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Knuckle Breaks

(Written in Spring 2019)

Verse 1:

When will I see you again?
Did I scare you when I wanted to be more than friends?
Now I can’t pretend
I don’t want this to end and I’m falling

Refrain/Pre-Chorus:
But it’s not the end, no (X2)
But it’s not the end
I gotta make myself believe that it’s not the end

Verse 2:
What does my future hold?
Even Jesus doesn’t know the hour He will return from home
Please forgive me for being cynical
I’m just trying to figure out why it is I have no hope
Does all this pain have a purpose – I’m doubting and learnin’
It is judgement or discipline - how can I be certain?
And why does this feel like hell if I’m honest and really tell
This is all in my head cause nothing’s happened yet?

Chorus: (x2)
And I’ll be finding you again
Finding you again
Until I reach the end
I’ll be finding you again

Verse 3:
And I’ve been trying not to let go
And in truth we never let go
That’s why you still hurt from all the pain though
And I just wish that I could console
But isn’t that how love goes?
It’s messy and it hurts, huh?
Now I know you need a little time now
Just take a breath and let it all out

Bridge:
Here we go, down this road
It’s called life on life and it’s paved with gold
I never wanna see you in pain you know
And it kills me inside to know that you
Don’t feel healed yet, but that’s okay
It’s not black or white, but a lot of gray
He pierced your heart, and I gotta say
I’m a little bitter, but I give it away

I've been trying to forget you when you're in the other room
And I don't know what else to do, but write these lyrics out for you
In every new person I meet, I will be looking for your eyes
Cause your heart is the only one that ever made mine feel alive

Finding You Again DEMO

[Verse 1]
For all the moments never known
'Cause he stepped off of the tallest sail
For all the love he'd left below in the waves
He made his peace with letting go
Said some things he'd never dared to say
The one the lighthouse left alone, never saved

[Pre-Chorus]
'Til set of eyes had pinned him
Became his version of a kingdom
Now I know they'll never hunt me

[Chorus]
When she's singing to me, "Glory"
(And a hopeful rhythm woke within him)
She's singing to me, "Glory"
(Had some letters written, 'course she's in 'em)
She's singing to me, "Glory"
(Tried to tell her, her throat wasn't in it)
She's singing to me, "Glory"
I was only ever thinking 'bout you, you know
She's singing to me, "Glory"

[Verse 2]
They found a letter that he wrote
He said, "It's best off if we burn the page"
I wrote it very long ago in different days
I guess I'm tired of talk of hope
I've learned that doves and ravens fly the same (Fly the same)
But suddenly she's all I know, an old refrain

[Pre-Chorus]
A set of eyes had pinned him
Became his version of a kingdom
Now I know they'll never hunt me

[Chorus]
When she's singing to me, "Glory"
(And a hopeful rhythm woke within him)
She's singing to me, "Glory"
(Had some letters written, 'course she's in 'em)
She's singing to me, "Glory"
(Tried to tell her, her throat was linen)
She's singing to me, "Glory"
I was only ever thinking 'bout you, you know
She's singing to me, "Glory," oh
Oh (Glory)
I was only ever thinking 'bout you, you know
Singing to me, "Glory"

Dermot Kennedy - Glory Cover (Rough DEMO)

Thought it was love, but it's just deception
Our lives moving different directions, questions
Do I deserve all this depression
Like I know it's hard but I'm second guessing

Did you really feel all those things for me
Cause the way you left things on the flooring's got me
Asking if you were really just that lonely
And God I really miss the way you hold me

Oh please, don't go
But I know you're gone and won't turn back
Walking out the door
All the memories packed in your bags
Screaming at my phone
Cause I can't find the words to fix it now
Just please don't go

Thought it was real but I see you're fakin
Play me like this song and it's my heart you're breaking

I just wanted in-ta-ma-cy
Or maybe just to feel something

Did you really mean to leave me lost here
Cause the way you left me in the dark tells me that's it's so clear
You would never give me clarity
Now I can't love the ones that love me

Oh please, don't go
But I know you're gone and won't turn back
Walking out the door
All the memories packed in your bags
Screaming at my phone
Cause I can't find the words to fix it now
Just please don't go

There were never really answers to my pain
Feeling bogged down like I'm left out in the rain
This one goes out to those who feel the same

You never gave me closure on the time
You stabbed me in the back just like a knife

No answers to the questions deep inside
For years I've lied and said just that I'm fine

I know that I am guilty for my sins
And I'm sorry for the pain I put you in
I just regret the times I let you in
I wish that I could do it all over again

Someone I love showed me who I am
She showed me I could be a worthy man
I'm working towards it that's just been my plan
No deceit this time, I see it in His hands

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