Your 2020 Playback

I feel depressed and alone knowing you can't be my own.
My heart is empty and cold, I got a hole in my soul.
You took a toll on my trust, I held you close but for what?
I never told you enough? YOU never told me enough.
I was always for us, you looked for reasons to fail.
Baby the timing was wrong, you made excuses to bail.
I thought our love was for real, made my decision to build-
A life with you, I had no clue that you would hand me an L.
I thought we'd fight and prevail, I bought the lies that you sell.
You broke my heart and left me hurting but you probably don't care.
And yes I'm honestly scared, I wasn't fucking prepared.
You broke your promise to me, you stabbed my heart and it bleeds.
Look at the pain that you caused, I thought you wouldn't do harm. 
You invalidate my feelings after doing me wrong.
You love to play the victim, it's been a habit of yours.
What's sad and absurd is I believed that you were.

And I don't wanna feel, the tears are making my eyes sore.
And I don't wanna live, I guess your love was to die for.
And I don't wanna feel, the tears are making my eyes sore.
No I don't wanna live, this love was always to die for.

You were the light in the dark, but you were only a spark.
I told you you were my life, now I feel dead cuz you're gone.
I'm clearly broken apart, but I still try to look strong.
My life was always unfair, it's been that way from the start.
Dear Lord, I'm praying for death, and yes, I know that it's wrong.
But I ain't saving my breathe, cuz this ain't only a song.
I never claimed to be perfect, maybe it's also my fault.
But I always gave you my best, I doubt you gave it your all.
I could accept when I'm wrong, you always had to be right.
I didn't want to lose you, I'd rather lose in the fights.
I bit my tongue and held back, cuz you would run from the facts.
I could never call you out, you would get up and walk.
You knew that I would chase you down like a dog.
I was just a fool for you, you had me playing the part.
I wish that I had been smart,  I didn't see manipulation.
I always saw potential, but it came with stipulations.

And I don't wanna feel, the tears are making my eyes sore.
And I don't wanna live, I guess your love was to die for.
And I don't wanna feel, the tears are making my eyes sore.
No I don't wanna live, this love was always to die for.

I'm calling out to God, don't you see I'm in pain?
I welcome death with open arms and they say I'm insane.
I'm tired of being strong, I can't put up a fight.
And I'm scared to be alone with the thoughts in my mind.
My happiness never lasts, the sadness always returns.
I pretend to be happy, cuz I don't want your concern.
Only God controls my life, but gave the Devil a turn.
Maybe I'm being punished, is this what I deserve?
I hope this ain't a test, I BET, I will fail.
Angel isn't well, he's still going through Hell.
I'm talking to my demons and they're all making sense.
I DON'T WANT to fucking stay for the sake of family and friends.
I swear these fucking drugs don't make me NUMB anymore.
I feel DUMB and ignored, I can't restore the times from before.
My heart yearns for the days where it once had peace.
I'll pick a tombstone if you can promise me sleep.

R.V. Suicide

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after listening to some x and other stuff i wanted to pour my vibes out on a freestyle.

i met the grimreaper in washington (freestyle.)

Avenge The Fallen (Feat- Sky Limits) (prod.sketchmyname)

liltrapdog- School Shooter

Sharingan never stop me when I bring it on
Aye
Sharingan you know that I bring it on
Sharingan you know I bring it on
Sharingan you know I bring it on
Sharingan you know I bring it on

Shadow clone justu, I bring it like cut throat
Killin your man's, yeah you know that I'm nuts hoe

Chop an esophagus
Better not stop it
Im make the money for profit
I just wanna bling
Everyone telling me something I need
Better not lead it 
I bring it like shuriken way that I sting
Better not know I make yo girl bleed
And im drinking your blood like it's lean

Drinking your blood like it's lean x3

Shaking the earth like gara
Come in and get it I scar ya
Better not get it, I start ya up
Talking that shit like, shut the fuck up

Aye
Bring it like
 ay ay ayay aye

Pullin everybody gotta kill it with my blade
But one that you better hang
With the flow with no and no grip
Pull on everyone talking on tha,
Shit

Sharingan never stop me when I bring it on
Aye
Sharingan you know that I bring it on
Sharingan you know I bring it on
Sharingan you know I bring it on
Sharingan you know I bring it on

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Mixed by: www.soundcloud.com/the404studios

Sharingan Prod. BIG T BOOMIN & Mixed by.The404Studios

dead and ZWALL remix by josh a and iamjakehill

we made this on the upcoming video thats coming out.

VAPE KING (ft. xS4RI4x, Kalob, prod. by tinik)

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demons of seattle

SO LONELY BACK AGAINST THE WALL! (prod. affyavenue)

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Took Her To The O

i guess so(part 2)

Pain ( Prod. By CapsCtl )

prod. Shaq France
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Alone

Grim. The Reaper

Grim, The Reaper

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Tremblay - In The Clouds (prod. Kenan Belzner)

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Your 2020 Playback

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