Today is Misatos birthday, was this planned in advance? 😭🙏

smoking menthols
i love my menthol cigarettes
black and milds i love my black and milds
cigarillos i love my cigarillos
smoking pall malls
gimme back my fucking pall malls
whats the point
its to cope with the fact i couldve been a rockstar

crack open sum natty lites
puff on some lucky stripes
and have a good time
just like i did in my prime

we used to text everynight
i know you wouldve been so tight
you didnt understand at the time
that it wasnt right

i couldve been a rockstar
but i gave it up for a quick nut
girls gtfo
i wanna be alone
its all gone now i hate myself
i wanna kill myself but im to pussy to pull it off

Menthol

I Don’t Wanna Die

i feel like shit
ever since i met you
and even though i try
i'm not gonna make it
i'll be dead soon
with my love dripping blood
maybe we'll meet again
i live hell i'll see you there

fluoride in my brain
my life is going nowhere
i don't understand
why you had to give up on me
with my love i'm dripping blood
cant make it stop i'm drenched and numb
fry my brain waste my time
empty mind bloodshot eyes

everyone i know is living in hell

They Cannot Touch Her

real rockaholism

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lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

all work and no play

verse 1:
sick of reality stuck in a fantasy
I don't need any of this

chorus:
need a girl like misato to feel right
she will stand by until the bitter end
need a girl like misato to feel right 
she'll never leave cause shes in my head

verse 2 :
too weak to make things right its 2d until i die
nothing can dissapoint me

Misato

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
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remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
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i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

When I'm gone, I'm gone 
So don't wake me up
Got a tattoo on my chest 
Just to tell you "get fucked"

I don't wanna come back
I'm cool just where I am
There's no pulse in my wrists
So quit squeezing my hand

I know you'll miss me
Any mother would 
But I've been set to go 
Since my childhood

When I stop puking blood
Just get up and go
Cuz I got three letters 
That I need you to know  

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I am awake

Breathing air, seeing faces
All those things I'm sick of
Affections I can't return
No future, no love

I was scared for so long
But I don't care now
Grim reaper taking me home
While you put me in the ground

You signed the form, I wrote my name
And now I'm ready to bail
So don't go jumping my heart
Should it start to fail

No tubes down my throat
And no lights in my eyes
I'll kick your fucking ass
If I come back to life

Cuz I got a 

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I ever was awake

D.N.R

And it's not like I really wanna change
I just want every single day to stay the same 
Nothing coming in, nothing going out
And thoughts that I can't do without

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Every single year is just the same thing
Nothing I do has any meaning 
Throwing away all the days of my youth
Tell me to be happy but it's no use

How much of this shit is my own fault
Don't wanna think about it but probably all
No one wants to help me get through it
Cuz I'm just so comfortable being useless

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Misato

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