

but it doesn't feel that good sometimes
and i still don't know the reason why
don't think i deserve it

you're not a good person but you're not alone
i hate when i get called but i still love my phone
and i don't like you at all that's just how it goes
i hope you're not mad... and if you are then i'm not dealing with it

and i run i run i run...

run outro

How You Feel

i know demo

I'm a mountain that can't be moved 
That's a lie 
And I'm a ship that cannot sink 
In your eyes 
But truth be told I am the darkest hole of life 
An ache and a moan on a desolate bone are you satisfied 
Are you satisfied? 

‘Cause I've never felt at place 
And I could never follow your ways 
I try and I try to be perfect in your... in your eyes 
But no matter what I do I'll never be as good 
As you 

Well I think I'm giving up 
I'm over being your crutch 

This is not the end my friend 
But I don't know if I have hope to pull me from this hole 
As these summer nights come to an end 
I'll slowly lose my head 
That the boat that once kept me afloat is shattered 
As I start to choke 

I'm a mountain that can't be moved 
I'm a ship that cannot sink 
In your eyes


Ridge Road

I'd like to talk about a few things
Like how the last year has affected me
It may seem like it's nothing, but it's been burning a hole, can’t you see?
So if you could just wait I promise I’ll make it better.

Hold me, I'm a wreck, i neglect and I'm dysfunctional
To everyone around me and you're everyone around
Me, I digress, I can't let You walk away,
I swear I'll change
If you just let me.
so, will you let me?

So could you pull me up, because I feel like I just hit the deep end
But I'm "okay", if that's what you want me to tell you

I'll tell you whatever you want to hear

“I know, I'm sorry
I let this go to waste, I fucking ruin everything”
I know, I'm sorry
But I'm sorry doesn't mean anything


Hold me, I'm a wreck, i neglect and I'm dysfunctional
To everyone around me and you're everyone around
Me, I digress, I can't let you just walk away,
I swear I'll change
If you just let me.
Because I'd love it if you fucking let me


I Am The Boy

Atlanta Millionaires Club

Right Side of My Neck

Jonny

Hurts Me Too

these are random songs i created that i never bothered actually finishing, don't expect any real quality from this. the reason i released this is because i'm going to take music seriously and start off fresh next year so i decided to dump out all these unfinished mp3s before i did.

a smaller version of this will soon be in many streaming platforms



1. cigano
2. JD
3. stress
4. talvez
5. love loop
6. texture
7. patience
8. paranoia
9. loop 23
10. send link
11. soundfont test
12. soundfont test 2
13. me on piano
14. desert 
15. serpent

redemption°

awful