Lyrics:
In the mirror, swimming
With my dream girl rendition
Crown of my spirit
Mantles once given
In the deepest of my lineage
Plain sight and hidden
With all my wishing
With all my wishing
With the static in my vision
And the ringing when I listen
I find new ways of living
Unriven
My fears are my ambitions
My softness my resistance
With all my wishing
With all my wishing
(I wish I was born)
(I wish I was born)

Wishing

Lyrics:
Through the tunnel sliding out of my lung
The taste of metal on the back of my tongue
There are things I hold onto as a son
Now I know
In the liquids underneath and foaming
Forgotten writhing of the boy I phoned in
Disintegrated from the salt and only
My stone
My stone
After all, I keep you with me
Around my neck I hang my amulet
Taking all I saw as ugly
And turn it into something else
Something pretty
From the fossils of the bones that I shed
I string a necklace with the stone they beget
Iridescing with the ills and epithets
In my head
All the things I tried to leave behind remain
But now I know that there is nothing they can take from me
I keep it safe with me
I keep a changeling
My stone
My stone

Amulet

Lyrics:
Does it drown the pain
Make you feel you’re ok
Is everything you lost
Just a fantasy
Another rock in the ground
The fossilizing sound
Of everything you lost
Can you hear it now
Are you doing it right
Are you doing it like they told you
Are the elements in your palm
Do you know better
Yeah
Are you doing it right
Are you doing it like they told you
All the yelling in your body
Can you drown without knowing
Yeah
Tell me we’re the same
We’re the same, we’re the same
Like it doesn’t matter what you do to me
You got nothing to say that I haven’t heard
And I don’t need the words
Are you believing in me
Or your reality

Fossil

Joker

Starlight

Random demo, I wrote it on an old beat i made so i don't really want to release it properly. i know the mix is unbearable. sorry. 

i wanna grow up

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Slipstream

On this 9th episode of Sunflowers Radio, host Cat A Lula welcomes in this second part London-based producer ultra caro who is in town this weekend for the staple Rotterdam festival Left of the Dial. Joining us in the booth is also dj/producer Himera. Together, they will share their insights on self music-productions, their debuts and future projects as well as finding your place in the industry.

Having produced for Charli XCX as a member of Planet 1999, and for daine and MEYY herself, previous single and introduction to wild at ♡, “from the heart <3” signified a seismic shift in her artistry. The dimension-shattering instrumental and final track from the forthcoming 11-track album served as just 1/11 of the paths divined by caro♡, like 11 Tarot card spreads, each song promises a different destiny. Her upbringing in the remote stillness of coastal France has deeply shaped her relationship to creativity, “I feel like an outsider having grown up in a place where there’s no cultural industries. I didn’t know the difference between a songwriter, a producer or a composer as a kid so I didn’t build these boundaries in my head”. 

Himera moulds emotional and story-driven soundscapes, toying with the base notes of trance and pop music. Having released their debut EP in 2022, they present a body of work full of synth-heavy ballads and disorienting pop tunes.

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Sunflowers Radio w/ ultra caro & Himera - 24th October 2025

Seven Seas

Awful

Producer and (sometimes) singer.

Interested in collaborating (and/or remixing) with singers, and singer/producers. 
( Message me here or on orderly369@gmail.com )

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