10/14/22 fun fact, i uploaded every song besides wooden home at a bus stop on a tiny android phone that only supported 3g

never,forever. EP

Lil Aaron- Dark Matter (Vocal Cover)

slayloverboy x bobbyraps - chain smokin (demo)

A Place That Doesn’t Exist

produced by branwen

lyrics:

i made this at two am on a tuesday bitch 
last time i checked yall broke and im rich
you a prick for the shit
that you pulled on me dont fuck around might go kurt cobain
im insane
blood splatter liver heart lung failure fame
fuck the fame
all i want is brain
all i want is money
all i want is
all i want is love
all i want is lust
all i want is fuck 
i just wanna feel ur touch
i just wanna i just wanna kiss your face
look you in your eyes
kiss your body where the sun dont shine
youre mine
ripping at the flesh
tear the thread blood drippin in my eyes
she a fien for the lies
he a demon in disguise 
manifest, baby im in your head
talkin to yo brain
tell me everything 
i dont got a friend just pain
little cocaine novacaine
xanny numb the pain
make it go away
xanny numbin everything i feel
i dont wanna feel
i just wanna kill
i just wanna see your blood drippin im fr
baby are you real i cant tell whats real
talking to my ceiling said to pop another pill

call me mary cuz im poppin
i could put you in the cemetery in a second
bodies keep on droppin
didnt wanna have to be the one to say your music ass you need to stop it
sick of switchin up the topic
back to back im bein honest

i made this at two am on a tuesday bitch 
last time i checked yall broke and im rich
you a prick for the shit
that you pulled on me dont fuck around might go

sewer (branwen)

wooden home

Biting your nails
Complaining about all the things left unsaid
In the sheets of your bed
'Cause everyday is Monday and I won't wake up
Can't socialize with others and I feel fucked up

I got too much faith in love
You said I'll be fine
You're wrong
I'll hold on and don't worry about
I'll hold on, me I'll be fine
White out
White out
White out
White out

And we all just want to be liked
And every ones the same and everybody lies
And I'm too old to whine, too old to cry
About things that I can't change
So carry on, don't look back
I'll be the only that you'll forget
The one you'll tell your kids you used to know
But my name slips your mind, in the back of your head
Stored and confined

I got too much faith in love
You said I'll be fine
You're wrong
I'll hold on and don't worry about
I'll hold on, me I'll be fine
White out
White out
White out
White out

never,forever - whiteout

Woke up, pain in my neck
Like I've been sleeping all wrong
Or sleeping at all
But I probably just care too much
About people who couldn't give a fuck

I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice

Went to sleep everyday
Each one of my fuck ups likes to slip between my skin
4 AM, they're reminding me that I'm not who I say I am
I'm not what they think I am
I'm just a try-hard, die-hard narcissist
Who wants to love everyone
But fucking only loves himself
And my dog dies so I'm getting older
Every winter comes just a litter bit colder

I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice

I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice

never,forever - best wishes

never,forever. - you could have stayed

I know better
You hold me close
Welcome home
Sunny room
Sunny room
And I won't call you
I'll bite my tongue, my tongue
And I won't text you
I'll write my song

never,forever - the fucking meme lord

never,forever. - Regards,

gucci scarf w/ emo fruits (prod.2k6)

fallen down trees

hurted

produced by bear

SACRIFICES 111
god damn, feelin' like the man
but i don't know what to do
cause i don't know where i stand

i just wanna talk to u
but u wouldn't understand
all the shit im going thru
because it's all inside my head

baby hold it down
do it like that
make me feel at home
do me like that
i was looking at ur hair
and the way the wind blows
must be something in the air
thats been got me feeling low
oh

ima lose my mind tonight
im left to my own devices
suffocate inside my mind
everypne makes sacrifices :(

sacrifices 111

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feeling like im gunna break but
I dont wanna get fucked up tonight
ive got so much to say but
the time is never right
put on another sad song
the feeling never lasts long
the feeling never lasts long
trying hard to be strong
feeling doesn't last long
feeling doesn't last long

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

*Yung Van

one second youre here
and now your gone
I dont wanna believe, its been that long
ive been crying all night, im not so strong
I know you've left, but im not ready to move on

now youre living out your life
just beyond the veil
I wish I could have said I love you, but I never will
I keep a picture of you 
right beside my bed side still
just in case you want to visit
but you never will

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

Thanks for listening :)

never,forever - best wishes

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