Alone Inside

Falling

Can't

Dirty Soul

I Am Your Ghost

Blue Fly

What Did You Do

When You Look

Too Much
By Orcus Nullify

It’s been too long
This wretched iron lung pumping bile
Death waiting in a corner to collect
what is left
Machines to keep you in your comma
And now you’re stuck between

It’s just too much
You want to end your life
This is not the way

Pulsing
Make you suffer, as a vacant machine
Decisions must be made
Right now
Too much, too carry on this way

Are you still hanging on?
You’ve seen too much


Too Much

Does Anything Really Change
In your mind
Confusion is replaced 
By selfishness
And guilt doesn’t go away
It’s like tentacles
Grasping for every wisp of faith
They can feel
Making necrotic
Sincerity they can’t find
They must take everything
They must take every single thing

But you make these chains
To suffocate
To suffocate

A vision that makes you ruined
A word that tears your will
But you can only be stopped
By falling down
By falling down

Does anything really change?
Deep inside it stays the same
Forever

The pleasure is had
The fire has burned out
You must feel so good
Letting others down
In some dark ally
In some dark room
What harms been done
Can’t dim the darkness down

Does anything really change?
Deep inside
It was then, it is now
Forever, forever

Forever
Change me


Does Anything Reallly Change

And this is what you have created
A legacy of sin
Was it something you learned so long ago
Or do you even know why

I’ll bet you know why

And from the way you act
It seems like you just don’t care
Like there’s nothing to loose
When it’s everything I have

You don’t seem to know why!

Walking almost floating,
Through darkest days
Nothing touches you
Perhaps the price is too much to bear
 How deep does this numbness get?

How deep?

Because this is no game
Choose your words wise
Because there’s just this time
Better mean what you say
Because all must fade

The masquerade must end
Stop this pain
You must feel something
Never going to be
Never going to be happy
How deep?
How deep?
 	 Is this numbness?

Numbness

Whispers in the dark
Nothing but oblivion to be gained
Keep your voice low
As we watch our souls fade away
In the shadows, this is where we tell our lies
Hoping to forget
When did it start feeling so empty?
When we say our first lies
When we sell our soul down the line
Your beliefs don’t stop you
There’s nothing worth saving, there’s nothing worth saving
Judgment comes crushing down
Open eyes to see the blight
Purging all the words, they don’t want to hear
At the end
Being less, then a broken whore
Damned to stay
Empty
In a blameless world
All your games, empty
All your faith, empty


Empty

This is the time that tests you
To tell that you're alive
To want like them
To close your eyes
We must be quite now
For the sin to swell without a word
All lights must dim
look the other way
It doesn't take much to lie
Keep pushing it down
Behind the veil of sleep
Feelings will die
The pain fades away
Close your mouth
It makes no difference anyways
For you must crawl like them
You must close your eyes
Just don't care
Behind the veil of sleep

Veil of Sleep

The needle goes in
The blood comes out
100 times just the same
Life goes on
Calling for you
Called so many times
What do I have to do
I'm crawling into hell
You're bleeding me out
You're bleeding me out
It's all concealed
Surging to come out
I close my eyes
Disease floods in
The suffering is real
Bleeding me out
Bleeding me out
Exposed and clinging to that cross you bear
Seeing your little time
Collapse your lies
You're bleeding me out
You're bleeding me out