Part of the full album "Emergence" by Büttner & Ballerman

Emergence

Not the Time to Make a Mistake (Vocal Downtempo/Triphop)

Sage: Side A & Sage: Side B were released in 2023 as two separate EPs. They each have their own individual tones, but together, as they were intended to be, create a full experience. Hope you enjoy this album as we prepare for the release of my new album "Magnolia". I threw in "Green" (original) and "Green" (remix) as an extra treat. 

Lakeita Valon, Koala Khool - Evaporate



(Verse 1)
Been here before, same old road,
Heart of mine, getting heavy to hold.
I gave what I could, but never enough,
Realizing that love really is tough.

I’ve made my mistakes and paid the price,
I kept it real, and I sacrificed.
I gave my soul, my life, my all,
A time where I could say I had everything.
Under this roof, I had it all,
But I was a fool
To ever think love lasts forevermore.

[PreChorus]
So I learned to build up my walls
High enough to protect my soul.
Heartbreak’s the reason I don’t feel whole.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Verse 2)
I’m not bitter, just tired of the fight,
Tried to light a fire, but it never burned bright.
No one’s to blame, it’s just how it goes;
Sometimes love fades, and nobody knows.

I’ve learned to accept the scars that I bear;
They tell a story, but I’m still here.
Still got a lot to give, I’m sure,
But way too afraid it’ll be like before.
So I might be done, closing this door.
Got no regrets for the love I’ve shown,
And this time, I’m better off on my own.

(PreChorus)
Ohhh ohhh ohh
It’s not the past, it’s not the pain,
It’s the lessons I’ve gained.
Every time I gave, I just lost my way,
So now I’m choosing me today.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore (no more),
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore (no more),
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Bridge)
It’s not about running or closing the door,
It’s about finding the life I was meant for.
I don’t hate love, but I need to heal,
To figure out what’s real.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Outro)
No apologies, no looking back,
This is my time to get on track.
I’ll stand alone, but I’ll stand tall,
‘Cause loving myself means I have it all.

Don’t wanna be in love anymore…
Don’t wanna be in love anymore…
(No more… no more… oh no more…)



I Don't Wanna Be In Love Anymore

Lyrics
Yea she wants me i know that
She trynna call or text i get that
Hard to resist you yea i hate that
Girl we can't do this and you know that

You sleep in someone else's bed
Girl you should stop mess with my head

If i got together with you
I know you'll do the same to me too

She's been pushing my limits everyday
Don't know why you would trynna make me sway
But i know we shouldn't do this at all
You gotta tell him, i ain't gonna take the fault

She don't care about him
But i won't be trying
So why you with him
This boy is dying

Yea she wants me i know that
She trynna call or text i get that
Hard to resist you yea i hate that
Girl we can't do this and you know that

You sleep in someone else's bed
Girl you should stop mess with my head

If i got together with you
I know you'll do the same to me too

Even if you choose him or me
How do i know you'd never do this to me
Why you are doing this girl
You can't try to dance on two dance floors

Yea that boy don't deserve this
I'd never want you to end this
You drive me insane with your games
But i won't be the one he blames

Yea she wants me i know that
She trynna call or text i get that
Hard to resist you yea i hate that
Girl we can't do this and you know that

You sleep in someone else's bed
Girl you should stop mess with my head

If i got together with you
I know you'll do the same to me too

Yea she wants me i know that
She trynna call or text i get that
Hard to resist you yea i hate that
Girl we can't do this and you know that

You sleep in someone else's bed
Girl you should stop mess with my head

If i got together with you
I know you'll do the same to me too

Two dance floors

Back Room Blues

Death by cupid

🔗 This one’s for everybody who’s ever been left wondering—wasn’t I enough? For the ones who gave their heart just to watch it break. 💔 If you ever stayed up questioning every text left on read, every promise turned fake, this one’s for you.

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Wasn't I enough

(Verse 1)
I see you across the room, lost in the crowd,
Our eyes meet, and everything slows down.
I feel the pull, like gravity’s tight,
But we’re both with someone else tonight.
I want to cross the line, but I know I can't,
Caught up in this dance, caught up in the chant.
The music’s loud, but I hear your breath,
We’re stuck in this moment, caught in the depth.

(Chorus)
Into you, baby, I can’t resist,
The pull so strong, it’s something I miss.
You’re too close, but we can’t touch,
Into you, but I can’t feel too much.

(Verse 2)
Your body sways, and I feel every move,
The way you hold your drink, how you make your groove.
I’m fallin’ deeper, but I hold it inside,
This fire’s too hot, but I gotta hide.
We lock eyes again, I feel it so deep,
But we’re both in love, but it’s not ours to keep.
This connection is real, but it’s built on lies,
We can’t break free, no matter how we try.

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
This tension’s building, but we stay still,
Our bodies beggin’, but we’re caught in the thrill.
What if we let go, what if we break?
But we both know there’s too much at stake.

[ Chorus ]

( Outro )
Into you, baby, I can’t resist,
The pull so strong, it’s something I miss.
You’re too close, but we can’t touch,
Into you, but I can’t feel too much

Into You

see me

Deep waters, deep history. Red River Fish moves with an ethereal, almost surreal energy—otherworldly, hypnotic, yet deeply human. This track explores the movement of memory through sound, a hypnotic meditation set to a timeless beat.

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With relationship PTSD, you can almost miss a blessing. "Afraid 2 Lose U" is for those who recognize what's in front of them and don't allow the past to dictate their present. 

Afraid 2 Lose U (Remix)

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