DAY AFTER DAY w/ stupidbeats

Immortal Lowlife - I Can't Explain

you may think lowly of me i think even lower
collapsing from the weight that is pressed against my shoulder
everyday passes i dread getting older
heart like arctic it don’t get much colder
tryna be the change i wanna see but have no courage
my anxiety rids me of the ability to flourish 
haven’t ate in days ive been feeling malnourished 
haven’t slept either i been really fucking sleep deprived

deprived of all emotions except despair i want to die
i cant even do that right trust me i’ve already tried
suicidal failures make me think it’s for some reason
maybe i couldn’t go through with it because i have some meaning

it’s nice to think that way but i know i have no meaning 
looking for a will to live i can’t find none i’ve been pleading
there is no higher power that i’m choosing to believe in
do not resuscitate if i stop breathing

filled with so much hate i kinda love the feeling
content with sorrow happiness isn’t appealing
grown familiar with misery it is all i know
people think that all is well because i fail to let it show
i don’t want your pity or your fake concern 
nobody really cares hard truth to accept 
but once you do you’ll find that isolation is the best
i really hate myself all my life i’ve been a mess

i hate myself (prod. taymxru)

4 YEARS LATER. FROM ME 2 YOU, THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE. CHEERS. THIS IS FOR YOU.

G WALKIN ON YO COFFIN PT.2 (PROD.BY OOGIE BOOGIE THANG)

LEFT U MUTHAFUCKAS HURTIN' (PROD.BY OOGIE BOOGIE THANG)

"Falak, He resides below Bahumut, the giant fish & the rest of the universe.

Including six hells, the earths and the heavens.

Falak itself resides in the seventh hell below everything else.

It is said to be so powerful that only its fear of the greater power of God prevents it from swallowing all the creation above."

EYES OF FALAK (PROD.BY RICKY ROUNDHOUSE)

Cold Kill terminate the termites in the wooden brain thought of hope is so insane liquid nation battle scars cocaine scrapin' lung tar nicotine beaten motivation eaten scratches the snake around your neck defy. (Cut cold cult kill) drowning in teenage sin  drowning in breaking the law with pride.  Praise Jesus LSD crack addicted Christianity. Praise Jesus. Steal from the bitch and give to the whore sleezy cheesy skanky bitch always begging for more. You're just a sad little nancy boy pathetic queer faggot toy sticking trends in your ass like tampons sick faggot die. Spit guts like a fiend scabbed scam you're never seen haunting play defy yourself blood scream narcotic vending machine I wish I may I wish I might kill you fucking all tonight. 

Terminate

Feeling so numb and I'm feeling so dumb and I'm feeling so great 'cause I'm fucking sedated and anything you could do wouldn't affect my mood. See what have you seen today. Everything has died, anything inside. 

QuadSong

White lies and needles the fly will eat you wake get shut up rip saw cutting up the soccer moms. Look deep inside my eyes and see what I see. Look deep inside my eyes and see what I see look deep inside my mind and think what I think. See your face cum on. We come from a place you will never know one eyed atmosphere digital snow where every murder in the world is beautiful and all the funerals are whores and hate crimes.  Tangled wars erased with technological electrocution lace with crippled fangs  that are thoughts and pieces arrive haunted plains to decapitate rewind.

Immortal Lowlife - I Can't Explain

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