Run it up Barbiekenzzz ft TTK27 Mixed.mp3

TTK27 - Holdin Me Close - 1_31_22, 2.18 PM.m4a

TTK27 - Lost Inside Of My Thoughts - 1_31_22, 1.31 PM.m4a

TTK27 - I Got You - 1_31_22, 1.30 PM.m4a

You turned this passion for love into lust 
You ripped my heart into shreds into dust 
I played my part I just wasn’t enough for you 
Now I got love for myself ain’t got love for you 

You thought I’d just stick around but for what 
Tryna become what I gotta become 
Thought you was down now I’m hollin wassup with you 
I was just holdin it down now it’s up for you 


Sticky my heart be the glue we was stuck to 
If you shoot best believe ima buss too 
I would do anything just because of you 
Hurt me deep to see what our love comin to 

But I know it gets better 
Sharpen my sword for the hunt any weather 
I gotta eat gotta bring home a dinner 
I got three seeds and on me ima bless ‘em 

God guidin me I feel lost and depressive 
Smokin this weed drinkin drivin so reckless 
Try anything 
To get out my feelings 
But I feel like I need you 
So I sent a message 

Thinkin bout me shouldn’t lead to you stressin 
Think about me fantasizin caressin 
Touch ya soul just like ya body and wet it 
But you ain’t mine so outa mind I forget it

TTK27 - Belittled Love.m4a

It feel good 
It feel good when I’m in it 
Feel good 
It feel good when I’m in it 
Feel good 
It feel good when I’m in it 
When I get it I can never let it go 
When I know 


It feel good 
Real good 
When I’m in it 
Truth serum sippin 
Sip syrup got me shifted 
Pure in soul encrypted lyric miracle prescriptions 
What is this 
Stars fallin pharaohs fought for this shit 
Stare off in the fog it walks amongst the thoughts and images 
Colors cross crimson 
Somersault cinnamon 
W sentimental symmetry 
I seen this in a sinners dream 
Center of my centerpiece 
Sinner fall centipede 
Sick of all 
Hearts throb 
All is sick 
Sick of these 
Sick of we 
Sick of I 
Icecycle 
Cyclically 
Slip on ice 
I pickle 
Pickle sigh 
Ceilings reach 
Breach ceilings 
W the scent of weed 
I see my sinners leave 
Spin and see 
Seen it out my eyes 
Like the tv screen 
Screech and creep 
Creatures I create 
But it’s my creed to keep 
Secrets I believe the key 
My soul is mine 
See the sea 
I never sail 
Floatin in a cell 
God set me free

TTK27 - FEEL GOOD Prod By Tyde & Chxse

(Chorus) 

You could just tell me the truth 
Don’t gotta be selfish 
Can’t help if u tell me a lie 
How can I try make it better for u 
If u keep it all to yourself 
And disguise 

I give it all I got nothin to lose 
Or prove to you 
Show you what’s inside 
Open my heart 
And my mind for you 
Transparent see through 
Cause I don’t wanna hide….nomore  (x2) 



(Verse 1) 

Remember I felt so lost 
So insecure from all of these scars 
Never felt I was ever enough 
Why I pray to the Lord 
Cause I’m givin up 

Lost my purpose when you broke my heart 
I was searchin for light in the dark 
Tripped and fell in the void 
Of depression no joy 
Can’t feel pleasure 
It’s time to evolve 

Greet my demons invite em to lunch 
Ain’t no fightin just smoke and it punch 
I enlighten myself off of drugz 
All this pain that I feel be too much 

Can’t put trust in my dick ima slut 
Can’t put trust in a bitch I just fuck 
Ain’t no purpose in life with no love 
Ain’t no love w no trust 

(Think I might end my life bitch I’m done)



(Chorus)

You could just tell me the truth 
Don’t gotta be selfish 
Can’t help if u tell me a lie 
How can I try make it better for u 
If u keep it all to yourself 
And disguise 

I give it all I got nothin to lose 
Or prove to you 
Show you what’s inside 
Open my heart 
And my mind for you 
Transparent see through 
Cause I don’t wanna hide….nomore (x2) 



(Verse 2) 

I battle these urges 
My life be uncertain 
I try to survive 
But I’m hurtin 

I try to be perfect 
In search of a purpose 
Don’t know why 
I always feel worthless 

My life full of curses 
I feel like I’m cursed, sin 
Son of the earth kids 

Keep in mind ima die 
Keep me humble and searchin 
For more til the earth end 

Tryna heal from the lies and deceit 
See the lie fore it slip thru ya teeth 
My third eye open wide I can’t sleep 
Speakin life in the mind of the weak 

I see death in the eyes of the sheep 
Take a step you behind ima lead 
Cant stand by while we dyin decease 
Faith in God I believe 



(Chorus) 

You could just tell me the truth 
Don’t gotta be selfish 
Can’t help if u tell me a lie 
How can I try make it better for u 
If u keep it all to yourself 
And disguise 

I give it all I got nothin to lose 
Or prove to you 
Show you what’s inside 
Open my heart 
And my mind for you 
Transparent see through 
Cause I don’t wanna hide….nomore  (x2)

TTK27Intentions

TTK27 - OVERWHELMED INTERLUDE

TTK27 - Pain

TTK27 - Pain (SLOWED)

TTK27ROD69

TTK27Despair

(Verse 1) 

Off w his head catch me rockin that pendant 
Officer prosecute I can’t defend it 
Ima shoot off the roof top cut the tension 
Im w the henchmen 

Awkward fruit tied by the noose like a necklace 
I could survive by the root of ancestry 
Infinite life I won’t die out for centuries 

I survive like a virus I’m spreadin 
Like wildfires I get higher than heaven 
Issa blessin receptive of levels this higher power 
I’m too high for depression 

U cannot get this lesson for free 
I went and had to pay off a fee 
That’s in pain blood shed and tears of defeat 
All that shame I’m upset a villain for peace 
I been feelin policed 
I’m offended 

If its war for my love im declarin it 
Push dat button I’m uppin and airin it 
I got God on my side ain’t no fear in it 
If u opp u could die u could share in it 

Otherwise I got life im inheritin 
I got life love and light I’m the heir of it 
And I promise to multiply variants 
For my three kids they equally sharin it 



(Chorus) 

We live in the presence of the divine 
What do u see when u open yo mind 
Nigga what do u see when u open eye 

Look for the black sheep to lead the tribe 
We been trustin the deaf to see and lead the blind 
Ima definitely defeat the evil eye 
From the low frequency how I rise 
Like a phoenix

PHOENIX

(CHORUS)

I AINT REALLY ONE FOR SMALL TALKIN 
WANNA SEE ABOUT DAT ACTION 
IT AINT EVEN PEACE 
WHEN I FEEL AT PEACE ANYMORE 
ITS ALL TRAUMATIC 

WHATS THE REMEDY 
MIX SOME WEED N A LITTLE BIT OF HENNE-SEE SAW BALANCE 
IS U FEELIN ME? 
ALL OF MY FRIENDS DEAD TURN ENEMY 
SEE DA MADNESS 



(VERSE 1)

ALLS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR 
IMA PUT MY ALL IN IT 
MAKE IT AUTHENTIC 
IN MY CROSSHAIR 
I SEE U RUN 
FINNA PARK YA CAR W IT 
IM EXHAUSTIN IT 

SKELETONS 
IN MY CLOSET 
WE ALL TALKIN 
IM GETTIN LOST IN IT 

FINNA SPILL BLOOD ON THE CARPET 
DARK THOUGHTS CEILIN 
SEE DA WALLS DRIPPIN 

I DONE LOST MY DAMN MIND ISSA BRAINSTORM 
SPIT HELL ON THE BEAT LIKE A NAPALM 
RED DOT SPIN A BLIP LIKE A RADAR 
TAKE YA FACE OFF 

I DONE LOST MY DAMN MIND TRYNA CHASE YALL 
THOUGHTS RUNNIN ALONG LIKE A RACECAR 
SPINNIN A NIGGA BLOCK LIKE A CHAINSAW 
MADE ME HATE YALL 



(CHORUS)

I AINT REALLY ONE FOR SMALL TALKIN 
WANNA SEE ABOUT DAT ACTION 
IT AINT EVEN PEACE 
WHEN I FEEL AT PEACE ANYMORE 
ITS ALL TRAUMATIC 

WHATS THE REMEDY 
MIX SOME WEED N A LITTLE BIT OF HENNE-SEE SAW BALANCE 
IS U FEELIN ME? 
ALL OF MY FRIENDS DEAD TURN ENEMY 
SEE DA MADNESS 



(VERSE 2) 

ALLS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR 
IMA PUT MY ALL IN IT 
MAKE IT AUTHENTIC 
IMA DOG BABY IMA MUTT OR SUMN 
I EVOLVE DIFFERENT 
SEE THE FOG LIFTIN 

NIGHTMARE A NEW DAWN 
BLUE MOONLIGHT SHIFTIN 
SEE MY BITE DIFFERENT 
IMA SHAPE SHIFT N
MOONWALK 
WHATCHU CANT REWRITE THIS SHII 
AINT NO FIGHTIN IT 

KARMA COMIN TORTURE 
IN YA MIND ITS MINE NOT YOURS 
IM TRAUMATIZIN 
KNIFE AND FORK YA 
I WAS WININ NOW IM DININ ON YA CORPSE 

ITS REWINDIN..COMIN TOWARDS YA 
LIKE A COMET 
OR A STARSHIP ORBIT 
IM DIVINE GETTIN HELLA HIGH 
UP THERE W THE STARS 
I WAS CRYIN NOW IM ALIGNIN IM ON COURSE

LOVE & WAR

I FEEL IM OUT OF OPTIONS 
WHEN I LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR NIGGA I CANT STOP IT 
LOOKIN DEEP WITHIN I SEE THE SIN I TRY TO BLOCK IT 
SIPPIN JUICE N GIN I SEE THE JIN INSIDE MY OPTICS 
KNOW I GOT GOD BESIDE ME 

HE GIVE ME PAIN NOT AS A TRIAL BUT LIKE ALARM REMINDIN 
I MISS MY MOM SHE IN THE GROUND REMIND ME WHY IM FLYIN 
I BEEN THRU PILES OF SHII I SMILE CAUSE I CANT THRIVE FROM FROWNIN 
I FIX MY LIPS TO SAY SOME SHII I END UP CRYIN BOUT IT 

I MISS MY WIFE AND KIDS DIVORCED BUT WE STILL BONDED BY IT 
THAT LOVE THAT WE SAID ONCE UPON WE WIPE OUR MIND ABOUT IT 
LIKE WILL SMITH ILL SMACK A NIGGA WAY IM ROCKIN BOUT IT 
THE OPPOSITE OF MEN IN BLACK THIS PEN REMIND U BOUT IT 

U CANT DISCUSS THE SHII WE DID CAUSE IT MAKE U LOOK LIKE U SWITCHED 
SO U TELL THEM BOUT SHII I DID TO JUSTIFY YO FEELINGS 
I LOVE U RAW THAT SHII WAS REAL BUT PAINT ME LIKE THE VILLAIN 
SEE U OUTSIDE BUT I KNOW U MISS ME INSIDE U FILLIN 

EVERY ORIFICE AWFUL I NEVER THOUGHT OF THIS 
OR THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE HOW IT ENDED 
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED NIGGA EVERY DAY A GIFT 
THIS WHY THE PRESENT IS A BLESSING ITS IMMACULATE 

ITS GOD GIVEN GODS MOVIE JUST RECITE YA SCRIPT 
AND PLAY YA PART U MISS YA START YOULL SEE JUST HOW IT END 
SLEEPIN OUTSIDE IN THE DARK I FOUND MY LIGHT WITHIN 
SLEEPIN OUTSIDE IN THE COLD I MADE HEAT W THIS PEN 

SLEEPIN OUTSIDE IN THE COLD I WISH MY LIFE WAS LIKE MY BRO 
I WISH MY MOM WAS LIKE MY HOES AND WAS PERSISTENT ON MY PHONE 

I WISH MY MOM WOULD LOVE ME LIKE I TRY TO LOVE MY MOM 
SHE AINT HAVE LOVE FOR ME SHE FELT LIKE WE AINT HAVE A BOND 
WE AINT RELATE SOMETIMES I FELT LIKE SHE WAS JUST A BULLY 
SHE TRIED TO CONTROL HOW I FEEL CAUSE SHE COULDNT TAKE THE REAL ME 

I TRIED TO BE AS POSITIVE AS POSSIBLE 
BUT U TURN YOURSELF TO A OBSTACLE
WHEN THE SHII THAT U SPEAK JUST SOUND IMPOSSIBLE 

BATTLE MY DEMONS CAUSE ALLS FAIR IN LOVE & WAR 
IM STILL TRYNA FIND REASONS TO MAKE IT PEACE BEFORE WE FALL

PEACE BEFORE WE FALL

I trust myself enough w my soul 
Feel lost I don’t know where to go 
My eyes closed 
Feel lost but I know where I flow 
My vibe dope 
Gettin high make me feel like I’m low 

Call u my twin I brought u close to the bros 
Was relative I thought til u got exposed 
That’s how it goes 
Case closed same ol same ol 
Patterns unfold 
Same story 
Nother chapter untold

U figure this time a be different but it’s cyclical 
Ik u better than that that’s what make it pitiful 
U say u love me ion think u know it literal 
Im ride or die until that point until its critical 

I make it right u make it wrong I get left behind 
No loyalty u turn a snake on ya belly and slide 
U shape shift like a chameleon u ain’t got a spine 
U play a Vic like Mike I pass u a mirror can’t hide 

I feel betrayed by the one Ida dug a grave for 
I layed myself in it to rest u left a claymore 
Tried walk away and stand on it it blew up in my face 
…No Savin face I take this cape off 


U and ya problems made me hate yall 
U and whoever got sum to say 
Sun on my face 
Child support got my son on my case 
Funds in the bank not enough sendin funds where u lay

EYEZ CLOSED

(VERSE 1) 

IM TRYNA FIND A WAY BUT AINT NO OTHER BUT UP 
WE FIND A WAY TO PRAY CAUSE WE DONE SUFFERED TOO MUCH 
SHE GOT THAT KINDA FACE ONLY HER BROTHER COULD LOVE 
YEA SHE GOT THAT KINDA LOVE ONLY A BROTHER COULD TRUST 

WE GOT THAT KINDA LOVE IT FEEL LIKE LOVE BUT ITS LUST 
I THINK I LOVE HER TOO MUCH I TOOK TOO MUCH LIKE A DRUG 
I THINK IM FALLIN IN LOVE I THINK I JUST WANNA FCK 
KEEP MY DICK INSIDE MY PANTS I THINK ILL ROLL ME A BLUNT 

BORED I FINISHED MY CHORES I FEEL IN NEED OF REWARD 
IN NEED OF LESS AND NOT MORE FEEL IM AT BEST WHEN IGNORED 
I FEEL MY BEST WHEN AT WAR I CLUTCH MY CHEST LIKE A BROAD 
MY ARMOR ON I GUARD MY HEART CANT GET THE BEST ME NO MORE 

ALL THAT SHII U USED TO DO JUST DNT IMPRESS ME NO MORE 
I EMPTY MY HEART LIKE A DRAWER AND LEAVE MY CHEST ON THE FLOOR 
AND WALK OFF 
IN NEED OF LESS I WONT INVEST ANYMORE 
IM JUST UNDRESSIN IT ALL 
NO LONGER A NEED TO ADDRESS IT AT ALL 






(VERSE 2) 

CANT SAY I LOVE THE PAIN BUT I CANT TRUST THE PLEASURE 
SO NOW IM STANDIN IN THE RAIN CAUSE I CANT TRUST THE WEATHER 
ID RATHER GET USED TO THE RAIN AND JUST SAID FCK UMBRELLA 
I LIKE MY BITCHES BAREFOOT SAID FCK A CINDERELLA 

ILL SLIME A BITCH OUT QUICK LIKE EVE MY MOMMA TAUGHT ME BETTER 
THESE BITCHEZ MAKE U FEEL NEIVE CANT GO OUT SAD NOT NEVER 
I KNOW MY DAD KNOW BETTER 
I LOOK THAT MAN DEEP IN HIS EYEZ AND SEE JUST WHERE IM HEADED 
TOLD GOD I GET THE MESSAGE 
I HAD TO CHANGE DIRECTION 

I FEEL WE ALREADY IN HELL 
THATS WHAT THE PREACHER TELLIN 
SO U GON LAY DOWN AND JUST BURN 
OR U GON SEEK REPENTANCE 

I LOVE MYSELF W PURE INTENTION 
A GORGEOUS REFLECTION 
COULD GIVE A FCK BOUT UR IMPRESSION 
LOVE UR IMPERFECTIONS 

REST ASSURED IN ACCEPTANCE 
LET EM CATCH IT IF THEY GON CATCH IT 
NO MORE INTERCEPTIONS 
JUST GO HARD NO EXCEPTIONS 
KNOW U A STAR W NO CORRECTION 
U ARE WHAT U DESTINED 
SO JUST SHINE UR A BLESSIN 
AND PERFORM W A VENGEANCE

UPSIDE DOWN

I ain’t come to play but I’m on ya playlist 
I ain’t come to play but I’m on ya station 
They gon say my name like the fckin greatest 

Ima fade away like the NBA bitch 
I ain’t come to stay like I’m on vacation 
I ain’t come to stay like a fckin vagrant 
Ima take ya place ima renovate it 

Damn…damn!
Baby girl u got me so excited 
Way we vibin got me out my body 
Way I’m slidin like it’s autopilot 

Damn..damn! 
Wave I’m ridin got me like tsunami 
I got money I can’t fit a wallet 
I’m too big to fit inside ya pocket 

Damn..damn! 
Big..big big energy 
I can’t let this shii get to me 
I came hittin like little league 

I said baby is u feelin me? 
She said bae I love u literally 
I said bae I love the inner me 
She said bae I love ya energy

Damn..damn! 
Ima spit it foul like I vomited  
She gon suck me dry like phlebotomist 
She gon hold me down das my bottom bitch 

She got ass round hippopotamus 
Damn.. 
ATM cause u know I gotta lot of it 
I be scratchin this paper like a lottery 

Ima dog out ya bitch I rott weiler it 
Ima dog every day I get collar bitch 
That’s the neck and the green for that pot to piss 
Ima dig in that cheese like a pot of grits 

Ima empty and squeeze got a life to live 
And that’s by any means I swear by kids 
I can’t wait anymore that’s a lot to lift 
I came up from the ground anthropologist 

I got down tryna see beneath surface 
I got down on my knees for the sermon 
Ima chase everything im deservin 
I was down I defeated the serpent 

Everything that I got now I earned it 
I was hurt but my God reimburse it 
I was proud and aint have reassurance 
They want back what they lost need insurance 

Go full throttle my moto full auto 
Dodgin potholes I swallow the bottle 
Got bravado I drive w my eyez closed 
Ima God demigod like lovato

DEMIGOD

I’m too blessed I can’t stress out bout petty shii 
When I talk from my chest it feel effortless 
Ima walk dis beat down step w elegance 
When I step hit the ground like a elephant 
Step in this bitch fresh to death like a peppermint 

W my breath I could dissect a elephant 
Open ya mind to the truth like a testament 
Every verse that I write like a testament 
Talk to myself give advice like a therapist 

For my love I want war I’m declarin it 
For too long hear that horn I been blarin it 
They ignored way too long now I’m arrogant 
When I talk my shit it’s all on on the internet 

Give a fck what u thought I ain’t innadat 
Just to clear the confusion and misconcept-tion 
Need allat respect and the missed affection 
From all the neglect and the misdirection

It’s evident in my heart know I need love 
Im tryna heal from heart break I need drugs 
Dealin w pain and trauma I discuss 
Expressin everything that I disgust 

I wear my heart on my sleeve like it’s armor 
Handle my heart when I speak like your honor 
I fight for freedom I said fck the commas 
Cause I know I profit off more than a dollar 

I provide more than I could from my father 
I fell out of love w myself I forgot 
Ima die by myself but I feel for my partner 
In a world of kill mongers I feel t’chala 

Lead w a heart bitch my pride like a lion 
I’m somethin like Lucious I’ll build an empire 
Give a fck bout a critic it been my desire 
It’s in my design they can’t redirect mind 

I lead the lost and the deaf and the blind 
I defeat my enemies evil eye 
I reflect deflect reject and decline 
And I said I meant what I said ain’t deny 

Blessed in this rain when I coulda been dry 
Dowsed in my purpose I could been drowned 
Drown in this depth get too deep for survival 
I live by way more than the words in the bible 

I trust my own wit I’m not biased and spiteful 
I talk bout my life sacrifice for my 
When I talk bout my life sacrificing my idol 
I live my own life ima die when my eyez close 

Livin my life gotta fight for survival 
Im livin my life and I like what I like so 
Im livin my life gotta fight for survival 
I’m livin my life and I

TESTAMENT

(CHORUS) 

I could..tell that girl don’t love me 
She just..want me for my money 
Cause her..boyfriend look disgustin 
But she..can’t do nothin for me 

She could..come buss this nut for me 
She get..fckd but no trust from me 
She gon..come w plus one for me 
And fck my buddy yea fck my muddy 



(VERSE 1) 

Yea fck my money cause a young nigga rich in soul 
Worth more than some diamonds and gold 
In da nighttime baby I glow 
Spit fire hail sleet rain snow 

In the mind I could never get blindsided 
By da bitch still see eyez closed 
Could never be jaded 
I’m one of one I could never be faded 

Fuck out my face tryna front for the matrix 
Sellin ya soul when uk what’s at stake bitch 
I’m not the one I’m the one not to play w 
I’m not a blunt u wan puff u could face it 

Im not a blunt u want smoke u could lace it 
U niggaz spacin 
U niggaz high 

Bitch I get higher 
Like this was my job 
Build an empire 
To give to my child 

I went thru the fire 
And came out a cloud 
Invincible minerals 
I’m breakin down 

Invisible niggaz know 
I’m not around 
Original w the flow 
I’m like da Nile 

I’m switchin too many flows 
And different sounds 
I’m pitchin too many throws 
I’m at the mound 

These niggaz ain’t makin no hits 
In dat jackpot where I piss 
These niggaz ain’t livin like this 

Standin in the rain 
I’m drenched 
Standin in the rain 
Im muddy 
I survive pain 
Been bloody 
I pop da cherry yea 
I pop da cherry 
I’m comin

STANDIN IN THE RAIN

WHEN I THINK OF U THAT LIGHT TURN COLD 
NO MATTER HOW I TRY TO EXPLAIN IT MY HEART SAYS NO 
I CARRY LIGHT AND LOVE WHEREVER I GO 
BUT ITS ALL A FACADE CAUSE THE PAIN I HIDE AWAY SOMEHOW JUST DONT SEEM TO GO 

I PUT THIS PAIN INSIDE MY ART LET IT FLOW 
I SPILL MY VEIN AND DRAIN MY HEART LET IT GO 
I CANT EXPLAIN THE WHO OR HOW BUT I KNOW 
U TOUCH ME DIFFERENT WHEN HE ON YA MIND 
I CALL IT RIGHT U CALL ME TRIPPIN WHEN THAT CALL DECLINE 

U FALL IN LINE WHEN I GET DISTANT 
START REMINISCIN 
I THINK BOUT MINE NO LONGER LIVIN 
THIS SHII REALLY SICKENIN 

TRYNA MAINTAIN A DIFFERENT IMAGE 
BUT THIS VISION VIVID  
I SIT W ALL THIS IN MY KITCHEN 
LIKE A CHEMIST WHIPPIN 

REMEMBER IT WAS DARKER DAYS 
AINT HAVE A POT TO PISS IN 
AND NOWADAYS ITS LEMONADE 
WHEN THIRST WAS NOT FOR QUENCHIN 

NO REIMBURSEMENT WHEN THAT HEARSE GET SENT TO WHERE U LIVIN 
THIS LIFE A JOURNEY NOTHIN PROMISED BUT THE FCKIN ENDIN 



(VERSE 1) 

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST 
GET IN WHERE I FIT IN 
I LOVE WHO LOVE ME 
IF ITS LOVE WONT BE NO QUESTIONIN IT 

IT IS, WHAT IT IS, WHAT IT WAS, WAS STILL THE BEST DECISION 
WONT NEVER CHASE NOTHIN I WANT I FEEL SO DESPERATE W IT 

NO NEED TO CHASE NOTHIN I NEED AINT THAT INVESTED IN IT 
THE THINGS THAT I NEED LUCKILY INSIDE THESE BLESSINGS GIFTED 
I LOVE MYSELF CANT EVEN LIE I LOVE THE WAY IM LIVIN 
MY LIGHT WAS DIMMIN FROM DEPRESSION FEELIN PESSIMISTIC 

NO LONGER LIVE BY EXPECTATION 
I LIVE BY EXAMPLE 
ONLY NEED U TO SHOW ME ONCE 
DNT NEED ANOTHER SAMPLE 

EVERY DECISION THAT U MADE IS BURNED INSIDE MY MENTAL 
I YEARN FOR GOD TO HEAL THIS PAIN THAT CANT NO MEDICINE DO 

I OVERDOSED I ALMOST DIED I SWEAR I SAW THAT LIGHT 
I COULDNT BREATHE I HAD TO FIGHT I THOUGHT ABOUT MY LIFE 
IT FLASHED BEFORE MY EYEZ 
I THOUGHT BOUT HOW MY GRANDPA DIED 
AND IF HE IN THE SKY 
WATCHIN ME HE’D BE TEARY EYED 

I FEEL ASHAMED CAUSE ALL THIS PAIN MADE ME FEEL LIKE A STAIN 
CANT WASH AWAY THE ONLY WAY IS THE ONLY ESCAPE 
SO MANY DRUGZ I LOST MY BRAIN STARTED LOSIN MY FAITH 
TALKS W SATAN SHOWED ME MY FATE I WAS LOSIN MY WAY 

IT WAS REVEALED TO ME 
THROUGH PROPHECY NOW I COULD SEE WHAT WAS CONCEALED IN ME 
DONT TRY REBUILDIN ME 
IM BROKE BUT NOT BROKEN 
IM HEALIN WILLFULLY 
CAUSE I COULD CRASH OUT AND SAY FCK IT AND BURN IT ALL AND TAKE ALL OF YALL IN THIS BITCH HERE W ME 



WHEN I THINK OF U THAT LIGHT TURN COLD 
NO MATTER HOW I TRY TO EXPLAIN IT MY HEART SAYS NO 
I CARRY LIGHT AND LOVE WHEREVER I GO 
BUT ITS ALL A FACADE CAUSE THE PAIN I HIDE AWAY SOMEHOW JUST DONT SEEM TO GO 

I PUT THIS PAIN INSIDE MY ART LET IT FLOW 
I SPILL MY VEIN AND DRAIN MY HEART LET IT GO 
I CANT EXPLAIN THE WHO OR HOW BUT I KNOW 
U TOUCH ME DIFFERENT WHEN HE ON YA MIND 
I CALL IT RIGHT U CALL ME TRIPPIN WHEN THAT CALL DECLINE 



(VERSE 2) 

ITS LIKE..ION EVEN WANNA LOVE MYSELF 
IF I GOTTA LOVE MYSELF 
WHY TF AM I HERE W EVERYBODY ELSE? 
FEELIN MY OWN SHII AND STILL GOTTA DEAL 
BUT ALL OF THIS SHII MULTIPLIED 
INSIDE MY ENERGY FIELD 

I NO LONGER WAN EMPATHIZE 
BUT IN THIS LIFE THAT AINT REAL 
IT AINT NO WAY TO AVOID 
ALL OF THE NOISE 
FEEL LIKE IM SANTA INSIDE OF HIS WORKSHOP 
JUDGIN THE GIRLS AND BOYS 
TRYNA DECIDE WHO GETTIN COALS OR TOYS?
 
WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS CAUSE I KNOW THAT I GOT A CHOICE 
CANT MAKE NOBODY DO NOTHIN BUT I KNOW THAT I GOT A VOICE  
I FEEL RESPONSIBLE 
FORFEITIN WAR AND GIVIN MY CROWN UP TO 
THE DEVIL THAT REMIND ME OF MY FEARS AND INSECURITIES 

GOT ME TERRIFIED AND PARALYZED 
BEEN TRYNA BURY ME 
SO URGENTLY 
THEY SCURRED OF ME LIKE RATS SCURRYIN SOON AS THEY HEARD OF ME 
THATS HOW I KNOW IM DESTINED FOR WAY MORE THAN ME 
IM SENT W A PURPOSE THATS WHY I SHINE SO BRIGHT CAUSE I GOT THE LIGHT OF THE LORD IN ME

WHEN I THINK OF U

(CHORUS) 

I think this life is really odd 
Give it all to God but in the end already lost 
Cost to be the boss the price of livin really large 
We could sacrifice it all and in the end we still gon fall 



(VERSE 1) 

Before it end already lost in the beginnin 
Innocent the way we start but it was all just a blemish 
Livin been feelin performative it’s all just pretendin 
Vision begin to distort watch it dissolve in an instant 

In disillusionment I really been here losin it and..
Off the hallucinogens really been confusin and shii 
Tighten my noose again I’m hangin by the roof of my chin 
This life a spoof and we been loopin since the root of our sin 

Don’t think u die and that’s good night this life gon choose u again 
We live and die on infinite new body movin u in 
Curses and hearses we learned from early we doomed in the end 
Juju and voodoo this news to u but u knew it was sick 



(Bridge) 

Father God I give my life to u 
I really want it all 
All of my life I give my light to u 
Don’t leave me on the cross 



(CHORUS) 

I think this life is really odd 
Give it all to God but in the end already lost 
Cost to be the boss the price of livin really large 
We could sacrifice it all and in the end we still gon fall 



(VERSE 2) 

Nah in the end we still gon ball 
Me and all my dawgs from the court to courtyards 
Mansion palace tall 
The baddest bitches smash em all 
We made it out the rock 
We all just wan be rockstars 

But once u get to spendin dat 
Can’t get ya nickelback 
U sold ya soul for this and that 
But it’s a tit for tat 

No need to give it back 
Gon break u off a kit for kat 
This here for u and that’s for me 
Now gon n live w that 

I’m cynical 
Cause nothin unconditional 
This what we been conditioned to 
I’m livin off the principle 

This shii so minuscule 
Knew that since middle school 
Under the sun and moon 
Aint none of this shii fckin new 

I been uncomfortable 
Been tryna find my way from under u 
Tried so many times I don’t know what to do 

Like I’m in love w u 
But u love me 
Can’t let me go u tell me go 
But I can’t fckin leave 



(Bridge) 

Father God I give my life to u 
I really want it all 
All of my life I give my light to u 
Don’t leave me on the cross 

(CHORUS) 

I think this life is really odd 
Give it all to God but in the end already lost 
Cost to be the boss the price of livin really large 
We could sacrifice it all and in the end we still gon fall

DONT LEAVE ME ON THE CROSS

(CHORUS) 

All I ever wanted was everything 
Found somethin worth way more than anything 
Heaven what I call it, could be anything 
All I know I lose it all, I won’t have anything 

What is it that I need to be alive? 
What is the reason that I need to be alive? 
Outside of everything I’m needin to survive 
I pray to God for guidance please I can’t decide 



(VERSE 1) 

This verse for the cursed and the lost 
We been strugglin for hope when it’s lost 
Life like a war, spillin blood 

What’s the purpose of it tell me what’s the cost? 
When the children turnin villain what’s the cause? 
Who in the wrong? 
If it’s how the way I’m raised up? 
Hide it away, u can’t change it, keep it caged up! 

That be the answer 
Spreadin like a cancer 
They can’t neglect us 
We rise like the temperature 

They been finessin us 
Let’s ride either do or die 
Make em respect us 
Or die all dehumanized 

The truth I speak is from the life I see through human eyes 
To see life..from this height..gotta be crucified 
They cannot empathize a life they take and terrorize 
How many more innocent lives? We gotta hear the cries! We gotta sacrifice! 

Comfort given at the expense of someone else’s strife 
Thats the vision they had to see to live a better life 
Stead of workin together to better the life we live 
I feel like im the only one that care enough to give 

Outside of myself deep inside I barely got enough 
I’m proud of myself gotta try my hardest not to run 
I start doubtin get depressed and put smoke inside my lung 
Know im chosen stayin focused I gotta guide my sons 



(CHORUS) 

All I ever wanted was everything 
Found somethin worth way more than anything 
Heaven what I call it, could be anything 
All I know I lose it all, I won’t have anything 

What is it that I need to be alive? 
What is the reason that I need to be alive? 
Outside of everything I’m needin to survive 
I pray to God for guidance please I can’t decide 



(VERSE 2) 

This verse for the man up above 
I know I question everything under this sun 
But when I really think about it I feel dumb 

Cause I was chasin love, chasin lust 
Do it all for a touch, feel the rush 
When u got everything u do it just because 
U do it all on infinite until it’s numb 

Did it all cause I ain’t have me nothin better to do 
I think about the old me and say I’m better than you 
But I know it’s some things I’ve done I can’t forget like it’s new 
This life we live is like a loop under the sun nothing new 

This life I live in solitude no longer followin 
Belly of the beast gettin swallowed in 
Wallow in the darkest pits 
Sit and think bout all of this 
I hope God forgive cause I repent for all that I done did 
In this life I live, who can I bargain with? 

I got nothing more to lose and everything to gain 
I put my heart inside this music make em feel the pain 
Cause it’s a shame to waste away like nothin never mattered 
I won’t bring nothin in my heart and brain inside the grave 

I’ll leave it all out here for yall to judge and cry and pray 
Cause one day everybody dies and that’s just how we made 
Cause one day everybody dies and that’s just how we made ….. 

We can’t turn back the hands of time in time we all will lay 
Inside the bed we made 



(Chorus) 

All I ever wanted was everything 
Found somethin worth way more than anything 
Heaven what I call it, could be anything 
All I know I lose it all I won’t have anything 

What is it that I need to be alive? 
What is the reason that I need to be alive? 
Outside of everything I’m needin to survive 
I pray to God for guidance please I can’t decide

NOTHING TO LOSE

TTK27 - Freedom Of Mind

TTK27 - King (PROD MURDA 808)

My State of mind/ unstabilized 
Paved da road just to drive at night/ 
3rd eye open kuz the others blind/ 
Like I’m drunk drivin swervin out da lines/ 

Tryna keep my spirit steer it right/ 
Can’t shake the feelin that I’m left behind/ 
All da gimmicks used in lyrics hidden sly/ 
While they lie to hide intentions deep inside/ 

I done tripped and lost my fckin mind/ 
All the lonely nights stuck outside/ 
Pray to God and now I’m sanctified/ 
Purify me in a open fire/ 

Waters ignorance, wishy washy/ 
Petty penny pinchin empty pockets/ 
Spread it commonly and it skip topic/ 
Only thing that’s new is death to the godless/ 

Ima bite da fruit escape from da garden/ 
Ima fight w truth troop to da conscience/ 
School full of hardships/ ima eat without it/ 
Been a beast barkin/ 
Now I’m finna charge in/ 

Pull up skrr Park it/ 
Poppin compartment/ 
Shots at apartments/ 
Dropped out da sky just to drop out of college/ 
Top of da top pickin tops of da top picks/ 

Chillin in da Roc under rock w da optics (x2) 
Stock and a cartridge/ choppin ya arteries/ 
Open ya eye so precise w da archery/ closin one eye just to slide on you properly/ 
Cruisin I slide when I’m bored like monopoly/ 

Renovate property/ sellin astonishment/ 
They sell they soul and feel dumb when in poverty/ 
Temple explode like a bomb on osama shit/ 
Eagle eye show you how Ai control you and I/ 
USA Serve America or die/ for whatever that flag meant to ya life/

TTK27 - Unstabilized

Elevatin' 

I’m alive but my spirit feel cold 
I’m gettin too old 
Feel like I’m dead in the middle of dead and gone 
And the roller coaster froze 

Stop hesitatin and do what I was told 
Start elevatin stop worrying bout the lows 
I’m already layin 

I been high before the first time I smoked 
Ironically I was smokin kuz I was low 
And I was broke to da bone without a home 
I ran away kuz I was told 

I’m stuck in the matrix 
1’s and O’s 
Whatever you makin 
Was taken and owed 
I’m stuck retracing
Same path on the road 
Kuz somebody made it here befo 

I been tryna make something out this noose 
But ain’t a thang new 
Recycled in this life like a loop 
We hangin in the balance can’t choose 
But if we got to choose 
Nobody’d wanna renew 

I’ve never been basic 
Free basin the lows 
With tools ima make shift 
And pay off my toll 
I pass everyday shit 
Same bridge in the road 
Never ever see me payin the troll 

Fuck the muthafucka that made taxes
How you charging me more after a nigga cash in 
I’m workin hard doin ya chores while you relaxin 
Throwing me scraps and ridin around w bigger baggage 

And we be the elves Saint Nicholas trappin 
Demanding labor takin da credit for all our actions 
Slavin and sweatin makin money off our passions 
We sleep every night just to wake up and jump back in 

Reliving the past tense 
The future runnin back man 
Pac man runnin from the ghosts chasin packs man 
Black man 
Runnin from the ropes and the gats man 
Cat scan came from broken homes and relapsing 
Jackman shootin at our hue’s but we Batman 
Masking the beast to save a city that we dragged in 
Laxative loosenin the shit that they backed in 
It could’ve been better for us all if we all was happy 

I’m alive but my spirit feel cold 
I’m gettin too old 
Feel like I’m dead in the middle of dead and gone 
And the roller coaster froze 

Stop hesitatin and do what I was told 
Start elevatin stop worrying bout the lows 
I’m already layin

TTK27 - Elevatin' ft. JadeEizabethh

I put my heart and my soul and my trust in you 
I gave you everything I ever thought I was I gave it all to you 
I gave you everything through all my fears I was makin it love for you 
I gave you everything soul to a wedding ring 
I put my family on hold I did everything I put my.... (x2)

I put my heart and my trust in you 
Slut bitch you dumb bitch you even let me bust a nut in you 
Cuffin you stuck w you when they told me I should run from you 
Holdin hands was on the run wit you 
Shit was good and I had fun with you 
Til i went overboard and tripped and fell in love wit you 
Still you couldn’t give a fuck menstrual 
Give you everything with love and you couldn’t even give me love a fool 
Played me like a drum I’m gullible 
When it come to love I trusted you 
Lied to myself to stay up with you 
Suicide before I fuck with you 
Again it play back in my head again 

Loopin like knots in my shoe I bend 
To fix it and you give my ass a kick 
Accusing me then a go do what you said 
Just to make amends w demons in head 
You never trusted can’t say what I did 
I gave it all to you I never begged 
Put all dz insecurities inside of my head 
Demons ridin me to bed 

Now I get high and forget 
All of the pain that I had to ingest 
All of the time that I went and invest 
Now it’s done and all is said and confessed 
You won’t love until it’s gone and it’s dead 
Hope you love me like your last breath 
Kuz you’ll never get it back again 


I put my heart and my soul and my trust in you 
I gave you everything I ever thought I was I gave it all to you 
I gave you everything through all my fears I was makin it love for you 
I gave you everything soul to a wedding ring 
I put my family on hold I did everything I put my.... (x2)

TTK27 - I Put My Trust In You

I just wanted some love 
Honestly not a fuck 
But you were so lonely that the opportunity was enough 

Mixin emotions up in the moment we grown af 
And we got freedom to do what or whoever it is we want 

So I guess 
But after sex don’t be askin me my address 
You invited me I accepted 
Ejaculated ejected 
Don’t search me don’t send a message 

Honestly I confess after sex I just feel eclectic 
The need to cuddle rejected 

Cupid got intercepted 
Pardon my misdirection 
Always shoot for perfection 
This time got a lil reckless 

Always been a Lil desperate 
Lookin for who I’m destined 
Love a divine connection 
Can’t forgive or forget it 


The image in the mirror can’t reflect the true intention 
The truth inside of you don’t let nobody second guess it 
The blessings in the lessons but the lessons in the message 
It’s common sense don’t let your emotions try to correct it 


Love can bend perspective 
It also make you dependent 
First impressions get deadly 
If you cannot see the weapon 

Hidden intentions questioned 
Will you ride with no leverage 
No matter what I’m dressed in 
No matter the direction

Don’t mind if you don’t get it 
Too insecure to be mature about it and just respect it 
Pursuit of joy is selfish 

I’m tryna find a girl that make me care about em selfless 
I pray to God to shine a light on her so bright the heavens...call 

For her return like I stole her straight out the stars 
I read about her in books 
Like Aurora or Tiana 

Cinderella w glass on her foot let me take it off ya 
Lay you on top of roses in bed and make you sing opera 
Show you a thing or two a- 
Bout ya body like tutor 
Kama you like a sutra 
Just don’t ask me to boo yah 

Boomerang with ya love when you throw it it come back to ya 
Kuz I don’t want the feelings just fill you up substitute ya 


The image in the mirror can’t reflect the true intention 
The truth inside of you don’t let nobody second guess it 
The blessings in the lessons but the lessons in the message 
It’s common sense don’t let your emotions try to correct it

Open Eye Khi

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