Song:‍ BUTCHER VANITY by FLAVOR FOLEY (Vane, Jamie Paige, ricedeity): https://youtu.be/vjBFftpQxxM
UST / Tuning by me (UST DL is in the description on youtube)
Thumbnail art by me
Singer: Yokune Ruko (欲音ルコ) ♂ KIRE & Whisper

Original Upload: https://youtu.be/H5Qsy1lyeC0

【Yokune Ruko ♂】‍‍ BUTCHER VANITY 【UTAU Cover +USTx】

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[Lyrics]
too smart for my own age
i have a lot of niche tastes
too lonely for my own good
not worth being misunderstood

too callous to be friendly
offputting and unworthy
i want to be more likeable but it would 
only hurt me

i have to ask myself if it even matters
if finding love that doesn't hurt is worth the tatters

i have to ask myself if i'm even worth it
if it counts as abuse if i really deserved it

so i have to do what's right, does that make me too weak?
oh can they really see?
i'm useless and cowardly

if i have to right my wrongs, then it's too much to fix
just spit it out and admit
you secretly enjoyed it

block it away
don't talk about it today
my dirty secrets
oh what would they ever say?

getting closure
come a little closer
whispers desecrate
all that i thought was kept safe

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

too smart to be exploited
it makes me feel unwanted
too sick for what's acceptable
not enough to be a spectacle

the affection i'm craving
the numbing and the breaking
enough to be useful
but not enough to be worth saving

i have to tell myself it's all inconsequential
that there's no point in crying over missed potential

i must remind myself i was never in control
or else the guilt will be too much to ever console

i should've done what was right
but i was too afraid
oh all i have betrayed
i'm crushed under all the weight

i just want to feel alive,
sensation that i've missed
i swear i tried to resist
but what if i enjoyed it?

lock me away
to never see the light of day
crimes against nature
perverting my shades of grey

getting faster
spit on greener pastures
need more punishment
to deem my purge sufficient

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

blinded by reality
its many brutalities
leaving me so haunted
this isn't what you wanted?

so muddy and filthy
and it almost killed me
surviving my own demise
what it took to open my eyes

gone past the abyss
lifting the mist
boiling over

living in the grief
you shouldn't have had to save me

reaching out your hand
to understand
a two-faced clover

close the chapter
no such thing as ever after

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

Oneirophobia // Yi Xi [CoF]

【Yi Xi】 化けの花/Bake No Hana【SynthVカバー】

I do not own this cover, this belongs to PIPIRU-P. Will delete this if PIPIRU-P wants me to.

LINK TO THE COVER: https://youtu.be/aRxKrP3VPB4?si=qzZlSAq1tTIuYhXP


【ROSE SV】STOMACH BOOK - FUKOUNA GIRL 【SynthVカバー COVER BY PIPIRU-P】

this song is so funny cuz people can agree what most maretu songs are about but ive heard so many different theories for this one that at this point i've just picked my favourite one. here's someone with a god complex wanting to save the world from their own traumas but in reality is hurting others and themselves. that's why the art is (gestures) like that

~♡~
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bZJNXgDHMQ

Original, Off-Vocal: MARETU
UST: Kazuma002
Translation: Chouchoo, MML!opinions!Fun!Chocolate!
Tuning, Mixing, Art, Video: me, dear_crybunny
Yi Xi Design: Vimalion Project/ricedeity

[Yi Xi] Angel 92 [SynthV Cover]

original upload, support the creator!!! 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BE6zR39hbtc

Vocals : Yi Xi
Tuning, Illustration, MV : Haru.jpg ( https://x.com/Haru_jpg / https://www.youtube.com/@Harujpg )
UST : ampm 
Original Composition : cosMo@Bousou-P

リアル初音ミクの消失 [Yi Xi Cover] - Haru.jpg

Original/SVP: VocaloKAT  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKyqHbk_WlU

Tuning: me + utatanep1ko!!
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, MAIKA 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro + VOCALOID4
MAIKA Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko

【Yi Xi x MAIKA】Self Proclaimed Angel【SynthV x VOCALOID Cover】

forgot to put this on sc lol woops
song: maretu
ust: mimisan15 https://youtu.be/8D9HY75-ads?si=_ZrL45gqHDs4U-cy

【GACHAPOID V3】NEW DARLING【VOCALOIDカバー】

Cover credits: @/SPOOKI01 on YouTube!!
Art credits: Me :3!!

32ki - メズマライザー (Mesmerizer) feat. Eri & Yi Xi SynthV + TTS

Original: PinocchioP  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8yweCungCE

SVP:  yochimochikun  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I93t88NUqgA

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Feng Yi, Yi Xi
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Feng Yi x Yi Xi】Nee Nee Nee.【SynthV Cover】

insane tuning holy shit
original upload, support the creator!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8wXTgeyij4

Vocals : 重音テトSV / Kasane Teto SV
Tuning, Illustration, MV : PipiP ( https://www.youtube.com/@pipewpi )
UST : CircledQuadrat ( https://www.youtube.com/@CircledQuadrat )
Original Composition : OMGKawaiiAngel, Sasuke Haraguchi, Nyalra

【Yi Xi】化けの花/Bake No Hana【SynthVカバー】

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