Lyrics:

I would if I could,
But I'm just made of bone,
Neurons fire out of my control,
I'm dependent on the sun,
And it is yet to come,

In bed stretched thin,
It's hard to stay this still,
Numb alcohol limbs,
Without it I tremble,

I would if I could,
But I'm made of bone,
Not will,
Do you think I haven't tried,
My brain is fatal,
Crossed wires,
Sparks and fires,

I would if I could,
But I'm not worth the trouble,
and you agree,

If we can change ourselves,
Tell me how,

If We Can Change Ourselves

Lyrics:

I believe in the wild seed,
The natively sustained,
Breathe life into,
Colour the concrete,
From the cracks we will grow,
It is you who is my hope,
Eloquent, elegant design,
Speaker of your mind,
Fractal speech,
You begin to multiply,

Propagate,
Germinate,
It is you who is my hope,
The earthly medicine,
To purify the air again,
With the honest heart you sow,

Deepen the roots,
To the truth, 
In the small we find,
We can reclaim the landscape,
A millimetre at a time,

I believe in the wild seed,
The natively sustained,
Breathe life into,
Colour the concrete,
From the cracks we will grow,
It is you who is my hope,
Eloquent, elegant design,
Speaker of your mind,
Fractal speech,
You begin to multiply.

Make yourself,
Seed of the world,
Soul in the soil,

It Is You

Lyrics:

This isn’t what I imagined when I walked out my door,
I came face to face with a garbage can, overturned,
someone’s angry spell in the night, 
I don’t know what it was trying to tell me,
but I’m sure my street had a message. 
Around the corner was something worse than that.
It was a desperate man,
you could tell by the substances in his hands.

I thought how rude of this place,
to get me so down,
I just wanted a peaceful stroll,
but every step reminded me,
of something deep I was hiding in me. 

This isn’t the home I dreamt of,
now I’m having nightmares,
it’s okay I’ve seen a few horror movies in my days,
I think I can survive a few bad nights,
but I know this is real,
it isn’t going to leave,

these nightmares aren’t just me,
they tell stories I’ve yet to see,
born of history they’re a vision of a future,
filled with lonely people,
everyone says they’ve got their own problems,
and alone they go to face them.

Further down the road a man sleeps,
freshly abandoned his suit tells a tale,
I don’t know him, but I’m certain we’re the same,

I hold out my hand,
and try to uproot the bad dreams,
I say, you don’t have to be on your own tonight,
tell me your story, and I‘ll tell you mine.

I thought the world was the cruel one,
I think it was me all along,
Searching for cracks in the sidewalk
I hadn’t noticed all the people who looked like rubble,
some concealed their fractures, 
others couldn’t escape them,
just kind people hiding behind their mistakes.
we tell our stories as though they are our future,
let them define us,  

alone we play them over and over,
because no one will listen, 
and it’s so hard to forget.
The city stretches over us, 
a home we never asked for,
and here we are bearing its burdens,
pretending we’re not its children,
and forgetting we’re its creators.

Again the next day the world came crashing down,
there was a commotion outside my front door,
cussing and cursing over some kind of collision,
I didn’t want to hear but the horns kept on pressing against my ears,
as irate as the outsiders I wallowed out the door,
why me I pondered,
as though mine was the saddest tale of them all,
as my eyes met the culprits a different story unfolded,
the riot wasn’t born of a dent but a bruise,
a ruptured bottle mirrored its wielder, 
split in half its edges delicate and dangerous,
he’d been broken just a few minutes ago,
his voice was loud but stumbled frightened,
I didn’t understand the situation,
but I took him aside,
and I said,

Tell me your story,
and I’ll tell you mine. 

as his lips opened
a silhouette vacated the vehicle,
the situation was delicate with deceit,
and as the figure approached,
he thrust the bottle,
hesitant and fearful,
I couldn’t see any evil,
but there was blood on his hands
and shame in his voice,  
his eyes were screaming for help,
that’s why I held out my hand,
but the guilt was in his court,
and a weapon on his person ,
yet he was the most harmless man, 
and he cried I didn’t touch her,
I believed it when she stepped in the light, 
and her voice hissed like a snake,
but there was love somewhere,
and I could see a child on the way,
in our heads we were asking the same question,
where did it all go wrong,
we all wanted some kind of redemption,
to undo our evils,
we didn’t know what drove us,
but we knew this isn’t how you make a home,
so why are we here with all these scars,
with so many painful stories to tell,
so please tell me your story, 
before we’re left for dead,
with our tales of trauma,
and no peace to be had,
with no peace to be had,

please tell me your story,
and I’ll tell you mine.

Where You'll Find Me

Tell Me You Story

Tell Me Your Story

UNTITLED [WIP]

Lyrics:

What do I have that you could love?
What do I have that you could love?

What would you say if I gave you my soul?
You would judge me deformed and turn me away
What would you say if I gave you my soul?
You would judge me deformed and turn me away

Swallow me whole

Can’t show myself
For fear of what you’d say
I hear a stranger’s a voice
Filling my skull
Did you force the door
Or did I hand the key?
I can’t remember
But you devour me
 
I fear the world
Cause I gave myself away
I’m your property
Please be kind to me

I wait here for your praise
I know it’ll come one day
I wait here for your praise
I know it'll come one day

I’m your property
What do I have
You devour me

What do I have that you could love?
What would you say if I gave you my soul?
You would judge me deformed and turn me away
Can’t show myself for fear of what you’d say

Can’t show myself
For fear of what you’d say
I hear a stranger’s a voice
Filling my skull
Did you force the door
Or did I hand the key?
I can’t remember
But you devour me

What Do I Have That You Could Love?

Lyrics:

I know my actions don't align,
with what I say most of the time,
but I'm asking you,
do you believe what I say,

there's a tear right through my sides,
with you I'm honest all the time,
but I don't know my own mind,
so I look in your eyes,

what I see stare back at me,
gets darker every day,
the reflection curved around your pupil,
is the truth I don't want to see,
I ask you, do you believe me?

Propaganda

Lyrics:

The Sun will die,
and you'll survive,

Sunless

Lyrics:

Dull senses,
You're convinced of a point of view,
So abstract it feels undeniable,

A spec of light reaches you,
What you see is all there,
But abstracted from your eye,
What your skin can't consider,
A realm so wide you can't measure,
Its size,

Undeniable

Lyrics:

the outside on your inside,
you receive no peace of mind,
crackle on the receiver,
there is feedback on the line,

a mind, a mind,
the cosmos is alive,

crackle on the receiver,
there is feedback on the line,
a mind, a mind,
the outside on the inside,

the static of the waves,
crashing on your forehead,
you perceive an ache,
where there is a mind,

the cosmos is alive,
there is feedback on the line,
feedback in the mind,
the cosmos is alive,

a mind, a mind, a mind,
it sounds like feedback,
the cosmos, 
the cosmos is alive,

the cosmos is alive,
the cosmos is alive,
the cosmos is alive,

Feedback

Lyrics:
 
A choice to make,
An opportunity,
I remain,
Still,
Still the same,

Etched in my skull,
The fates I left to dice,
Questions lost to time,

I walk in the mist,
My form undefined,
I was not brave enough,
To make my own mind,

Now I'm left with a stranger inside,
Born of this world,
Like a stone chipped from the cliffside,

Waves push and pull,
Etched in my skull,
The fates I left to dice,
Questions lost to time,

I was not brave enough,
And now I am haunted,

Haunted by the waves of fate,
The choices I,
I did not make,

Haunted by the waves of fate,
The choices I did not make,

I had a vision of the future,
I wished upon the stars,
They sang me to sleep,
I haven’t woken since,

I was not brave enough,
To make my own mind,

Dice

Just another person making art in their bedroom. 

Opsonic